datasuspect
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Thu Jan-28-10 10:46 PM
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i'm gonna put it to you like this: |
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-if you ain't winning, you are losing
-you must haul ass and get paid
-it's a tough business
-only the strong survive
i have long term mood and personality disorders and lifelong depression, but no matter how bad or hopeless i feel, i have to go where i need to be and make money for the company.
if i am not bringing in revenue, i don't have a job. there is no other use for me. i can't be overhead.
so i must haul ass and get paid no matter what. no excuses. no matter how bad i feel or however fucked up my attitude is, i have to catch it and replace it.
sometimes, even to this day, i fantasize about sticking guns in my mouth. but i don't have the courage to do that.
it's what they call ideation. people can be very complicated and simple at the same time.
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Haole Girl
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Thu Jan-28-10 10:49 PM
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1. You had me right up until the "i fantasize about sticking guns in my mouth." |
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