Reply #26: Jr hi (7th grade) lunch time. We were all staring at the speakers up [View All]

[DrZeeLit]

near the ceiling of the lunch area.

I just remember how numb we were, how absolutely sad.
It felt so sad everywhere.

My younger brother had nightmares for a long time.

I remember the drums, the funeral, the sad music they played on t.v. even when they had no picture. (t.v. wasn't 24/7 then)

I still have a hard time seeing those pictures they always show -- of the happy couple hours before it happened. I always think: what if? And it still feels like such a huge loss. I have to quickly think of something else.

Truly sad.