ChickMagic
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Mon Jul-17-06 01:59 PM
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Okay, I have a bad cold. But July 23 was my sister's birthday. She died, pregnant with twins, after having a seizure and hitting her head on a table as she fell (she's had epilepsy since she was an infant). I always get sad at this time of year and around May 10 when she died. It's been several years now. Is this normal?
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Mon Jul-17-06 02:03 PM
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1. I'm sorry for your loss |
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:hug:
And I think it's normal.
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ChickMagic
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Mon Jul-17-06 02:05 PM
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Sometimes I feel like I shouldn't still be reacting so strongly. Thanks for the hug. I needed it. :hug:
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Mon Jul-17-06 02:05 PM
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Edited on Mon Jul-17-06 02:06 PM by reyd reid reed
My mother died back in 1977 and I still get sad on her birthday and on the anniversary of her death. She was only 38 when she died. Same thing with a young woman I knew who was murdered -- coincentally on the anniversary of my mother's death. Shayann's birthday was only three days after my mother's too.
Certain dates trigger memories, I think. Some happy, some sad. It will get better with time but I don't think it ever stops.
I don't think that it should.
I'm sorry.
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ChickMagic
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Mon Jul-17-06 02:11 PM
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Oddly, the weekend before she died, she and I had a long conversation and cleared some old air from our childhood. My freaking family didn't even tell me she was dead until that night - the rest of the family was there, but I was unworthy.
Thanks again - I don't feel weird anymore. :hug:
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Mon Jul-17-06 02:08 PM
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And yes, it's normal. My dad passed in 1977, and I feel sad on the anniversary of his death, and also on his birthday. It's not the same intensity of sadness I had when he died, but a sadness that he died so young, that he never got to see his grandchildren, that he isn't here for me to talk to.
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ChickMagic
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Mon Jul-17-06 02:15 PM
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6. Thank you, SeattleGirl |
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Deb was my close friend as well as sibling. I called her every day from work, and after her death, I found myself dialing her number for a good while.
Something else occurred to me at her funeral. I thought of the movie "Psycho". I couldn't bear to leave her all alone at the cemetary and realized that we're all just one crazy thought away from insanity. I sat with her for hours. :hug:
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Mon Jul-17-06 02:53 PM
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7. My grandfather died the day after Christmas when my mom was 12 |
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She says she still gets sad around holidays...
I think what you're experiencing is quite normal.
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ChickMagic
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Mon Jul-17-06 02:58 PM
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The bathtub is my crying place. It still comes out of the blue. And I'm so sorry about your mom's loss especially during a festive season. :hug:
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