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My back hurts - this is an understatement. I have a herniated disc, a pinched nerve and an out of whack Sciatica - but that's just me, how are you? :)
Anyway, I have tried many things to stop the pain. The most effective yet most dangerous (in terms of turning me into a useless zombie) was 90mg of Morphine, 30 mg of Vicodin per day. Along with a bunch of other benzos. When I realized this might not be how I want to spend my life, I quit, stepping down just like you're supposed to. After you build opiate tolerance, you can cut 20%, wait 3 days, cut another 20% and so on. Without suffering. And yes, go off of these things all of a sudden and yes, you'll suffer.
Anyway, when I finally kicked it, I went on Kratom - a legal, available and effective mild opiate. The only legal opiate (other than Imodium) out there.
Quitting Morphine was doable, and I did.
No looking back here.
Then I decided, enough with the Kratom, quit it! So I went from my 1 gram a day Kratom habit to nothing.
Before I did this, however, I should have read up on it. Stepping down from this would have been much easier.
So yesterday, I was a damaged child, cowering in the corner. Today, I'm a suffering fool, wandering about the house with depression and dizziness.
Fun fun.
Third day's the charm, and after Monday I'll be somewhat normal again.
Any suggestions?
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