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Related: Culture Forums, Support ForumsHey Fellow Boomers, I Am 60 And Have Lots Of Regrets, I Will Share Mine, Share Yours
I dropped out of college in 1979 to marry a guy I really didn't even like. God, it sounds so stupid to write that and then to think I did it, but I did, and I regret that. You?
Comatose Sphagetti
(836 posts)One year program. One class a week.
And I didn't do it.
Grrrrrrr.
Cartoonist
(7,309 posts)I have many regrets, but that's the one that would have truly changed my life.
ChubbyStar
(3,191 posts)The worst kind of hurt.
kacekwl
(7,013 posts)among other things.
Hotler
(11,396 posts)http://www.openculture.com/
I've been dabbling in Duolingo, playing with Spanish.
Have fun.
kacekwl
(7,013 posts)DBoon
(22,340 posts)and that I didn't start learning a musical instrument until my 50s.
Funtatlaguy
(10,862 posts)Ok, there was this one time, at band camp...
ChubbyStar
(3,191 posts)If you don't like it post in another thread.
True Dough
(17,255 posts)We cannot change the past. The best we can do is learn from it and let that help guide better decision-making in the future.
I know that sounds corny but it is how I feel. I have minor regrets but I try not to dwell on them.
ChubbyStar
(3,191 posts)True Dough
(17,255 posts)I don't mean to be a shed disturber!
ChubbyStar
(3,191 posts)Why did I laugh?
Arkansas Granny
(31,507 posts)pep talk not long ago and tried to convince her to concentrate on her successes, not what she considers her failures. Life moves forward, not backwards.
DUgosh
(3,054 posts)My skin suffers
MuseRider
(34,095 posts)in music performance and could have either traveled and played as a soloist or found a good orchestra gig. Instead I stayed here where I am happy but always wonder about that other life. I would have loved a life on the stage as a soloist. Even if I would not be good enough I could have tried and I stopped before I found out. 65 years old with one wonderful son and another who got married and decided we were not useful to them so I do have a granddaughter but have never seen her. Wish we knew why. Yes I have regrets.
Laffy Kat
(16,373 posts)However, I will say that considering I never finished my degree (communications), I've been relatively successful. I am comfortable, even though I am now divorced. I guess not having an undergraduate embarrasses me a little; I don't feel like I'm given credit for what I know. It's probably more about vanity than financial success.
I also regret not learning another language, although it's not too late, it's just soooo hard now. Learning anything new now is difficult.
angstlessk
(11,862 posts)When one reaches a certain age, there is more past than future, so the past interferes with the now.
BeyondGeography
(39,348 posts)But then they wouldnt be the same kids, would they?
Hotler
(11,396 posts)And in fact she married me for all the wrong reasons also. I asked her to marry me and I shouldn't have. I don't think it lasted 2-yrs.
Arkansas Granny
(31,507 posts)that I can't change.
We've all made bad decisions in our lives and suffered the consequences. I would rather see my life as an opportunity to make things better instead of second guessing past mistakes. The past can be fun to visit now and then, but you live in the present.
CanonRay
(14,084 posts)and I KNEW it was going to be a disaster. Two years later she cheated on me, and I still thought I could make it work. I wasted 5 more years before divorcing get. Finally found the right one and have been married 37 years.
Corgigal
(9,291 posts)everyone regrets are so important.
I was a tiny little lady when I was 19 and always wanted to be a jockey. I met a woman who worked at Santa Anita who said she could hook me up as a warm up for the thoroughbreds. We met when I just joined the USAF but she left only 2 weeks into basic. Invited me to go with her back to the track.
I just wonder. Might have suffered a broken neck week 1. How I loved riding my horses though.
wasupaloopa
(4,516 posts)We had 3 Arabians and a Quarter Horse. I could never see them killed like they do at the track.
Corgigal
(9,291 posts)I was young and it was a long time ago. I'm a New Yorker, going to California to ride beautiful big creatures was a calling.
