Pre-nervous breakdown rant.

[Sannum]

I am almost at a breaking point, but I am trying to keep myself somewhat together. I now have a fear that for whatever reason, I, and the people I am close to are cursed. I am just physically and emotionally exhausted. Some good things need to start happening soon, before I just go crazy. One thing right after another is going wrong to the point where I don't see the use of getting out of bed before 4pm.

[flamingyouth]

1. My first response is...

ARE YOU ME?

Geez, I tell you, I've been feeling exactly the same way. I feel like I'm about ready to lose my mind. I hate this holiday season, and now my mom has to have heart surgery. I'm completely overwhelmed.

Do you have a counselor or someone you can talk to? :hug:

[SaintAnne]

2. have a hug

:hug: or two:hug: :hug: or three or four:grouphug: :grouphug: :grouphug: :grouphug:

if you don't get out of bed before 4pm, how can you get to the chocolate?

[mongo]

3. You are not alone

Times are hard out there for a lot of us. All I can say is hang in there and take it one day, one hour or even a minute at a time.

<hugs>

[faithnotgreed]

4. im so sorry

for all you are going through. i do hope that you have some support that is nearby.

im sending you warm thoughts and i do hope that amidst the craziness you can find a bit of joy or a smile. when you say you are nearing the breaking point, i just feel its important to hang on to something no matter how small.

perhaps a pet or a good friend. a counselor or healer or some time away from whats toxic. venting and more venting.
staying away from world events is always where i start!

i have no idea your situation but i do wish you sweetness. speaking of which - thats the sweetest little flower avatar you have there.
reminded me a little of coneflower/echinacea

sending you warm thoughts and prayers....

[n2mark]

5. I understand

been there, I don't want to be in that pit again. Hang in there, there is a light at the end of your dark tunnel.