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eyepaddle Donating Member (1000+ posts) Send PM | Profile | Ignore Wed Jun-22-05 09:57 PM
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A heaping bowlful of catharsis
Edited on Wed Jun-22-05 10:30 PM by eyepaddle
(My first Vanity Post!)

I sat in the small eddy against the left bank of the river--which since I was facing upstream was on my right, the sandy-limestone walls of the canyon rose high above me, both thickly draped in vegetation after about fifteen feet. Directly above my head is a footbridge which is a converted railroad span, it is this old use which gives name to the churning feature which lies just ahead of me--Railroad Hole.

A hole is a river feature, typically they are waves which either grow too large and steep and have their crests collapse and slide forward across their face or they form below ledges and pourovers. The defining characteristic is the top of the feature has water flowing UPSTREAM against the main current. This hole is formed by a combination of factors, the main being a slide called "triple drop" where the river drops twenty feet in less than one hundred yards. After accelaerating down that chute the water drops over a last ledge and slams into a standing pool. With nowhere else to go the water piles high and begins to recirculate.

I don't give the reasons for the hole any thought whatsoever, I only examine it for hazards and opportunities. The wave starts at the banks and feeds towards the center of the channel with two sharply raked--and ever larger "shoulders." The shoulder in front of me is my target. I muscle my kayak across the eddy line and into the shoulder feeding from the left bank to the center with my bow pointing slightly to center. After crossing the shoulder the main current grabs my bow and attempts to whip it to my left. I am ready for it and pry with my right paddle blade near my stern to hold against the water. I succeed. My boat is balanced on the pile pointing upstream and hanging in place the rush or water downstream precisely counteracting the force of gravity which wants to make my boat slide forward, down the face of the wave.

At least for a second, anyway. My boat is too fast and slides too low on the wave, my bow is buried in river water, sheets of which curl over it, encasing it in liquid transparency. Until the sheets separate from the boat and fly into my face and chest, giving the impression of great speed and its attendant rush of exhilaration and excitement. I plant my left paddle blade and use it as an aquatic form of airbrake, and use the force of the current to drag me up out of the trough. Again, this works for a moment before I overcorrect and spin to the left. I halt my rotation with my kayak almost exactly perpendicular to the face of the wave and feel the recirculating head pound near my left hip. I lean to the left and hold my paddle out wide and use it as a brace to hold me balanced, leaning far out over the water. Shouts of encouragement echo off the canyon walls, "Dude!"

"Way to go!"

"Man you're nailing it!"

"Do a sweep and finish the spin!"

I may not have planned it, but I am in a classic rodeo move known as a side-surf. However my large boat offers too much resistance to the current and I slide up and over the top of the wave and into the confused water in its backwash. With out the rush of water against it, my paddle now offers no real support and I am leaning out too far. Sensing the inevitable I take a breath and close my eyes.

I flip. The rush of noise now takes on a distinct character--still all encompassing, but now somehow slower. The cool water feels refreshing and the dark obscuring embrace does not trouble me. An annoying boss, romantic setbacks, discovering a friend has a substance abuse problem, all of these concerns do not fade they DISAPPEAR as time does an odd compound dilation and seems to simultaneously race and stand still. At this moment, waiting for the flip to stabilize I am happy. A happiness born of total focus, and that even more elusive commodity in life--purpose.

After reaching instant zen, I perform the tasks I MUST do. I coil my body up to the left and feel air caress my knuckles, and then coil a litle further--getting my hands out of the water to the wrist. I drum my finger on the paddle shaft to relax my hands and wait. Once I know I am calm I perform the sweep. My front hand curving away from the bow in a wide arc, despite having my eyes closed I "watch" my lead paddle blade, this keeps my head down and ensures balance as I continue to sweep from the left bow to the right stern. This action causes the boat to rotate underneath me and I pop to the surface scarcely noticing that my face is again in the realm of light and air.

As the last traces of river water drain from my helmet, and amidst more shouts of encouragemnt and joy from my companions I have completed my first "combat roll." I feel an intense though ephemeral joy, born frm the knowledge that I just performed exactly the right actions at exactly the right time. For this profound triumph my reward is contiued access to oxygen, with all of its import to existence.

As I take a stroke to exit the current jet and enter the calm eddy I am content.

I will sleep well tonight.

Eyepaddle
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The Traveler Donating Member (1000+ posts) Send PM | Profile | Ignore Wed Jun-22-05 10:00 PM
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1. This bud's for you
Sounds like a truly memorable day!