Took the other road. However, I do go see Justify and American Pharoah every year.
Skittles
(153,113 posts)I knew he had a drinking problem but I did not know how bad it was until he passed (he lived in another state)......he was 11 months older than me
ChubbyStar
(3,191 posts)I went to Alaska with a two year old to try and save her. Could not, and I cry for her so many days.
Skittles
(153,113 posts)ChubbyStar
(3,191 posts)I always remember Mikki in a good way, until I want to kick her ass.
Skittles
(153,113 posts)GP6971
(31,110 posts)Worst car ever.
Lunabell
(6,046 posts)I got a BS from FSU in 1990, then I went to vocational school for an LPN. I fully intended to return to school and get my RN but life got in the way. I regret not doing it. But I do have my BS in Child Development from FSU.
leftieNanner
(15,063 posts)My dad pushed me in college towards the sciences with the ultimate goal of med school. Because he wanted to be a doctor himself. Ruined my time in college. I did graduate, but sometimes wonder what might have been if I had pursued music, drama, or writing instead. The things I really liked.
Midnight Writer
(21,717 posts)fleur-de-lisa
(14,624 posts)dawg day
(7,947 posts)It hasn't been a bad life overall... it's just been a lot more MINOR a life than I imagined. I think many women of our generation would probably admit that... we had enormous potential, but there were so many obstacles, and we kept settling for what seemed best and safest-- getting married or taking that "safe" job or whatever, because the cost of making the wrong decision was pretty extreme.
But heck, we still have time! Let's do something MAJOR with the time we have left. (Starting with utterly humiliating Trump.)
ChubbyStar
(3,191 posts)So are you.
dawg day
(7,947 posts)She sounds so world-weary and yet triumphant.
susanr516
(1,425 posts)And make sure my ex got his degree. Three decades later, I got an associate degree from a community college. Graduated summa cum laude, 3.96 gpa. I have a lot of regrets, but that's the biggest one.
dawg day
(7,947 posts)I teach community college, and I know how hard it is to stick it out and focus on the studies and get such great grades. You were meant to be a lifelong scholar, I think! I hope you can go on to more studies.
sinkingfeeling
(51,438 posts)guy I had nothing in common with in 1967. I was a protester against Vietnam and he was the son of an Air Force colonel flying bombing raids.
Never finished my degree.
Generic Brad
(14,272 posts)I have had more than my share of disappointments and betrayals. But none of it was self induced. I chose my best life.
ChubbyStar
(3,191 posts)Good for you!
AJT
(5,240 posts)If I could do it, you can too. Don't give up!!!!
kimbutgar
(21,055 posts)I had a chance to James Brown but no one would go with me.
dawg day
(7,947 posts)but lost them. I was 15, and scatter-brained. Really!
I really have never given up beating myself up for that mistake.
Sneederbunk
(14,278 posts)I also made the mistake of paying him in advance.
ChubbyStar
(3,191 posts)OnDoutside
(19,948 posts)Bayard
(22,011 posts)The phrase, "Being honest to a fault", has certainly been an apt description. I initiated a lot of my own misery.
Mendocino
(7,482 posts)let it slip by for a nondescript mostly nothing job.
cpamomfromtexas
(1,245 posts)I wish I had told my grandmother of their abuse. But I was afraid of the fallout if I told.
Now Im fighting for what she left me that the abusers have tried to steal.
ChubbyStar
(3,191 posts)Hang on. Speak the truth now. You know it, you lived it. Hang on.
Rollo
(2,559 posts)Year was about 1973. I had a summer job on campus with an astronomy research lab. I worked on a project that was setting up measurements for studying, of all things, the first suspected black hole (Cygnus X-1). They wanted me to continue working there, and maybe switch my major. They even put my name in the paper, acknowledging my technical contribution. I decided I wanted to do biology instead. But I still have a reprint of that paper, somewhere.
