Roon
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Tue Sep-12-06 01:11 AM
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Damn, my friend's father killed himself |
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He had a bad heart attack that he never fully recovered from. His wife had a liver transplant because of liver disease. They lost their house, their livelihood. He was a federal police officer. He wrapped himself up in blankets and shot himself in the heart. Wild....Does being poor really suck that bad? I never knew....as I have always been poor
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Tue Sep-12-06 01:14 AM
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How horrible for you and for his family.
Peace be with you and with them.
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Tue Sep-12-06 01:15 AM
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yes there used to be a famous book, the savage god: a study of suicide by a dr. alvarez (spelling?)
in it one of the chapters pointed out the old truism of how you could tell the suicides who tried to kill themselves for love from the ones who killed themselves for debt
the ones who killed themselves for debt meant to die
it's that bad
to be sick and to be begging for every pill, every bite of food to be put in your mouth...no, it's intolerable, when you have worked all of your life to be treated like you are nothing -- i think in most societies most downwardly mobile people would do the same
if you've never known anything better it's probably different
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Tue Sep-12-06 02:23 AM
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14. I didn't need to read that. |
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Edited on Tue Sep-12-06 02:24 AM by Kire
I went from 100K in the bank (from my father's life insurance policy) to 25K in the hole in a year and a half. I don't know what I was thinking. I just didn't care to have a job, and I still haven't had one for three years. Like another poster said, "Don't get sick in your 30's and 40's?" Well, I'm on Social Security Disability for schizo-affective disorder (in which one symptom is schizophrenia, the other is depression), and I'm 31. And now I'm supposed to do job interviews?
I'm not saying I'm going to kill myself, just that I didn't need to read that.
Thanks. I wasn't going to share this, but I decided to take a risk.
Edit: Sorry about your friend's father. I lost my father, not to suicide but to something else. It sucks.
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Tue Sep-12-06 02:39 AM
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17. Thank YOU, Kire, for taking the risk. |
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Wish I could say more right now, but I wish you well. That's the best I can do.
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Tue Sep-12-06 02:31 PM
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29. i'm in the same boat as well |
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(going from relative financial stability to joblessness and heavy debt in a short amount of time)...it's not something i'd wish on my worst enemy....
i would have turned to a life of crime a long time ago if i wasn't convinced i'd be such an incompetent criminal
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Tue Sep-12-06 02:38 PM
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that last part is so true
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Tue Sep-12-06 01:18 AM
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3. The man made a choice. |
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Having never MET him, let alone 'walked in his shoes', I will RESPECT the choice he made.
I have known more than a few who took that route, and I can't say that I understand even ONE.
But a life belongs to its owner, and I am not the owner of anyone elses life.
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Tue Sep-12-06 01:31 AM
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6. My dear dicksteele...... |
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YOu have exactly put it perfectly......
Especially..........But a life belongs to its owner, and I am not the owner of anyone elses life.
We all need to keep this in mind....
Thank you for posting this........
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Tue Sep-12-06 01:42 AM
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7. It's really all I can say about it, y'know? |
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My father's brother... My mother's sister... My step-brother, and all the rest: I have NO idea why they chose to end lives I was envious of, but they did.
I would need to be much more arrogantly assumptuous than I am, to even BEGIN to presume that I could ever pass judgement upon their CHOICES.
Even I am not TRULY that much of an asshole, although I occasionally PLAY one online.
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Tue Sep-12-06 03:47 AM
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sometimes it is not a choice - extreme depression is a dreadful disease
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Tue Sep-12-06 04:13 PM
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Therefore, we shouldn't ignore a loved one's cry for help. We are indeed our brother's keeper.
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Tue Sep-12-06 04:19 PM
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35. Bingo. We're a society. We're supposed to help each other. |
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Otherwise it's one big fuckin' farce. A very phony and selfish one.
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Tue Sep-12-06 04:18 PM
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34. By chemical imbalance, or being overwrought by external factors? |
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And at what point does a "qualified" person separate one from the other?
At what point is suicide justified in our "culture of life"?
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Wed Sep-13-06 12:35 AM
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37. when a person feels there is no way out |
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their choices no longer exist
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Tue Sep-12-06 02:01 AM
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The 'health care' system down south makes me so livid. :grr:
It sounds like medicine kills more than the 100,000 estimated each year in the US - in the form of suicides.
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Tue Sep-12-06 04:17 PM
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33. So, let's pretend I want to do myself in. |
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Or the last 5 or 6 times I really wanted to, or the 3 actual attempts in my life I had made.
Would you have respected my decision to do it?
Isn't it a good thing somebody gave a damn?
