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"Courage is just the realization that something else is more important than your fear." -- Ambrose Redmoon
Bear with me. All this relates to your issue, for you mention fear of uncertainty. (It is also my issue.)
They seek to make us afraid, so that we will surrender to them more of our freedom. I, from the persepective of 48 years, know we are less free, and enjoy less dignity, than we expected when I was a child. Now, to interview for employment, I have to pee in a cup. Now I have to expose my credit history (and the sad story of failed marriages) whenever I seek a job. Now, I am told I have no right to privacy. Flashback now to 1968, and face my father Charles, an employee of the Air Force, a WWII veteran, a grieving Kennedy Democrat. Try to explain this to him, and he will not argue about the right to privacy. He will simply punch you in the nose. "Piss tests? No right to privacy?" he will growl. "What are you? Some kind of goddam commie?"
And when you pick your ass up off the floor he will tell you how he bled so books and people would not be burned, so that a person's right to privacy be preserved, so that the weak may not be ground neath the heels of the strong. He will tell you how he gently prodded (OK it was Machiavellian manipulation but he meant well) his only son into serving the purpose of national defense, believing he was furthering that purpose. Were he alive today, I think he would be urging me to revolt.
America, I feel, is lost. Gone. A memory. And only because common people have lost that courage which once dazzled the world. Now, we are told we might have to postpone our proudest tradition ... the election of the President ... because we are scared the bad men might hurts us ... and now we listen to the notion, rather than immediately riding the perpetrators of these abmoninable suggestions out of town tarred and feathered upon a rail and baring our behinds to those same bad men in a rude collegiate gesture of defiance. And that, in the final analysis, is all our leaders and the followers of Bin Laden deserve ... along with jeers and the rude suggestion that they kiss our collective asses.
We all have fears, these days ... legitimate fears, like fears about providing for ourselves and our children. I feel ya ... but do not yield. Everytime one of us surrenders a piece of our souls to the system, the motherf****r gets heavier.
Wanna fight W. and his ghoulish gang? Remember always there is something more important than your fear, and trust in God. "He who fears to lose his life shall lose it. He who fears not shall enter into the kingdom of heaven." Be afraid, pray, do the right thing ANYWAY. Run a red light in honor of your Higher Power. It is AMAZING what happens. Do not believe God is on their side. Christ was never an advocate of capitalism, much less Fascism, and his message is not one of judgment but of redemption and empowerment. Believe rather in yourself. Believe you know how and who to love. Believe you know how to live. Believe God applauds the choices you know to be your most honest and most loving. He is on YOUR side, and it doesn't matter if you know that or not. It doesn't matter if you believe in Him because He believes in YOU.
Be true to the content of your heart. You know what to do. Believe in your own strength, your own wisdom, your own God-given ability to survive and triumph even if this current situation doesn't play out for you.
And remember. The only thing necessary for evil to triumph is for good folk to do nothing. Conversely, every time one of us does the right thing evil is set back a notch. Do the right thing.
And if ya don't and come to regret it, know we have all been there, too. Chances are, you'll get another chance to take your stand. Like, about every other day.
And why did I say all this to you? Because I, in a similar situation, am faced with the same choices. I tell you what I need to hear myself.
Blessed be, friend, whatever you decide.
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