March 17, 2022

I was just watching 11th hour

They were talking about putrid's address.. he claimed Ukraine wanted to CANCEL russia... Hmm where have we heard that talking point cancel before regarding "culture"..?

March 17, 2022

I got sooo pissed off today

I swear walmart profiles the people they choose as they are leaving the store to check their receipts.

I got my stuff like everyone else walked over to a cashier to pay for my shit,I headed to the door.

They stopped me again and they hit me up for my receipt.

This time out of many times I have been stopped by the same fucking guy I couldn't find it. Emptied my bags my pockets looking for it .I told him to check with the cashier over there(pointing at him) I think I wasn't given a receipt.

They see me there at least once every week sometimes more because I dont drive and they know this because I shoot the shit with the workers there. hell I knew the guy who asked for my receipt.

All these other"normal" looking people are just walking on by sashaying out the door. I have NEVER seen joe q conservative style ever standing by the door looking for a receipt.All the times I have been there. Saw a goth lady my age with her kids, fishing out her reciept however.

The people working there know how I look.
Still they ask me every other visit for my goddamn reciept.

He let me go after he talked to the cashier.
I was irritated but not pissed..yet.

I decided to go out the side door because my bags were heavy and I was carrying a mop.
It would save me considerable distance in the heat with awkward heavy bags wrestling with a mop pole walking home.

I asked him would it be ok if I go out the side entrance,he said yeah go ahead you shouldn't have any problem.

I proceeded to walk out the side entrance and again at the door I was asked for the receipt.

I was pissed off at this point. I didnt have a damn receipt because after that exchange up front they didnt bother to give it to me. The cashier handed the reciept to the guy who was asking me for it.

I was pissed off now. I told her I dont have a damn reciept because the guy at the front door has it.

She insisted I look for it.

Opened my first bag and stopped said loudly this is bullshit.

I come in here every godamn week and you choose to check my ass for my fucking reciept like every other fucking time I come here.Why me?
Why do I always get picked for this bullshit for?

This feels an awful lot like walmart has some shitty policy of profiling certain people based on appearance.

Yeah my jacket looks scaaary but it has my fucking name on the back of it with a panther head on it for fucks sake!
Yall can read it every time I am here . Yall even complimented me on it!
This is fucking goddamn bullshit.

The lady waived me on through.

Fuck.

I walked home ranting to the empty sidewalk.

When I got home Othello noticed something was going on and jumped on the counter with that concerned look. I put down my stuff and snatched him off the counter to hug him. I so love him.

Next time they pull this shit ,the county has a law against discriminating against people for how they look,I'll tell them all about it.

Maybe I will finally get to walk out the door unmolested. Damn.🖕

Thanks for getting this far.

March 15, 2022

Manchin is a scumbag

How coal is destroying west virginia. And manchin's greedy hands has created alot of that misery.


https://www.rollingstone.com/politics/politics-features/joe-manchin-big-coal-west-virginia-1280922/

March 15, 2022

Having dreams..

In the dream,a plane flew out of the direction of a military base near me. Didn't look like any plane I saw before flying around there.

The plane came right tword my apartment building right above the trees and the building got shot at with missiles. I saw it through my bedroom window it happened in the afternoon .

This dream was before the war in Ukraine,about 3 months before.

I had another dream last night. I was in an open field near here walking along the road by it. Soldiers were patrolling around. I went up to one asking whats going on and they cuffed me.
I asked why. They said nothing.

They led me into the field
I felt like running away or fighting them but I didnt.
We got to a clearing in the thickets than I was shot in the back and it hurt. I got woozy and hit the ground. Than I woke up sweating and dizzy.

Later today I heard booms at the proving ground. Booms I remember from when I was a kid.

It went on for a couple of hours . Then a couple of planes flew over and a helicopter. They are so loud you cant miss it. Those booms always made me feel bad even as a kid.

I just hugged Othello and cried.

Another thing
I take Prazosin to control nightmares. Haven't had any nightmares or dreams break through the medications effects except for these two.

The last one that broke through before these two was about the big tusanami in Japan awhile ago. I had no clue that happened in Japan when I woke up,but the dream had me upset. I went to talk to a staff in the hospital about that dream

She asked me if I knew about what happened in Japan. I said no,I had no clue,she walked with me to the dayroom where the TV was on and my dream was on TV. Freaked me right out. Didnt know what to make of it.

I hope those two dreams I had 3 months ago and last night are just bad dreams.

Anyone else having these kinds of dreams and feelings too?

March 14, 2022

Eastern nations

And western nations

This is the east's point of veiw and they make a lot of assumptions about the west,interesting reading anyhow. Long article but interesting

https://www.eastviewpress.com/consolidation-of-the-non-western-world-during-the-ukrainian-crisis-russia-and-china-sco-and-brics/

March 14, 2022

A disturbing thought. Not likely to happen..

But I want to get it off my chest.

The thought of autocratic nations like China,North Korea, Saudi Arabia,and other autocratic nations,who want the world ruled by autocrats like themselves could be a problem if they form an alliance like the axis in ww2 with putrid.

It could be declared axis or it could be clandestine.
Putrid has asked China for military support.
https://www.politico.com/news/2022/03/13/russia-china-military-equipment-00016893

But what will China ask for in return?

Bullies do protect each other.
They can temporarily assume alliances with each other where they share an agenda.

All autocrats have a similar agenda. A new world order. A hierarchy imposed on all people.

The world dominated by thier kind,sociopath autocrats not burdened by empathy. Some toxic tyrannical republicans want this too.

Autocrats want to take over the world . Its thier biggest fantasy.

