Kick me in the butt I didn't go for counseling today

[GingerSnaps]

Depression plays a game with your head and I got halfway to my College campus and I turned back and I ended up going home. I made another appointment for Monday and I have to go because I am in big trouble with the two mid terms that I missed.

If anyone remembers my message thread about my Economics Professor debating me over Kerry vs Bush then you know why I didn't show up to his class after Tuesday. I emailed "Elias" and he hasn't answered and I have tried to phone him but his message box has been filled since Wednesday.

I know that I failed his class because I didn't show up to take my mid term so it's all my fault which makes me a f.ck up once again :grr:

My Professor from my Western Civilization class emailed me back immediately and told me that he would give me a C and that I could do some extra credit homework to bring up my grade. He said that he was somewhat depressed about the election as well.

I want my A's and B's that I usually end up with :cry:. I won't make the Dean's list, I won't be on the Honor Roll and my GPA will go way down so I am f.cked. :cry:

Sorry about my rant for the day.

[DELUSIONAL]

1. Be sure to go for counseling.

Find a way to be good to yourself today -- do something that has nothing at all to do with politics and stay away from anyone who supported the idiot boy.

There are millions of us who know how you feel -- you are not alone.

You may not make the Dean's list this time -- but there is always the next term.