Does anyone else

[undergroundpanther]

Feel almost suicidal over this shit?
I am scared and very sick of these bully theocrats,corporate pigs and rightwing assholes truthfully. I am not going to go out without a fight tho.I feel the thugs got alot of this country in a trance.They've cut the balls off the left and yanked out our teeth and rendered us illrevalent.And the country who isn't bullying by choice ,still choose to side with the bullies because they think we are submissive and won't stand up and deliver justice to a tyrant because we equate higher ethics with not standing upn against abusers of power.Liberals have focussed so much on peaceful negotiations ,political correctness,and a weird kind of utopian "lightworker"mentality of denial and try so hard to not offend and think being better than our adversaries will stop them that we have let ourselves be beaten,our ethics redefined, and co opted.Our morality and ideals have been redefined,inverted and used against us.

I fear once the charismatic,evil hearted thugs in the white house destroy the constitution piece by peace,put churches in power,and corporations rob us and take the loot elswhere,and the bill of rights is destroyed,and the weapons and bio weapons are used on us, we will have no defenses against games of tyranny and domination except for non cooperation,resistance,strikes,riots and other less"peaceful solutions,orwe may tuern to suicide if we fail to hold onto the democracy we have/had.

This kind of desperate response will bring out the aweful arsenal of non lethal weapons ,police state tactics,and the Bush led Mandatory psych tests for every citizen,the rice grain sized ID chip, mandatory drugging and drug implants,will make our capture easy..These pigs have a yawning trap set for us if we keep on cooperating, conceding and trying to"get along" with these abusers who would rather see us cowed,terrified and hiding,dead or enslaved,submissive to thier might and arrogant pomp they think makes them right until we die.


I fear for future generations...Our grandkids who may have to grow up in theocracy and beholden to kings.Because we who call ourselves liberal tried too much to to cooperate with tyrants who used us up while we denied the truth to each other about what The bush cabal were doing to the constitution and we did not stand up together,because we sucked up to people who want to destyroy us too much in la la land as our freedom was torn away bit by bit while we fought amongst each other over what the definition of fascist is ,and what to do about it and a million other petty divisive issues and pipe dreams we assumed mattered so much....

Because of what we do or don't do today,because of whether we deny our freedom is being stolen or admit it and still act apathetic and make ourselves illrevalent,..still our desendants may be suffering and be beholden to some wealthy arrogant asswipe of that evil bush bloodline ..Raised to serve the rich and tyrannial ones that we assumed would cooperate,that we thought could reason,and would see the light...As our rights and power in this country slipped away as we wring our hands.Liars and theocrats that go unchallenged today alongside bullies who use thier wealth to controland enslave the masses are tyrants.Democracty cannot co exist with a tyrant or a tyrannical system.Mob rule is not democracy.A true democracy requires an INFORMED and EDUCATED populace voting for it's own enlightened SELF INTEREST. The evangelicals and wingnuts are not democratic people anymore.They are theocrats and want gods reprentatives to dominate and use the bible to beat them into shape.They are sick..and in control of us.

They are traumatized,ignorant and deluded and don't think that they are.They project the devil everywhere but on thier own cruielty and tyrannical god and behavior..Too much of our country is stuck in a bible trance the cognitive dissonence makes them run away from reality.9/11 has warped thier perceptions of abuse and freedom.Bush has manipulated the hell out of thier vunerable,malliable psychological state induced by trauma like any bully abuserf does to keep a person captive to thier will.The media is complict with evil... Bullies and fascists are selling our rights through the fearful and moderatewly sucessful scared to lose,for a fantasy ,a lie, a sugar coated pill of such bitterness..And the freeps can't taste it yet..Just wait until they have digested the implications of the tyranny they voted for,when the suffering 'filters up' to thier class,it will taste like the bile rising but by than it's too late to stop the decay they drank the kool aid and forced us to drink it too and they have no choices left but to surrender shut up serve or die..Tyrants are abusers at heart they want to deny us all our human rights, peace,freedom from cocercion and sanctuary from abuse, and deny us sanity,good relationships, and self expression.
A abuser is sick they cannot stand for another person to have,self espression, peace,harmony,love, happiness, freedom and independance from authority,preferably thier authority.They will not live and let live.They need us to submit and lose our souls to their threats.

I'd rather die than live in a fascist theocracy.I am afraid America may be heading that way...fast.
When I am dead, I cannot feel being abused anymore.I cannot feel being raped, I cannot suffer by being imprisioned or feel my heart being torn apart by sadistic bored bullies looking to get off on my pain to feel alive and on "top".When my body is dead My consiouness eithervwinks out of existance or it is free from the bullies in this world and all the shit they do. I will not tolerate being forced to submit or sell my soul,kill people in a war that are as scared and wounded as I am,or shut down my empathy and become callous and pathetic for my own survival.I have nothing to stay alive for here,
I have nothing to lose or gain in this world anymore,for it holds no future or promise for me really.I desire nothing here except escape,if theocracy is the future.I will die rather than give up my freedom and my spirit to save a miserable body stuck in an existance I never asked to be in that hurts me all the time..Life in a theocracy isn't worth enduring if too many people stand by,or decide to go along with the neocon..con..and choose to submit to tyrants or pretend a tyrant isn't tyrannical..I can't emotionally cope with that kind of mass denial and self hatred and the effects it would have in the world.It is too painful to watch all of humanity kill the world and itself this way.

[Syrinx]

1. I'm too drunk tired and depressed to read your long post...

But I think I agree. Shame on me if there's some tricky language in there. :)

But yes we are headed to a fascist theocracy the way things are going right now, and we must do something to stop it.

[sushi]

2. Isn't it strange

The Republicans claim to be the religious ones, but the Democrats are more Christian than them. The only difference between them and Osama's gang is the religion.

[RummyTheDummy]

3. Not suicidal

But I do have the urge to go burn a church to the ground.

[undergroundpanther]

5. I thought of that one

Too.But that is just the excuse they are looking for to go kill libruls..The bully theocrats really think they are persecuted already ....They whine when they can't proseletyze thier bullshit in public and harass people who don't want to hear them, and make the bible law of the land.If they ain't in total control of everyone's life they are persecuted.

Fuckheads. They are bullies using religion to excuse thier abuses.

[saracat]

4. I feel miserable too.

You can see my post on another thread. I am enveloped by a sense of horror at what has happened. My husband, who takes everything with a grain of salt, was really angered by the American voter. He is disgusted with them. And he was almost apathetic before. He says he can't get over how disappointed in America he is. I feel that way too. I almost could have dealt with the electoral college but the popular vote is almost too much to bear. And now I am upset about Kerry conceding when there are votes left to count.And nobody seems to care about the dibold machines that gave negative readings. The Russian monitors said our election was horrible and obviously fradulent. Why can the Europeans see waht we will not? But we must continue the fight so that life will be worth living if not for us but future generations. Please keep the faith .You are needed. We can't afford to lose anyone and you are special.

[undergroundpanther]

6. Thanks saracat.