I hate DU

[graywarrior]

Except I love DU.

But then again, I mostly hate it.

Except for when I sorta love it.

Oh, I know....I hate it AND I love it.

Mostly I hate DU, but my love for it is more addictive. I hate addiction.

So I probably just need it and not love it at all.

I've been trying to leave here for about a month, but I can't. It's making me nuts.

Fuck. I hate this.

And I hate most everyone here.

Not really.

Well, maybe.

Or maybe not.

Sorry...I'm sorta in a strange place. Forgive me.

And it's ok to not respond, because I expect that.

[speedoo]

1. Guess what.

I'm in the same place. Pretty much the same place. So I understand.

Maybe you feel a little better now, knowing you're not alone? I think I do after reading your post.

[RevolutionaryActs]

14. SPEEDOO!!!

HI! :hi:

[speedoo]

48. Hiya Rev!!

I still lurve ya, you know.

:P :* :hi:

[RevolutionaryActs]

49. Well of course, everyone loves me.

*crickets*


... or maybe not? :rofl: :P

[graywarrior]

24. Did you get to see Bob?

[speedoo]

47. Yeah, and he was pissed you were not there.

I told him you were not gonna show and he says: "Why the fuck NOT!!!???"

I said, well she's in Florida. He says: "So?"

Anyway, I drove him up there. Here's a video from the trip:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JUOuT7y_ccQ





:rofl:

[graywarrior]

51. Wicked cool. Is that really you?

Listen to this guy. Click on his two Dylan covers.

http://www.myspace.com/larrylyonsl

[speedoo]

59. Larry's very good.

I will have to go see him, if I ever get to Ohio.

So thanks, "Bob Dylan's Future Wife".






(nah, it's not really me. I just thought it was good for some giggles.)

[graywarrior]

61. Well, it was a way cool video.

Nothing better than hitting the road with the truckers and singing along with the Bobster.

[lost-in-nj]

2. bad day???

We love you.....

nuff said

:yourock: :yourock: :hug:



lost

[RetroLounge]

3. Sound pretty familiar...

:hug:

RL

[Left Is Write]

4. Here's a song for you, because it seems to describe how you feel.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ba7lNTuPPXQ

[NMDemDist2]

5. don't leave us Gwarrior!!!!

:cry:

[CaliforniaPeggy]

6. My dear graywarrior...

I understand, really I do...

I know you don't hate me...

I wish you didn't feel so conflicted, sweetie...

I've been there too.......

You are greatly loved, you know...:loveya: :hug:

[bigwillq]

7. But I love YOU!

Hope that makes you feel better. :hi: :hug:

You're one cool chick and I hope you don't leave this place. Well even if you do, I can still see you on myspace. But don't leave or I will cry. :)

[Fire Walk With Me]

8. Don't leave until the impeachment sets in.

[mainegreen]

9. Really?

Actually, I think most of us feel that way about DU.

[Xipe Totec]

10. Hate me

walk all over me with your high heeled shoes,

condemn me.

just don't forget me...

:hug:

[graywarrior]

11. Oh yeah. Think I that easy?

[wildhorses]

12. in the immortal words of khaska (remember him?)

STAY THE FUCK OUT OF GD

best advice i have ever gotten. i forget it from time to time. instantly regret it, too.

:hug:

[graywarrior]

16. I'm actually safer over there.

[bigwillq]

18. In some ways, we all are.

The Lounge reminds me so much of Romper Room sometimes.

:hug:

[graywarrior]

22. Romper Room with little devils

[wildhorses]

26. uh-oh

are you me? you are really scaring me now :scared:

i thought it was just me feeling ambivalent about this dump:rofl:

[graywarrior]

35. Be very afraid.

[idgiehkt]

13. I can relate in some ways

It's all about energy. Sometimes the energy stinks, and some times it is awesome. I put a bunch of professional shit disturbers on 'ignore all threads', and that helped the "aura" alot for me. But if people like you leave this place won't have any redeeming qualities at all. I'm not really here to socialize, I'm here to have my horizons expanded and my mind blown, lol...I want people to unkink my and rekink my sulci...

[RevolutionaryActs]

15. Drama queen.

:eyes:



:evilgrin::rofl:



Actually I have been where you are right now many, many times. But then I get friends like you and it's not quite so bad. :hug:

[graywarrior]

17. I feel safe when you're here.

[RevolutionaryActs]

20. As well you should

[graywarrior]

23. My heroine...

....or heroin.

