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to me is a bit of a conformation to what I was thinking about his, what I would call his narcissistic need to be in the publics view through media headlines. His live in friend seems to indicate his need to be the news or dominate through it. and it comes on in the form of an onset during a depression cycle.
It seems he pops into the news seemingly suddenly when there is some type of political furry going on. Big News-,
Such as Benghazi -.
Since he thinks the world is all about him, no news in the news is bigger news than he.It's kind of an abstract way of looking at what he hell sets him off.
If he isn't news,he isn't happy.
That smiling face -the villainous smile-, when those cameras are upon him ,he becomes like an actor playing to the cameras strutting his stuff.The downward spiral -,that is more like an actor that comes to believe his or her own publicity which as a rule marks the beginning of the end of that career .
Actors that just like to work don't mind bit roles playing villains -it's work and exposure leading to other acting roles. Zimmerman likes the villainous role too.
Zimmerman's lawyer made mention of Zimmerman stepping outside the PR plan which lead to his dumping Zimmerman as a client.
Clearly Zimmerman had his own PR plan which isn't panning out in his favor. Publicity is his drug of choice and by it he gains much gratification which in turn allows him to live his fantasies until his depression takes over or the reality of his circumstances consume his thought process.
Zimmerman is proving himself out to be a narcissistic sociopath and his nice guy character is that which he has honed throughout his life,early on probably seeking his fathers approval and approval in general.
He is a coward so nothing to loose is everything to loose so that means he loves death but he fears death although he would find it very easy to kill again and again.
But of course this is just my suspicion .
He's like a powder keg soon to go off.
If the thought of suicide does in fact enter into his thoughts, that may be a way of convincing himself he has nothing to loose. What he cannot loose is his fear of his own death meaning he would most likely not off himself.
Suicide by cop might suit his fancy though.
I think the guy that once worked with Zimmerman at a car dealership pretty much summed up Zimmerman the sociopath.
However it has progressed to the point where he is convinced he can get away with anything.
The guy that once worked with Zimmerman said he thought Zimmerman will probably get away with it. That statement was made before the case made it's way to the court room.
Given that information was put forward meaning brought out into the open for people to except or not, it stands to reason there is no real way to understand it other than looking at it for what it is. It is becoming ever so clear that Zimmerman is the victimizer not the victim. But the sociopath has developed somewhat of a mastery in reversing the blame onto his victims making his victims out to be the victimizers. Clearly Zimmerman is a predator. The former co worker at a car dealership pointed out how he does it or one of his methods. Fallowing that time line through to what is going on with Zimmerman at current,- Zimmerman cannot stop and will not stop until he is stopped.
Ok so Zimmerman might realize that he is not in control over the things that he does or would like to do . So given he is a control freak that self admission may have promped him to consider stopping himself since he can't stop himself from escalating. But he is a coward and if he did take too many sleeping pills ,it was a staged event to make some type of gain out of it leading to obtaining some type of gratification. Apparently it worked because she stuck with him and the staged event made it's way into public domain. He can't say exactly how many pills he took but he does know he took enough of those to knock himself out. He can't say really but subconsciously he knows. Or you might say he who is the predator knew exactly what he was doing and what he expected to gain by it.
Zimmerman has most likely entertained the thought of firing off a bullet into somebody,anybody since he first got his hand around a revolver. I would guess since adolescence given it stands to reason his father kept a revolver in the house for home protection. This is to say I think that Zimmerman has been fantasizing about shooting somebody for a very long time. Setting up his victims such as his co worker at a car dealership was the next best thing to him-. It's about destroying people to him- rendering his victims powerless which in-turn makes Zimmerman feel god like.
If you can understand how predators such as Zimmerman operate,that makes it much more easy to understand even though there is no logic in it what so ever.
when his thoughts of doom and gloom catch up to him ,he thinks about escape-but he is a coward first and foremost. Taking the drive to Texas was escapism -somewhere,anywhere other than here.
If you have been fallowing the case since it broke-than you know what I am getting at.
Thanks for the link .
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