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Wed Aug-09-06 01:56 PM
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water seeks its own level |
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and i'm surrounded by idiots, so i guess i know what category i fit in.
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Wed Aug-09-06 01:56 PM
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Wed Aug-09-06 01:57 PM
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Wed Aug-09-06 01:58 PM
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it is way too hot and today i am seem to be surrounded by people with few teeth and who speak in an indecipherable east texas drawl.
"yuk, yuk, yuk! yee haw!"
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Wed Aug-09-06 02:00 PM
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4. that sounds like a version of hell |
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but i have a lot of evidence that you are far from an idiot yourself. :hi:
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Wed Aug-09-06 02:02 PM
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and i wonder sometimes i will get out of it, but i manage to keep waking up and shutting down.
the amazing thing is that i don't drink myself into a stupor everyday anymore.
it stopped working.
i think pain can reach a zenith sometimes and you don't feel it anymore. i need to get out more.
thanks for your understanding.
smooches.
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Wed Aug-09-06 02:03 PM
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6. i know you've had some really rough times lately |
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just know that while all this is going on, you're not actually alone, ok? there's a whole bunch of us on DU who are rooting for you. seriously. :hug:
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Wed Aug-09-06 02:08 PM
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7. i've created a lot of my own hell |
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but the person i've hurt the most is myself. it is rage-making at times though, because i try to make right a lot of things, but i can't seem to get any traction. it's like one bad thing after another. when it rains it pours
i need to quit feeling sorry for myself. i dug the hole, i need to undig it.
but damn, i just feel so fucking alone sometimes.
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Wed Aug-09-06 02:19 PM
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8. that can be a terrible feeling |
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I'm not sure there is anything worse than feeling like you're alone.
I'll say it again, though. You're not alone.
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