[RevolutionaryActs]

28. I think it's the latter...

:smoke:

[graywarrior]

36. Cyberdrug!

[RevolutionaryActs]

41. Yessum

.....








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wait for it...

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... wait for it....






Oh yeahhhhh

[graywarrior]

42. Different drug.

Both in the same place=deadly.

[truedelphi]

64. How the heck can you feel safe in here? There's this tied up duck thing-ee

And then there is this bouncing bouncing bounce thing-ee

It's scary - like back in the day when that spook Fred Rogers used to put on HIS sweater in HIS neighborhood.

[Haole Girl]

19. Are you reading my mind again?

:crazy:

Did I write that?

:rofl:

I wouldn't go as far as saying I hate most everyone though...

though most everyone hates me.

[idgiehkt]

21. no they don't

not by a long shot. That's just static, ignore it. :hug:

[Haole Girl]

25. Well, except for you and 3 others...

...well, make that 2. :hug:

Why am I still here?

I'm backing away from the computer now......

:hi:

[Ptah]

33. .

[Haole Girl]

34. Jeez...

You made me sign on again...just to give you this...

:hug:

[graywarrior]

38. You make me keep coming back to this hellhole.

Damn you.
:hug:

[idgiehkt]

39. naw baby

I don't know how to put it any more bluntly: some people hate themselves. If they come here seeking to work out internal conflict (and I've been here long enough to notice who is constanty surrounded by conflict of one kind or another i.e. they are creating it) I make them go bye-bye. Life is too short, and I don't need that in my life. It's projection, don't let anyone trick you into thinking differently.

[bigwillq]

27. I don't hate you.

I lurve you. :hi: :hug:

[Haole Girl]

30. OK...

Thanks....I'm really leaving now...bye!! :hug: :hi:

[bigwillq]

37. Where are you going?

:shrug:

[graywarrior]

29. I hate you so much I love you.

Go suck on that.

[Haole Girl]

31. lol!

Same to you!!

:rofl:

[The Straight Story]

32. Kick. Not really a kick. Well maybe a kick. :) (nt)

[Danger Mouse]

40. *gasp* i'm teeeeelllllling on you!

skiiiiiiiiiiiner, graywarrior is talking bad about Duuuuuuuuuu....

[graywarrior]

43. I hate him the most.

He started this addiction. He makes me drink.

[Danger Mouse]

44. *gasp* *gasp*

:cry: i can't listen to this. it's too upsettttting.

[graywarrior]

45. How do you think I feel....being the center of my own universe and all?

The nuns taught me to blame anyone else but myself.

[Danger Mouse]

46. must be tough, all that dodging of responsibility...

:D

[graywarrior]

52. It's wicked easy when you're shallow.

[Danger Mouse]

54. I'm as shallow as a kiddie pool.

Beat that. :crazy:

[graywarrior]

55. I'm as shallow as a puddle of puppy pee.

[Danger Mouse]

56. i'm as shallow as a pool of worm vomit.

[graywarrior]

57. I'm shallower than sperm spit.

[Danger Mouse]

58. i won't try and top that one.

you win. :P

[graywarrior]

62. Some are sicker than others.

Pitiful to win at something like that.

[Redneck Socialist]

50. Yeah, I tried the whole leaving thing...

Didn't work out so well, obviously.

Just accept that you will waste an inordinate amount of time here and move on.

(shrug) That's what I did anyway.

[graywarrior]

53. Hiking in the fog ontop Mt. Washington is easier than leaving here.

[Redneck Socialist]

60. LOL! Here though I don't run the risk of walking off a cliff

Though that might be a less painful fate than getting into a flame war in GD some days.

[graywarrior]

63. Or running into a Moose who is trying to mate.

Although you could get into trouble here with that too. There are so many opportunities for self hatred and flagellation here at DU.

[Redneck Socialist]

65. Ummm, OK...

This thread just took a darker turn than I expected.

Sure DU can be filled with self indulgent wankery, but I still find it 1) pretty damn amusing more often than not and 2) regularly 12 to 24 hours ahead of the news cycle and as a result a pretty good source for political news.

Hope you're doing OK.

[graywarrior]

66. I'll pull out of it with some therapy.

Actually I have a spinning class tomorrow morning at 5:15 so that will add to my charm.

[GenDem]

67. I haven't been on much at all

Been spending time at my families lake cottage, and while there is an internet connection, there isn't a computer -- unless my brother is home with his laptop. I am not addicted enough to haul my desktop down there.