To this day I'm not entirely sure why they wanted me to join them, but it's the thought that counts. Sometimes I do wonder how that might have played out.
emmaverybo
(8,144 posts)could have made at the time, given circumstances and what little we knew.
We also tend to forget the good decisions we made and the really horrific ones we avoided.
When I spend time regretting, I remind myself of what a waste that game is while life is still to be
lived.
Id never have contributed much to anyone elses life if Id been rich and famous.
I do wish Id have made more of the limited talents I had, but then Id have had to face just how
limited they were.
Anyway, most of the things I enjoyed doing, I can still do if I put the time and effort in.
I wont get rich and famous, but I could enjoy the doing. Is it Gandhi who said something like it doesnt matter what you do, only that you do it.?
As Jessie Jackson has said Gods not done with me yet.
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MFM008
(19,803 posts)On someone i was to naive to realize didnt really like me much at all.
mnhtnbb
(31,374 posts)I married for the first time at 21. Way too young. We had actually broken our engagement and then got back together. I guess I regret getting back together, too. The first one lasted 7 years.
Five years after the divorce I met who I thought was the man of my dreams. We married 11 months later. The first time he was verbally abusive --3 years, 1 child, and a major move to another part of the country later--I was stunned. Wondered who was this man? Where did that behavior come from?
The verbal abuse, the bullying, and the disrespect increased over the years, mostly when we had disagreements about something. Never politics. We had a lot of fun together, too. Both liked to travel. But I learned to be careful about expressing my opinion when I knew it was different. One time I watched him be so nasty to lost baggage airline personnel over a problem of his own making when he switched carry-on bags with someone else going through security, that I had to leave the area. Didn't want to be associated with him. Still, I stayed in the marriage.
After our house burned down in 2007--most probably from him smoking outside without an ash tray when I'd asked him numerous times to use one--I actually spent several months in therapy grappling with the issue of whether to leave him. We'd been married 22 years at that point. I ended up staying with him and that's my one big regret that I didn't leave him after the fire.
We'd been married 32 years when I finally had enough and left in 2017. A year later, the day after his 76th birthday, he put a shotgun to his head and pulled the trigger. He left not only a physical mess, but also a legal, financial, and emotional mess, too. My youngest son identified with him. Didn't want me at the memorial service a couple of months later, so I didn't go. He has only just this weekend begun speaking to me again. We had lunch together and neither one of us spoke of the almost 2 year estrangement. It was weird. Almost like it never happened. So I don't know what made him change his mind, but I decided to accept the renewed relationship. Maybe some day I'll ask him.
samnsara
(17,605 posts)..but education is something you can get anytime of your life. Other regrets....not learning to swim or not learning how to drive in downtown Seattle...
on the other hand what im proud of is NEVER taking up smoking!
Nay
(12,051 posts)this shit coming, and we didn't move out of this country. I've apologized to my kid a dozen times already.
mnhtnbb
(31,374 posts)Went to take a look. Hubby (mentioned in my post 58) didn't get treated the way he wanted, so he turned off to the whole idea. We could have chosen Auckland or Wellington (another doc from South Africa took the position in Christchurch that I hoped hubby would get) so we stayed in the US.
Twice since then I was hoping to get us a place out of the US, first in Panama during Bush years which we gave up because of the fire, and then on Bonaire as recently as 2015. He backed out of Bonaire because he refused to acknowledge health issues that were going to make him need to retire.
Now at 68 I don't want to make a move abroad on my own.
My passport is current, though. Just don't know where I'd go solo if I was inclined to leave.
hunter
(38,303 posts)In every other timeline I'm dead, in a prison for the criminally insane, or just scraping by in a post World War III wonderland.
sarge43
(28,940 posts)Two regrets
1. Started smoking
2. My college major. Should have elected history instead of English
A bunch of things I wish I hadn't done, but that's life.
Q: Done anything stupid today?
A: Not yet, but the day isn't over.
Yavin4
(35,421 posts)Didn't stick with web development in the mid 1990s. Lost out on huge career potential left and right.