It's going to take me a while to fully understand what you said.
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Tue Sep-12-06 01:22 AM
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4. What a tragedy.. I'm sorry. |
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Did they lose everything because of the medical issues? A federal police officer would have pretty good insurance, I assume. Maybe it was the long term care expenses?
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Tue Sep-12-06 01:57 AM
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even the best of health insurance doesn't cover the loss of income when you can't work
i don't know this case but i know other good people it happened to
even w. the best insurance in the world don't get sick or injured in your 30s or 40s, you're screwed in this world
healh insurance will pay for your care minus co-pays
it won't buy your food or educate your kid or pay the light bill
our welfare in this country is insulting and is only for people w. kids who can expect to work again
for everybody else, yeah, shoot me now
(sorry for the rant but the unfairness of the way people are treated for getting ill at the wrong age in this country, it just gets me going)
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Tue Sep-12-06 02:13 AM
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11. It was a good rant... no apology needed. nt |
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Tue Sep-12-06 02:18 AM
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12. thanks for understanding NT |
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Tue Sep-12-06 01:23 PM
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26. Then you cannot work..which is where you are insured..so work cancels |
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your insurance...cause COBRA is exhorbantly expensive...THEN you have a pre existing condition if you can EVEN ever get a job again.
AMERICAN HEALTH CARE SUCKS!
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Tue Sep-12-06 11:21 AM
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I would thinkg that too. Perhaps both their illnesses tapped the funds?
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Tue Sep-12-06 11:38 AM
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23. Yes, that's what I meant by "long term care expenses". |
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How old is your friend? Do you have any idea how his wife will manage now, if she can, at all?
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Tue Sep-12-06 01:27 AM
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I just learned friday that a former boyfriend -someone I always was planning on making up with once I got over being so mad at him- killed himself over two years ago. I've been pretty broken up and I'm finding myself teary-eyed at inappropriate times, like at work. :hug:
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Tue Sep-12-06 01:53 AM
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especially in America
losing everything sucks
everywhere
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Tue Sep-12-06 02:23 AM
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13. My condolences to your friend |
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and his family - and to you, Roon. :grouphug:
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Tue Sep-12-06 02:28 AM
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16. I'm sorry to hear that, Roon. |
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It is difficult to deal with. And the saddest thing is, sometimes people do get to a place where they just can't see a way out any longer.
My condolences to your friend and family, and to you too.
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Tue Sep-12-06 04:52 AM
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19. So sorry to hear of your friend's father killng |
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himself. My brother, now deceased, shot himself in the chest in 1993. He survived that attempt because the bullet missed his heart by an inch or so.
Yes, being poor in the US of A (USA!! USA!!! USA!!!) SUCKS. It sucks to not be able to answer the phone because you just know it's another bill collector calling for money you simply do not have. In a more civilized country having a heart attack and a liver transplant would not cause a family to fall into poverty but here in the pull your self up by your bootstraps land it does.
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Tue Sep-12-06 05:14 AM
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20. sorry roon -- i'm sure that was a real shock to learn. |
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Tue Sep-12-06 11:16 AM
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21. Thanks for the replies everyone |
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Tue Sep-12-06 11:38 AM
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so sorry!!
A colleague of mine has a friend who was in a very bad car accident 20 years ago and never fully recovered, she has been living in excruciating pain and discomfort for all this time. Well she has been diagnosed with inoperable cancer and only has a few months to live. She is ECSTATIC. Sometimes someone just can't take anymore.
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Tue Sep-12-06 12:40 PM
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25. OMG, Roon, that's tragic. |
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:cry: :hug: :( I don't know what makes people do what they do, but he must have been at the bottom of despair to have done that. I'm so sorry for your friend and his family, and for you. :hug:
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Tue Sep-12-06 02:14 PM
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I keep your friend, his family, and you in my thoughts and prayers... :hug::hug::hug:
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Tue Sep-12-06 02:41 PM
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31. My father in law did that to us... and his father to him, before that... |
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I am sorry for the pain your friend will carry forever. Suicide offers no closure. :hug:
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Tue Sep-12-06 04:33 PM
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36. These kind of life stories I |
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hear about and know to be true.....It is truly a stain on our kind,our species that people feel so alone and helpless that they take their own lives..I have no money,Christ I cant even afford my own place to live,I rent,crap job,no real prospects...dont ever feel that you are alone or that alone.I have seen enough to know that there is more to life than money....if you have real friends,or just one friend..then you are rich..I am a rich man,I found friends here that I never thought was possible.I hope tomorrow brings you a better day...Best Wishes..Peace..RK:+ WE are KINGS and QUEENS..the game
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