Reply #25: sometimes happy things [View All]

[stuntcat]

Like beautiful videos of animals will get to me. And a lot of time when I see people doing things together, something about the mass excitement makes me cry sometimes. And song lyrics are so beautiful sometimes, I'll just start crying when I'm alone at some song lyrics. And at most concerts lately, I lost it at k.d. lang a few months ago when she sang Hallelujah.
So it's mostly happy, excited things.
I have a problem not crying sometimes though, like at my Grandma's and my dad's funerals, and they were both the most beautiful, good people I ever knew and I couldn't cry with all the other people around, I had to cry by myself.

Last week I LOST IT after I spent the morning listening to some anti-environmentalists on the news. That was real crying and it's the first time I ever freaked out like that. I've totally lost hope in the future and I try to laugh about it but the other day it was too much. I should have turned off the radio and gone outside :cry: