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Tue Oct-03-06 02:08 AM
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You think you know somebody. You think they know you. You think you know somebody. But man you never do.
Jackie used to live three blocks away from me. We used to throw a baseball and climb his old oak tree. We would smoke his daddy's cigarettes behind the picket fence. We swore that we would always be the best of friends. We would sit on the curb and talk on summer nights, 'Til Jackie's daddy called him, and he took off like a light.
Fridays were all the same our high school senior year. We hung out by the river and drank Black Label beer. We listened to the stories with all our old friends. And sometimes took a toke or two down by the river bend. I remember I promised Jackie I'd drive him home on Friday night. He said, "Go on without me. Buddy, I'll be alright."
We went off to college to start our Freshman year. I went to a school about an hour away from here. But you know Jackie, He took off, went to college out of state. He used to call me all the time and tell me it was great. He said, "I'm coming home for Christmas. I hope you'll do the same." He said that he would come, but Jackie never came.
When Jackie got married, I was his best man. He moved back to town. We were neighbors again. I met a woman. I got married, too. Our families got together every Sunday afternoon. His boy and my boy they would talk on summer nights. 'Til Jackie called his boy home, and he took off like a light.
Last night I saw the flashing lights, and I quickly rushed outside. A neighbor lady told me Jackie's youngest boy had died. I was shocked to see the police had Jackie handcuffed in the car. Until this morning's paper told me Jackie'd gone too far. Now they say Jackie's not the only one to blame. Battered children almost always grow up to do the same.
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Tue Oct-03-06 04:11 AM
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1. For awhile this one did ..But i'm ok now |
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she'll come back to me ..CAKE
Last night I said to her I didnt want to live inside a lie. If she wants him More than she wants me, Let this be. Shell come back to me. Shell come back to me. Shell come back.
All day I wait and wait To hear her footsteps on my walkway. She never came. She never even called. Shell come back to me. Shell come back to me. Shell come back.
Somehow I know it wont last. Somehow I know it wont last too long.
Shell come back to me. Shell come back to me. Shell come back to me. Shell come back to me.
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Tue Oct-03-06 11:03 AM
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2. oh yeah, that's a sad one... |
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sometimes its okay to have a good cry...cleanses the soul doncha think? :hug:
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Tue Oct-03-06 11:18 AM
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5. Yeah but i never refer to them as good . |
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My soul got a good washing during the last year. But that was then and this is now and I'm :)
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Tue Oct-03-06 11:27 AM
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6. good to hear it....and BTW you're |
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Tue Oct-03-06 01:39 PM
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Tue Oct-03-06 11:15 AM
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3. This one makes me sob like a baby |
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5am
Friday morning
Thursday night
Far from sleep
I'm still up and driving
Can't go home
obviously
So I'll just change direction
Cause they'll soon konw where I live
And I wanna live
Got a full tank and some chips
It was me and a gun
And a man on my back
And I sang "holy holy" as he buttoned down his pants
Me and a gun
and a man
On my back
But I haven't seen Barbados
So I must get out of this
Yes I wore a slinky red thing
Does that mean I should spread
For you, your friends, your father, Mr. Ed?
And I know what this means
Me and Jesus a few years back
Used to hang and he said
"It's your choice babe just remember
I don't think you'll be back in 3 days time
So you choose well"
Tell me what's right
Is it my right to be on my stomach
on Fred's Seville
Me and a gun
and a man
On my back
But I haven't seen Barbados
So I must get out of this
And do you know Carolina
Where the biscuits are soft and sweet
These things go through you head
When there's a man on your back
And you're pushed flat on your stomach
It's not a classic cadillac
Me and a gun
and a man
On my back
But I haven't seen Barbados
So I must get out of this
Khash.
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Tue Oct-03-06 11:18 AM
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4. is that Leonard Cohen?? |
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thanks for posting it :hi:
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Tue Oct-03-06 11:51 AM
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singing about her rape.
She's used it to help others.
It's a very personal song to me. Yesterday, I was shaving and I saw the scars on my stomach, standing naked in the mirror. And it all came rushing back.
I've tried to channel the fear, pain and anger to try and help other rape survivors. But it's never ever easy.
But I love the song because I know I'm not alone.
You like Leonard Cohen? I knew there was a reason I liked you. I have one of his CDs in my car and I've been listening to it for weeks. Did you see his show on PBS a few years ago? Brilliant.
Khash.
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Tue Oct-03-06 11:56 AM
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8. no, I missed it....but, Yeah , I love his stuff and his voice.. |
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Edited on Tue Oct-03-06 11:57 AM by wildhorses
and Khash....:hug:
you know you gave the best advice ever?
"Stay the fuck out of GD" Khash
simply put and brilliantly stated:patriot:
but, sometimes I forget:P
I have got to get me some Tori Amos :thumbsup:
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Tue Oct-03-06 12:07 PM
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9. Well I blew it this morning and went there |
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I was doing this whole cool banner thing for you.
"Stay the fuck out of GD" - Khash. As quoted by wildhorses.
But my computer crashed :(
Khash.
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Tue Oct-03-06 12:16 PM
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10. you are funny and sweet and |
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I think I love you and I hope someday we meet and maybe we can go for a ride with the top down and feel the wind in our hair and the sun on our face and remember what it is that we love about the human race
mucho hugs for you, friend
it is an honor
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Tue Oct-03-06 12:26 PM
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11. Memories never quite go away. |
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Edited on Tue Oct-03-06 12:26 PM by ThomCat
And scars are cruel reminders.
:hug:
Be well, Khash.
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Tue Oct-03-06 01:51 PM
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13. oh ThomCat...thanks for posting... |
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I hope I did not scare him with my post. :hi:
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Tue Oct-03-06 02:14 PM
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:hi:
I get the impression that he doesn't scare that easily. He's a strong person.
I hope you're well too. :hug:
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Tue Oct-03-06 06:43 PM
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Scare me? No way! One of your posts to me was so sweet and kind and loving I've had a huge grin on my face all day!
Khash.
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