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Edited on Fri Jun-27-08 11:25 AM by WildEyedLiberal
He was my first "serious" relationship so I was quite wide-eyed, idealistic, romantic, etc. He became exactly what he knew I was looking for in a man and proceeded to use me, encouraging me to develop strong feelings for him and using them to manipulate me. He claimed he felt the same way but I know now that it was, from the beginning, a grotesque charade. Fortunately, I wasn't the kind of woman he decided he wanted - I am strong willed and did not acquiesce to his every whim or hang onto his every word. This irritated him because he imagines that he is the most intelligent, the funniest, the most handsome, the most superlative man ever born on planet earth. If you don't fall all over yourself with fawning adulation, he has absolutely no use for you - not even the barest shred of empathy. When I wore rose-colored glasses and DID think the sun shone out of his ass, things were wonderful. But when he upped the ante and became increasingly more demanding and controlling, and I put my foot down, he dumped me without so much as a backwards glance. As you said, there were warning signs, but he was so "kind" most of the time that I dismissed them as statistical outliers. When he realized that I wouldn't have Stockholm Syndrome and continue to be his "friend" and let him use me as proof to all his future conquests that he is "on good terms" with all his ex's, he took a great deal of delight in being as malicious and hateful as he could. Funnily enough, that was the only time he was ever honest with me about his true motives, I believe. I haven't spoken with him in months and sincerely hope I never see or hear of him again. I just hate that he is still stalking the earth and preying on innocent naive girls. He wasted no time in finding a new plaything, some poor naive 20 year old girl that barely speaks English. I feel awful for her and hope she realizes what a monster he is before it's too late. I'm just glad I got out of that situation relatively early and unscathed. I can only imagine the horror of investing months or years in him only to have my world destroyed.
I second this post; the OP needs to give his brother TONS of emotional support right now, because being the victim of a sociopath is one of the most confidence-shaking experiences that can happen to a person. He needs to get tested for everything ASAP, and if god forbid he did contract something from his psycho ex, he needs to get lots of mental support as well as physical treatment, because this is NOT HIS FAULT. I don't know if I'll ever fully trust a potential partner again, although my confidence thankfully has recovered for the most part by now, as I am fully aware that he was a smooth operator and there's no way I could have foreseen what a complete pathological fiend he'd end up being. And my situation pales in comparison to the OP, so believe me, he needs all the help and support you can offer him right now.
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