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Edited on Mon Jan-30-06 10:42 AM by rbnyc
I'm just going to get this off my chest and then get back to work.
I used to love my job, but I was spending so much time away from home, particularly because of the long commute, that my family was in crisis and I didn't even realize it. So I switched to a part-time schedule.
I love being at home more and it's been great for my son. And having time to deal with some neglected issues, it's actually been great for my marriage.
However, I have the same work-load, and as a part-timer, pay a huge amount for my family health insurance. After my insurance deduction and paying for baby-sitting, I am essentially working for no money.
The stress of trying to keep up with my work load, while steadily falling behind on bills and rent, is most difficult. On Friday, I left a fed-ex sitting on my desk that nearly cost us a $100,000 opportunity. I simply have too much to do, and too much on my mind.
I am in the midst of the interview process for an excellent job right around the corner from my house. If I get it, I will make more than enough money and have more time to be with my family at the same time, as I will not be spending almost 20 hours per week on the train.
I have a good shot at getting this job, but I've decided, even if I don't get it, I'm going to look for a higher paying job closer to home anyway. I am going to tell my ED on Friday.
I know it's against conventional wisdom to give notice before securing another job, but I have a few reasons for doing so. First, I am willing to take some personal risk for the health of the organization. I am greatly relied upon here and responsible for much. I will be difficult to replace. My ED needs as much notice as possible or else she'll be screwed. I'm not interested in screwing anyone over, or seeing our programs suffer.
Second, my ED and I have a very good relationship, and I am confident that she will keep me here until the last possible minute. Even if she hires someone else, I think she'd have us working together until I found another job.
Third, I'm very hire-able and the job market in my field is currently in my favor.
Last, even if my ED were to get so angry with my that she wanted to throw me out, she couldn't, because I'm the only one who knows how to perform critical functions.
So, it being clear that I am leaving, and my being alone in the office today, I am wholly unmotivated and would like to spend my day playing Jungle Gin on Pogo.com.
However, there's TONS to do and I should get on it!
I did come in half an hour early this morning, so I think it's fair to take 10 minutes to rant.
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Thanks for listening.
EDIT: typo
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