Going to bed. Tonight, I'd like to leave you with a link to one of

[Jamastiene]

my favourite midi files. It's the Cure's "Just Like Heaven." It's one of my most favorite songs in the world. It's just so dreamy.

Considering I had to self medicate tonight to stop some major pain, this song just enhanced the extremely groovy and relaxed state of mind I am in tonight. Pretty good mood for a girl that has just been reminded that it isn't a good idea to fall for another girl in a red state. Blue Iris swears up and down she had nothing to do with the fact that I am taking this pretty well, but something made me feel all cool and groovy and accepting of my typical doom.

And to top it all off, I ended up not even going to school this morning. I couldn't. The car picked now to crap out on me. Apparently, it turns out you are supposed to water a car battery like a plant or something or it will die. Who'da thunk it? I sure didn't know that letting the water dry up would cause that clickety clickety sound and everything electrical was on all at once, even though I didn't turn it on. What a weird sound it made. And ya know what? It didn't even phase me. Par for the course for me. I've always had shitty luck. Just another day. No need crying over it. I really didn't want to go anywhere today anyhow. I just wanted to play my games and get some more sleep.

Speaking of shitty luck. We should use the word shit as much as humanly possible today to rub some freeper noses in it. Ah, who am I kidding, they like rubbing their noses in chimpy's shit shoot. It's their favorite hobby of the 2000's. Oh well, we should still use it and dare the freep ass kissers to say anything about it.

I'm off to bed to force myself to sleep despite this incredibly relaxed peaceful feeling I have at the moment. It feels almost like things are going great, when really, life's annoyances conspired against me today and succeeded in annoying the ever loving daylights out of me. I stood there thinking for a minute and my mind finally shut down. For my mind, that's a real rarity. I just went back inside and played Age of Empires for a couple of hours. I figured sooner or later someone I knew would see the hood up and stop to see why my car was splayed open like that. No one delivers batteries around here and I couldn't have gotten a cab to get me to school on time either. I'm still not 100% sure if today was the last day or not. Damn, I loved that art teacher. She was the most laid back person I have met in this area ever. I give her 3 thumbs up for being so cool and giving me a good semester to counteract those last two disasters.

I'm rambling and relaxed to the point that I am probably making typos. I see 2 of everything, possibly 4 at times. Been awake since 9 this morning going on 4 hours of sleep at that. I'm giddy. Time to shut up, Jama, and post the link so they can share in hearing this kickass song.

Here's the link:
http://www.zracer.com/tunes/midi/just_like_heaven_cure.mid

Nitey morning.
I love you all. :hug:

[Jamastiene]

1. Okay, I planned on going to bed.

My stomach start poking at me so I made a sandwich. Now, it's for real. I'm off to bed.