Reply #18: Yeah.. [View All]

[Why Syzygy]

I can't speak for Leos at large, but my chart indicates that I do well behind the scenes, as well as in the spotlight. And I'm okay with that. But, public speaking is one of my gigs, and I love it. Although when I'm in a social setting with people who don't know each other, as in a new meetup, I launch forward, maybe act the fool, and then everyone else feels at ease to get a plate of food too, for example. Or the teacher of the class asks a question and no one else answers, so I speak up and loosen up the crowd to go ahead and state their case. They used to call me teacher's pet. But that was just because I can take a risk and teach can "pick on" me, and everyone else is put at ease. Leos have talent. I've even been dreaming about this.

I used to get my Algebra teacher in high school off track all the time. Then we could talk about split ends or belly buttons, anything but algebra. I have that talent, but it isn't irrepressible. When I took anatomy, I just sat and took notes. Of course my lab partner did all the dissecting. I won't touch a goat's brain. Leos come in very handy for getting things done in an efficient manner. If everyone else falls in line. :D

But I had a brain storm tonight due to this goddam stormy relationship, goddess bless our souls.

Some people are just Liars. I am not. I want the Truth, up front and personal. I fell into a web of deceit, and some people seem content to keep weaving the web. Current mis-administration noted.
Personal level, no I don't. If he wants to go off and play the part with the Liars, so be it. Not the first one. I don't want to. I want Honesty and Integrity. Integrity has been a goal of mine for many many years. I want to be at home with who I am. It seems the hermits on the thread have found that. I'm not into hermit-ville, but I do think this relates to I must remain Honest. I won't play stupid liar games to pretend. And yes, that does leave one out in the cold more often than not.

So to protect myself. I'm going to call them what they are. Liars. I am up front. Thanks.
Is that good enough? Oh wow, that's what I've been doing, but didn't realize. I think the realization will serve as protection.