History of Feminism
Related: About this forumRegarding the tactics and goals of abusive men.
The abusive mans goal in a heated argument is in essence to get you to stop thinking for yourself and to silence you, because to him your opinions and complaints are obstacles to the imposition of his will as well as an affront to his sense of entitlement. If you watch closely, you will begin to notice how many of his controlling behaviors are aimed ultimately at discrediting and silencing you.
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The abusive mans problem with anger is almost the opposite of what is commonly believed. The reality is:
Your abusive partner doesnt have a problem with HIS anger; he has a problem with YOUR anger.
One of the basic human rights he takes away from you is the right to be angry with him. No matter how badly he treats you, he believes that your voice shouldnt rise and your blood shouldnt boil. The privilege of rage is reserved for him alone. When your anger does jump out of you as will happen to any abused woman from time to time he is likely to try to jam it back down your throat as quickly as he can. Then he uses your anger against you to prove what an irrational person you are. Abuse can make you feel straightjacketed. You may develop physical or emotional reactions to swallowing your anger, such as depression, nightmares, emotional numbing, or eating and sleeping problems, which your partner may use as an excuse to belittle you further or make you feel crazy.
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Lundy Bancroft - from "Why Does He He Do That? Inside the Minds of Angry and Controlling Men"
Little Star
(17,055 posts)I'm glad I didn't stay stuck with a guy who tried this shit on me (never worked on me anyway cause I'm way strong headed, I guess). I divorced his ass (1st husband)! Should have done it sooner than I did. My life would have been better.
Got a great husband the second time around though! He was a keeper.
hugzzzz, i still think about you and how you are doing, even after this period.
Little Star
(17,055 posts)that time does erase some of the pain and I feel a little guilty about that. But I know he would want me to be strong for our kids and grandkids. He loved them sooo much. We all sure do miss him
Thanks for thinking of me now and again. I appreciate it.
seabeyond
(110,159 posts)i do not see it that way at all. you know what i read once. those that really appreciated their mate, those that had a really good marriage were able to go on and were able to enjoy life and even able to connect to another good person and be happy again.
i see it as such a wonderfully respectful and appreciative tribute to that person you love so.
i really do.
redqueen
(115,103 posts)It can really be soul destroying after enough years of it. It's so good that you had a real, fulfilling relationship with a good person
seabeyond
(110,159 posts)maybe that is why i have never feared or hesitated expressing. all of us did it in our family be it love, anger, happy, sad. we just did. and it was ok.
interesting. thanks.