:toast:
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eyepaddle Donating Member (1000+ posts) Send PM | Profile | Ignore Wed Jun-22-05 10:06 PM
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2. Thank you,
I don't write creatively much anymore--but today on the river was so execptional I felt I had to memorialize it somehow.

Thanks for reading!

:toast: :hi:
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The Traveler Donating Member (1000+ posts) Send PM | Profile | Ignore Wed Jun-22-05 10:16 PM
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4. Well, get back to the writing thing
because you do it well. Really. You took me right into the river.
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eyepaddle Donating Member (1000+ posts) Send PM | Profile | Ignore Wed Jun-22-05 10:25 PM
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6. Wow, thank you,
Edited on Wed Jun-22-05 10:26 PM by eyepaddle
I just KNEW on the drive home I had something brewing up. I glad you felt the vibe.

And I'll see what I can do about writing a few more essays :D
(I don't have the patience for novels!)
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The Traveler Donating Member (1000+ posts) Send PM | Profile | Ignore Wed Jun-22-05 10:46 PM
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7. I meant it. So yer welcome. (n/t)
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El Fuego Donating Member (1000+ posts) Send PM | Profile | Ignore Wed Jun-22-05 10:08 PM
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3. That is AWESOME.
Wow. :wow: So incredible. I had to read it twice.
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eyepaddle Donating Member (1000+ posts) Send PM | Profile | Ignore Wed Jun-22-05 10:23 PM
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5. Your enjoyment is my reward,
I am sincerely flattered. :pals:
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eyepaddle Donating Member (1000+ posts) Send PM | Profile | Ignore Wed Jun-22-05 10:50 PM
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8. If anyone's interested,
here's the river I describe in the above post.



The water was lower today--so the chute wasn't quite so frothy. The hole I describe is the last big wave at the far end of the pool.

I was present when this picture was taken--I am almost invisible in the back--you can just make out my gray shoulder and part of my yellow boat.
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In_The_Wind Donating Member (1000+ posts) Send PM | Profile | Ignore Wed Jun-22-05 11:01 PM
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9. wonderful picture
great thread
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eyepaddle Donating Member (1000+ posts) Send PM | Profile | Ignore Thu Jun-23-05 09:14 AM
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10. Mea Culpa
I know this is bad form--vanity kicking a vanity post...So I am sorry for that.

I also admit that my above above post may be a touch "flowery" in my word choice. But Dammit! I am kinda proud of how that piece conveys how I felt last night.

Aside from the wordiness what do you folks think?

(Okay, I'll admit it, maybe I am fishing for compliments ;) )

And wow, did I ever sleep well last night. I am full of the "happy ache" of pleasnat exhaustion. I don't think I'll get much work done today.

:donut:
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eyepaddle Donating Member (1000+ posts) Send PM | Profile | Ignore Fri Jun-24-05 04:21 PM
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11. Somebody said if you feel strongly about thread,
Edited on Fri Jun-24-05 04:21 PM by eyepaddle
go ahead and kick it. It felt good to just let the expression flow. Hope this doesn't annoy too many people though! ;)
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redqueen Donating Member (1000+ posts) Send PM | Profile | Ignore Fri Jun-24-05 04:26 PM
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12. Annoy?
Fuck that... I'm glad you did! I might've missed it otherwise.

Thanks... that was great... I've never really been interested in kayaking, but that sucked me right in.

VERY well done! :hi:
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eyepaddle Donating Member (1000+ posts) Send PM | Profile | Ignore Fri Jun-24-05 04:29 PM
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13. Thank you,
I'm just comcerned about the "self-kicking" thing, it might come across as attention starved or something.

Every now and then something feels right though. I'm kinda proud of this one. :pals:
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redqueen Donating Member (1000+ posts) Send PM | Profile | Ignore Fri Jun-24-05 04:39 PM
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14. You should be!
That really was very good.

Is self kicking against the rules? No? Then fuck 'em. :7
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elshiva Donating Member (1000+ posts) Send PM | Profile | Ignore Fri Jun-24-05 11:04 PM
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15. Great post! YAY!
:toast: Love rivers and river people. Ever been inner tubing?
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eyepaddle Donating Member (1000+ posts) Send PM | Profile | Ignore Fri Jun-24-05 11:06 PM
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16. Damn straight!
I remember being passed by some paddlers in a small rapid and thinking "wow, that totally looks like fun, I think I'll have to give it a shot."

Once you get the bug for moving water, who knows where it'll take ya? :D
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elshiva Donating Member (1000+ posts) Send PM | Profile | Ignore Sun Jun-26-05 02:23 PM
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17. That's true. Don't push the river, let it push you!
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