Reply #66: Actually., TT he is a major bully to his family. He actually threw [View All]

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me into the kitchen door because I put his dishes in the the dishwasher the wrong way (by his definition). He was drinking at the time, so I got out of there as fast as I could (in college at the time). I also, blamed it on his drinking.

However, he stopped drinking, like 15 yrs ago. He pushed me into the wall in a corridor at his house 2 yrs. ago, because he didn't like the truth that I told. It was about how he tried to manipulate everyone around him.

I love him because, he is my father. I know that he definitely has a psychological disorder, but I am not in a position to determine which one. He has a lot of money, so he can surround himself, with supporters, to try to make me the problem, but I know he knows deep down inside, he is the problem. He bites his upper lip before a whopper lie comes out.

The problem with blaming someone with mental problems is, they had nothing to do with the disorder. I know in my heart, he did nothing to bring his disorder upon him, it was nature that brought it upon him.

So, I don't have to put up with his abuse, but I still love him, because he actually really wants to care, and can't do it without the help he needs, but it would cost him (not financially) too much to seek it!