I do miss this place, and feel a tad bit disconnected from the people here due to my long absence.

I do hope you stay, because I enjoy your posts, and don't think this place would be the same without your brazen wit.

[graywarrior]

69. Back atcha, GenDem

I think I need to take a more active role in some political forum out in the real world. I fell like I am getting nothing done, but yada yada yada about bs.

[GenDem]

74. That helps

There is so much shit going on right now. It's like our entire constitution is hanging on a precipice. Maybe because I am sensing that we are right on the verge of possibly tipping the scale, and getting these ass-hats out -- either by throwing them out or letting the clock run out on their reign of terror. The bottom line is the bullshit that has gone on in the past 6 1/2 years is so unbelievably depressing, and has felt so futile.

I am involved locally, and it has been petition time so I've been out and about getting signatures. The involvement helps. We have a potential candidate for my congressional district that looks to be a superb candidate, so I have popped them an email, and am ready to jump into that one. You might want to call your local committee and get involved, if you're not already. Just seeing your passion on here, tells me that your energy would be mighty powerful.

[SPKrazy]

68. I hate graywarrior...

well no i fucking don't! I love her!

I hate DU! well no i fucking don't, i love it too!

I hate no one here, truly I don't.

Sometimes I wish I did, but I don't.

:hi:

[graywarrior]

70. Join the club.

[SPKrazy]

72. The rest of my post said I LOVE GRAYWARRIOR!

and I actually was just talking with someone about how great you actually are! :woohoo:


:hug:

[Haole Girl]

73. Real friends stab you in the front. n/t

[SPKrazy]

75. Okay, I agree...

:shrug:

I just don't know what you refer to. I haven't stabbed graywarrior anywhere.

[SPKrazy]

76. ...

I'm sorry








that's all.

[VenusRising]

71. You just taken some time for you.

We all need to decompress and figure out what direction we're pointed in sometimes.

Hang in there, honey.

:hug::loveya:

[graywarrior]

77. LOL. To the Du'rs who cast 4 votes for this thread, thank you, ya sick fucks.

That is all.

[idgiehkt]

78. make it 5

:rofl: :rofl: :rofl:

[graywarrior]

79. SiCKO.

:headbang:

[speedoo]

80. There is honor amongst us sick fucks.

Part of our sickness is looking out for one another, ya know?

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=G0e4saINO_s

A worried man with a worried mind
No one in front of me and nothing behind
There's a woman on my lap and she's drinking champagne
Got white skin, got assassin's eyes
I'm looking up into the sapphire tempered skies
I'm well dressed, waiting on the last train
Standin' on the gallows with my head in the noose
Any minute now I'm expectin' all hell to break loose

People are crazy and times are strange
I'm locked in tight, I'm out of range
I used to care but - things have changed.

(this verse omitted in the video... too bad)
This place ain't doin' me any good
I'm in the wrong town, I should've been in Hollywood
Just for a second there I thought I saw something move
Gonna take dancin' lessons, do the jitterbug rag
Ain't no shortcuts, gonna dress in drag
Only a fool in here would think he got anythin' to prove
Lotta water under the bridge, lotta other stuff too
Don't get up gentlemen, I'm only passing through

People are crazy and times are strange
I'm locked in tight, I'm out of range
I used to care but - things have changed.

I've been walkin' forty miles of bad road
If the Bible is right the world will explode
I'm tryin' to get as far away from myself as I can
Some things are too hot to touch
The human mind can only stand so much
You can't win with a losing hand
Feel like falling in love with the first woman I meet
Puttin' her in a wheelbarrow and wheelin' her down the street

People are crazy and times are strange
I'm locked in tight, I'm out of range
I used to care but - things have changed.

I hurt easy, I just don't show it
You can hurt someone and not even know it
The next sixty seconds could be like an eternity
Gonna get lowdown, gonna fly high
All the truth in the world adds up to one big lie
I'm in love with a woman that don't even appeal to me
Mr. Jinx and miss Lucy they jumped in a lake
I'm not that eager to make a mistake

People are crazy and times are strange
I'm locked in tight, I'm out of range
I used to care but - things have changed.

[JustABozoOnThisBus]

81. You are a lost, conflicted soul ...

have you been visiting "General Discussions" again?

Don't go there.

:hi:

[graywarrior]

82. It's better there sometimes.

And I love angst. Too bad I didn't have acne and raging hormones to go along with it.