The RetroLounge Daily Poem Thread (Tue 6/3/2008)

[RetroLounge]

The Woman who could not live with her faulty heart

I do not mean the symbol
of love, a candy shape
to decorate cakes with,
the heart that is supposed
to belong or break;

I mean this lump of muscle
that contracts like a flayed biceps,
purple-blue, with its skin of suet,
its skin of gristle, this isolate,
this caved hermit, unshelled
turtle, this one lungful of blood,
no happy plateful.

All hearts float in their own
deep oceans of no light,
wetblack and glimmering,
their four mouths gulping like fish.
Hearts are said to pound:
this is to be expected, the heart’s
regular struggle against being drowned.

But most hearts say, I want, I want,
I want, I want. My heart
is more duplicitious,
though no twin as I once thought.
It says, I want, I don’t want, I
want, and then a pause.
It forces me to listen,

and at night it is the infra-red
third eye that remains open
while the other two are sleeping
but refuses to say what it has seen.

It is a constant pestering
in my ears, a caught moth, limping drum,
a child’s fist beating
itself against the bedsprings:
I want, I don’t want.
How can one live with such a heart?

Long ago I gave up singing
to it, it will never be satisfied or lulled.
One night I will say to it:
Heart, be still,
and it will.

Margaret Atwood

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:hi:

RL

[lizziegrace]

1. ...

"I want, I don’t want.
How can one live with such a heart?

Long ago I gave up singing
to it, it will never be satisfied or lulled.
One night I will say to it:
Heart, be still,
and it will. "

:hug:

[RetroLounge]

2. le sigh

Long ago I gave up singing
to it, it will never be satisfied or lulled.

RL

[lizziegrace]

4. This one is perfection

Margaret Atwood is my hero.

sigh...

[xchrom]

3. ...

I mean this lump of muscle
that contracts like a flayed biceps,
purple-blue, with its skin of suet,
its skin of gristle, this isolate,
this caved hermit, unshelled
turtle, this one lungful of blood,
no happy plateful.

[lizziegrace]

5. morning love...

:hug:

[xchrom]

7. mornin love!

:donut: :hug:

[BlueIris]

6. This one is greeeaaat. Mind-meld. nt

[RetroLounge]

9. ...

Found her Selected Poems book yesterday...

:hi:

RL

[CaliforniaPeggy]

8. My dear Retro...

Oh, this is perfect!

Poetic and yet so vividly understandable!

Thank you...

:hi: