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> > I am writing this letter to the people in the red states in the > > middle of the country -- the people who voted for George W. > > Bush. I am writing this > > letter because I don't think we know each other. > > > > So I'll make an introduction. I am a New Yorker who voted for John > > Kerry. > > I used to live in California, and if I still lived there, I would > > vote for Kerry. I used to live in Washington, DC, and if I still > > lived there, I would vote for Kerry. Kerry won in all three of those > > regions. > > > > Maybe you want to know more about me. Or maybe not; maybe you think > > you know me already. You think I am some anti-American anarchist > > because I dislike George W. Bush. You think that I am immoral and > > anti-family, because I support women's reproductive freedom and gay > > rights. You think that I am dangerous, and even evil, because I do > > not abide by your religious beliefs. > > > > Maybe you are content to think that, to write me off as a "liberal" > > -- the dreaded "L" word -- and rejoice that your candidate has > > triumphed over evil, immoral, anti-American, anti-family people like > > me. > > But maybe you are still > > curious. So here goes: this is who I am. > > > > I am a New Yorker. I was here, in my apartment downtown, on > > September 11th. > > I watched the Towers burn from the roof of my building. I went > > inside so that I couldn't see them when they fell. I had friends who > > were inside. I have a friend who still has nightmares about watching > > people jump and fall from the Towers. He will never be the same. How > > many people like him do you know? People that can't sit in a > > restaurant without plotting an escape route, in case it blows up? > > > > I am a worker. I work across the street from the Citigroup Center, > > which the government told us is a "target" of terrorism. > > Later, we found out they > > were relaying very old information, but it was already too late. > > They had given me bad dreams again. The subway stop near my office > > was crowded with bomb-sniffing dogs, policemen in heavy protective > > gear, soldiers. Now, every time I enter or exit my office, all of my > > possessions are X-rayed to make sure I don't have any weapons. How > > often are you stopped by a soldier with a bomb-sniffing dog outside > > your office? > > > > I am a neighbor. I have a neighbor who is a 9/11 widow. She has two > > children. My husband does odd jobs for her now, like building > > bookshelves. > > Things her husband should do. He uses her husband's tools, and the > > two little girls tell him, "Those are our daddy's tools." How many > > 9/11 widows and orphans do you know? How often do you fill in for > > their dead loved ones? > > > > I am a taxpayer. I worked my butt off to get where I did, and so did > > my parents. My parents saved and borrowed and sent me to college. I > > worked my way through graduate school. I won a full tuition > > scholarship to law school. All for the privilege of working 2,600 > > hours last year. That works out to a 50 hour week, every week, > > without any vacation days at all. I get to work by 9 am and rarely > > leave before 9 pm. I eat dinner at my office much more often than I > > eat dinner at home. My husband and I paid over > > $70,000 in federal income tax last year. At some > > point in the future, we > > will have to pay much more -- once this country faces its deficit > > and the impossible burden of Social Security. In fact, the areas of > > the country that supported Kerry -- New York, California, Illinois, > > Massachusetts -- they are the financial centers of the nation. They > > are the tax base of this country. How much did you pay, Kansas? How > > much did you contribute to this government you support, Alabama? How > > much of this war in Iraq did you pay for? > > > > I am a liberal. The funny part is, liberals have this reputation for > > living in Never-Neverland, being idealists, not being sensible. But > > let me tell you how I see the world: I see America as one nation in > > a world of nations. > > Therefore, I think we should try to get along with other nations. I > > see that gay people exist. Therefore, I think they should be allowed > > to exist, and be treated the same as other people. I see ways in > > which women are not allowed to control their own bodies. Therefore, > > I think we should give women more control over their bodies. I see > > that people have awful diseases. Therefore, I think we should enable > > scientists to try to cure them. I see that we have a Constitution. > > Therefore, I think it should be > > upheld. I see that there were no weapons of mass destruction in > > Iraq. > > Therefore, I think that Iraq was not an imminent danger to me. It > > seems so pragmatic to me. How do you see the world? Do you really > > think voting against gay marriage will keep people from being gay? > > Would you really prefer that people continue to die from Parkinson's > > disease? Do you really not care about the Constitutional rights of > > political detainees? Would you really have supported the war if you > > knew the truth, or would you have wanted to spend more of our money > > on health care, job training, terrorism preparedness? > > > > I am an American. I have an American flag flying outside my home. I > > love my home more than anything. I love that I grew up right outside > > New York City. I first went to the Statue of Liberty with my 5th > > grade class, and my mom and dad took me to the Empire State Building > > when I was 8. I love taking the subway to Yankee Stadium. I loved > > living in Washington DC and going on dates to the Lincoln Memorial. > > It is because I love this country so much that I argue with my > > political opponents as much I do. > > > > I am not safe. I never feel safe. My in-laws live in a small town in > > Ohio, and that town has received more federal funding, per capita, > > for terrorism preparedness than New York City has. I take subways > > and buses every day. I work in a skyscraper across the street from a > > "target." I have emergency supplies and a spare pair of sneakers in > > my desk, in case somethng happens while I'm at work. Do you? How > > many times a month do you worry that your subway is going to blow > > up? When you hear sirens on the street, do you run to the window to > > make sure everything is okay? When you hear an airplane, do you > > flinch? Do you dread beautiful, blue-skied September days? I don't > > know a single New Yorker who doesn't spend the month of September on > > tip-toes, superstitiously praying for rain so we don't have to > > relive that beautiful, blue-skied day. > > > > I am lonely. I feel that we, as a nation, have alienated all our > > friends and further provoked our enemies. I feel unprotected. Most > > of all I feel alienated from my fellow citizens, because I don't > > understand what you are thinking. You voted for a man who started a > > war in Iraq for no reason, against the wishes of the entire world. > > You voted for a man whose lack of foresight and inability to plan > > has led to massive insurgencies in Iraq, where weapons are > > disappearing into the hands of terrorists. You voted for a man who > > let Osama Bin Laden escape into the hills of Afghanistan so that he > > could start that war in Iraq. You voted for a man who doesn't want > > to let people love who they want to love; doesn't want to let > > doctors cure their patients; doesn't want to let women rule their > > destinies. I don't > > understand why you voted for this man. For me, it > > is not enough that he is > > personable; it is not enough that he seems like one of the guys. Why > > did you vote for him? Why did you elect a man that lied to us in > > order to convince us to go to war? (Ten years ago you were incensed > > when our president lied about his sex life; you thought it was an > > impeachable > > offense.) Why did you elect a leader who thinks that strength cannot > > include diplomacy or international cooperaton? Why did you elect a > > man who did nothing except run away and hide on September 11? > > > > Most of all, I am terrified. I mean daily, I am afraid that I will > > not survive this. I am afraid that I will lose my husband, that I > > will never have children, that I will never grow old and watch the > > sunset in a backyard of my own. I am afraid that my career -- which > > should end with a triumphant and good-natured roast at a retirement > > party in 2035 > > -- will be cut short by > > an attack on me and my colleagues, as we sit sending emails and > > making phone calls one ordinary afternoon. Is your life at stake? > > Are you terrified? > > > > I don't think you are. I don't think you realize what you have done. > > And if anything happens to me or the people I love, I blame you. I > > wanted you to know that. > >
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