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to keep a dog I was scared of, possibly endangering my family, our other pets, and anyone who came to the house, or choosing to let a shelter attempt to find a more suitable place for her.
We couldn't take her out; she had to be kept away from anyone who visited; she cost us $4000 when she bit our smaller dog and broke her leg. Trips to the vets for grooming required tranqs, muzzle and a special leash with the vet techs standing by.
I tried for 2 years to find her a new home, but I had to be honest with anyone who was interested; the dog had the potential to be very, very aggressive. She was dear, sweet, affectionate, somewhat loyal and very loving to us. She only wanted to please us, she really did. But her obsessive compulsive disorder on top of her unpredictable aggression, her non-stop barking causing all the nieghbors to hate us was just finally, too much and I worked out a deal with a local shelter I had connections with to make every attempt to find just the right home for her.
She attacked other dogs out in social situations, broke through the fences, gates and doors at every opportunity. She was considered "a runner", a dog who ran away at every opportunity.
She nipped several people who came to visit, one of whom she knew, a child no less, who was just standing in the kitchen, waiting to put her dinner plate in the sink.
We had to feed her separately from the other dogs as she was so food aggressive. At one point, because she hurt her back by loving to chase her ball so much, she slipped a disc, and the only time we had peace with her in the house was when she was so tranquilized that she just laid there all loopy and stoned... it was then we realized what a massive negative impact she had on our household. We worked SOOOO hard to integrate her, adapt her, retrain her, that it broke my heart when she attacked our small dog AGAIN and nearly gouged her eye out leaving a nasty scar on her nose.
Ours was a loving, caring, very attentive home. I spent thousands on a secure fence and gate, lovely landscaping, trees, even to the point of blocking all visuals so she wouldn't freak out. (She even barked at airplanes!) Our front door wasn't iron to keep out crooks, but to keep her in. I spared no expense. We had a dog room, dog doors, they could come and go into the back yard as they pleased, or we could keep them out or in as needed. She slept on my bed, so she was in a loving, caring, compassionate home.
But, she couldn't be changed without massive medication. It was the only way to create a behavior in her that wasn't dangerous to everyone else around her.
I worked in the Animal Control field for almost 10 years as the contract administrator for a small city. I was the daily liaison with the County animal control primarily because of my lifelong experience with animals of all shapes and sizes. I have had animals in my care of every single type imaginable, and have found homes for hundreds and hundreds of animals in my life.
The horrible fact we have to acknowledge is that we cannot save every single animal that we come across in these countless, varied situations. There are just too many, and for most agencies, there just isn't enough money -- and yes, it comes down to money. Humans created the problem, you can count on that, but the solutions are very limited, very sadly.
With out of control breeding of the dangerous animals like pits and rotties sucking our budgets dry, we can't focus on the far more desirable and less dangerous animals we can consciounably save... our resources are spent in rounding up packs of wild dogs and then sheltering them at the demand of the indignant wanna save em all groups. My last trip to the south central shelter in LA demonstrated the enormous drain on basic resources by dangerous dogs when the kennels were in a 10-1 ratio of pits to mutts. For every 10 pit mixes, there was barely 1 mutt or other breed. And most of the pits had dangerous dog signs on the doors... it was so depressing and sad.
The thing is, sometimes choices have to be made. Historically nature has made the choice. The most undesirable, the worst, the wildest, the cruelest die the worst deaths, with a horrible cost to the vulnerable fragile victims along the way.
Humans are charged with now making the decisions about what's best for ALL concerned and not just the individual aspect of who many or many not be impacted.
It's for the good of all, and not for the good of one that choices about putting down an animal are made. They're not easy choices. Believe me, dog owners aren't evil for putting down a bad dog. It's a horrible choice to have to make, but sometimes it is the right choice, if not the hardest choice to make. But, as the humans, it's our responsibility to make those determinations and to protect all concerned.
If you have genuine solutions to these problems, I truly want to hear them. I'm a good hearted person who tried to find as many working solutions as I could... and frankly I left the job because my city council and admins wouldn't back me in the solutions I sought and brough to the table. They just didn't want to spend the money on bringing a shelter into the city operating independently of the County, since the County contract was so much cheaper. I literally shed tears in my job there, because I couldn't find the solutions to these problems.
If you're going to slam me and put me down for being a rational voice of reality, just wait an hour or so and think about something else. I'm just trying to present the other point of view. I don't want to be disrespected here.
I saw that HBO special too, and I cried as well...
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