And autocrats get off on torturing,enslaving and killing and abusing any who resist them or defy them. They want to eliminate the people they get offended by like transpeople,non whites ,gays,women etc. Ever notice so many autocrats hate the same people pretty much?

Ukraininans defy putrid and they offend him.
He wants to bomb them into submission Look at Russia bombing hospitals.. why? Is it genocide?

Autocrats want a world where there are no rules but the autocrats decree.

No people existing except those who dont offend the autocrat.
And they'll even cause a war with no provocation to get what they want.

This idea has come to my mind. How likely is it?
I dunno. Don't know if it could happen at all.
I just wanted to voice my thoughts here.

Why would russia start a propaganda war over here? They want control over our hearts and minds. If putrid can get enough hearts and minds the US will be under so much internal pressure it could have a civil war to save democracy. If it got out of hand and justice is not given harshly to the traitors undermining the institutions of our democracy ,the conflict between autocracy and democracy would get worse.

Then while we fight each other putrid and his axis can take advantage of it .

The United States wealth,military and power is thier envy,they dream of conquest of the United States of NATO and to stomp out democracy everywhere.

Pooty maybe has an axis up his sleeve.

They hate people who resist and have self respect and respect others and who say you cannot do that.

They hate democracy just look at our homegrown tyrants and ex presidents who want to rule and not govern secretly.

Saying as a joke a dictatorship would be a heck of a lot easier if I'm the dictator.
Bush jr. Said that.

So what does that say about him? If someone tells you what they are believe them.It applies especially to someone who was president or could be.

The autocrats want control of our military our resources. The big prize.

They'll use clandestine connections,propaganda, assassination, bribes,lies
war,capitalism(buying up real estate here like China does for instance) and any other tool they think up to get what they want.

And psychopaths don't feel empathy or shame about it. At all. They are not like us who love democracy and innate empathy.

To them the means justify the ends.

Its thier psychopath personality type that drives these tyrants.

And they know exactly what they want and
why they do it.

March 11, 2022

A city that endured

For thousands of years without extremes of poverty or wealth

https://www.heritagedaily.com/2022/03/ancient-mexican-city-endured-for-centuries-without-extremes-in-wealth-and-power/143001?amp


Seems democracy is the way it exists among animals too.

https://www.treehugger.com/examples-of-animal-democracy-4869126

Seems all life does better without psychopaths and autocrats.

https://www.nytimes.com/2004/04/13/science/no-time-for-bullies-baboons-retool-their-culture.html

March 9, 2022

Today with Othello.

Othello is sitting on my lap been with me an hour at least. Got up to switch position on my slowly getting numb legs and got a pic of him where he isn't asleep.😸

A sweet look.




Distracted,wonder what captured his attention?

March 3, 2022

Quesopizza

Made something different for dinner tonight

Quesopizza?

I had some spinach and herb big flour tortilla wraps.
Had some leftover Ragu spaghetti sauce. Got some mozzerella cheese and I grated it fine. Added a bunch of sliced pepperoni.

I added a bit of garlic powder and italian seasoning and a few red pepper flakes.

I laid out the tortilla flat in a full circle.

On the whole circle I put a thin layer of spaghetti sauce careful to spread it as evenly as I could all the way to the ends of the tortilla.

I put on the fine grated mozzerella cheese like you would layer on the cheese in a quesadilla.

I added lots of pepperoni
In 2 layers with cheese in between and on the sauce putting them in circles covering the entire surface of the tortilla.

Got my cast iron skillet put a light coating of olive oil heated it up.

I folded the tortillas in half. Cooked them on each side until the cheese melted than cooked them like 6 seconds more to make sure the pepperoni was hot.They were browned beautifully.

Sliced it with a pizza cutter into trianges.

Dipped it in marinara sauce flavored with italian seasoning ,chopped cooked mushrooms, onion powder and finely chopped olives. And a little bowl of pesto too.

Served it with crisp orange pepper rings and
Tomato wedges and fresh mozzerella pearls and a few basil leaves drizzled in Balsamic vinegar.

It was good. Suprised me.

When I walked into the kitchen I had no idea what to cook.looked at leftovers and came up with this.

I will be making this again!

March 3, 2022

Made something different for dinner tonight

Quesopizza?

I had some spinach and herb big flour tortilla wraps.
Had some leftover ragu spaghetti sauce. Got some mozzerella cheese and I grated it fine. Added a bunch of sliced pepperoni.

I added a bit of garlic and italian seasoning and a few red pepper flakes.

I laid out the tortilla flat in a full circle.

On the whole circle I put a thin layer of spaghetti sauce careful to spread it as evenly as I could all the way to the ends of the tortilla.

I put on the fine grated mozzerella cheese like you would layer on the cheese in a quesadilla.

I added lots of pepperoni
In 2 layers with cheese in between and on the sauce putting them in circles covering the entire surface of the tortilla.

Got my cast iron skillet put a light coating of olive oil heated it up.

I folded the tortillas in half. Cooked them on each side until the cheese melted than cooked them like 6 seconds more to make sure the pepperoni was hot.They were browned beautifully.

Sliced it with a pizza cutter into trianges.

Dipped it in marinara sauce flavored with italian seasoning ,chopped cooked mushrooms, onion powder and finely chopped olives. And a little bowl of pesto too.

Served it with crisp orange pepper rings and
Tomato wedges and fresh mozzerella pearls and a few basil leaves drizzeled in Balsamic vinegar.

It was good. Suprised me.

When I walked into the kitchen I had no idea what to cook.looked at leftovers and came up with this.

I will be making this again.