Reply #9: I have been using the paper under my pillow [View All]

[Why Syzygy]

I'll tell you what it is... Tuberculim. My great grand mother died from TB when my grandmom was 3. You know these things are generational? My dad always tested positive for TB, but the chest x-ray showed it was not resident. But I wonder. The emotional part of TB means one is never satisfied. There is always another 'out there' that is sure to change everything. My dad fits that exactly. He could show up in one place and his first question is when are we going to leave. He put my sister in tears over it. Cannot sit still. Unfortunately, I share those traits. I have thirty internet windows open. I skip from one thing to the next, never really becoming grounded. An astrolloger might say I have an abundance of fire in my chart. But it is painful. So, I'm sleeping with Tuberculim. There are some disagreements among homeopathists whether or not the 'aggravation' is 'real'. It is. My ex's carpel tunnel was cured, but he suffered the worst night ever before it was achieved. I don't know why this is. Homeopathics work very deeply. They can change a personality. In fact, I think that's the only way they can work. We have to be healed from the inside out.

What is orgone's theory on this? Does that energy go so deep as to move things that you never thought could be moved? It isn't something to be taken lightly. I took a deep acting remedy 2.5 years ago, and it is still moving. My classical homeopathist at first did not want me to take it. I had to. I was at the end of my rope and it was the only remedy that fit. It is still moving. But I know that's for the 'cure'. Whatever has to be cleansed will be. I can try to fight it and think there's a solution here or there . in reality, it is all a healing. It is just disruptive. If one needs a total re-arrangement, then things are going to be tossed about before they settle down.