Reply #8: This will be the first time I ever filled one out [View All]

[Nikia]

I have only been at the company 11 months and this is my first evaluation although the president of the company (not my boss) gave me a raise at around 7 months. I have never worked at a company that asked me to do that before.
The problem is that I am very schizophrenic about my opinion of myself at work (and probably in general). One monent I think that I should resign for the good of the company since I doing such a bad job. The next moment, I think that I am majorly shining. I also have difficulty in gauging myself in who I should be comparing myself to.
In an example from athletics, I ran a 6 minute mile in high school gym class. I beat all of the other students in my class by a significant amount of time. On my own track team, most of the boys would have run faster and possibly one other girl. That may or may not have gotten me points in a meet. If I were in a college race, that would not have placed. At a National indoor championship, I would have gotten lapped. Just as I wouldn't have known how to rate my running performance, I don't know how to rate my job performance.