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Remember this: Populations have come through things worse than this.
Bubonic plague, The volcanic burial of Pompeii, Civil War, the Great Depression, two World wars, the flue epidemic, the Rape of Nanking, more...
In every horrible situation, the ones who survive are the ones who simply refuse to give up or give in. Or give out.
I was raised by parents who went through the First World war, the great flu epidemic, the Depression and World War II. I have family letters describing a long ago crossing from Germany to America... in 1560! When the drinking water was black and filled with worms, the hardtack was maggoty and molded, when they were so sick with dysentery they lay on the decks and clung to ropes to keep from being washed overboard as they vomited over the side.
Yes, this is bad. and Yes, Americans will die and wars will decimate countries, terrorist attacks will hit us, but America is not proven in the sunny halcyon days of peace and plenty... she is proven when her people starve, and fight... when her buildings burn and fall... and her people fight... Will the day come when I hold my grandchild's corpse in My arms and watch My next door neighbour shoot himself because he cannot bear another day without food? Possibly... but will I stop fighting? NO!
Human beings are tough. Resilient. STRONG! I'm standing on the FRONT LINES as a Gay Woman, as a sex worker, as a sexual minority, as a disabled person and as an older female. Will I die in some concentration camp? VERY likely YES, but I will fight! I hid for years, I tried to be un-noticed, but dammit if we are to be the new Jews, then SO BE IT! They will NOT herd ME tamely to the showers!
I worked in an Emergency Room. I knew poeple who treated a woman who had LIFTED an automobile that had backed into her child! I knew a man who, in the Navy, dead-lifted a 500 lb bomb that had rolled off a stack onto his crewmate.
And there is one thing which can cheer us all immensely... that when the shit hits the fan... and it WILL... that it will be 100% on BUSH's plate! AND that whatever horror hits US will ALSO hit the red states! The red voters, the soKKKer moms and the Naz-KKKar dads.
While I am spitting blood from broken teeth, My gun-loving neighbour will be right beside me in the camp! When My grandchild dies of some horrible plague, My upstairs neighbour won't be immune EITHER.
We may go down, but we will go down fighting and we won't be alone! THEY will be RIGHT BESIDE US! The repuke will die JUST as surely in a terrorist attack as I will!
So, perhaps I AM damned as a pervert, a dyke, a crip and an "uppity woman" but I say this to the neocons and the Repukes:
I WILL SEE YOU IN HELL!!!
Lady Sonelle
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