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Edited on Mon Nov-03-08 10:16 PM by lcdnumber6
I just saw the news about his grandmother, and the emotional distance I have been trying to maintain throughout this race is gone. I'm not the oldest gal on the block, but I've been through 4 presidential cycles that I gave a damn about, and this one is really the clincher for me.
Funny, I wasn't involved in this presidential race until I went to the caucuses, where I, as an undecided Democratic voter, asked Clinton and Obama supporters why I should support their candidate on the issues that mattered most to me - the energy crises (yes, plural) and keeping USA competitive in science/technology. A barrage of Obama voters intelligently talked to me about Obama's record. So I felt comfortable enough to vote for Obama, although I had regrets that I turned my back on the first viable female candidate.
Then, Obama's name started to come up in science/technology books where his record demonstrated that he could craft innovative solutions to "my" issues, and I was impressed. So, Obama won over my intellect purely on his accomplishments as a Senator, even before I knew about all of his other outstanding credentials.
But then, as the primaries wore on and as the presidential race wore on, I started to notice something about him that stirred something else. His intention, his absolute knowing that this is the right time and the right place for him to help this country is palpable through the airwaves. And lord help me if he's the best actor in the world, but his sincerity about his desire to help this country is undeniable.
Then I started to have the most uplifting, down to earth dreams about Barack and Michelle. In these dreams, I drive Barack and Michelle around in my 1994 Ford Ranger, and we would have the most awesome discussions before I drop them off at a rally. Then I found out other people I know were having similar dreams. Kooky, yes. But there it is.
So, Barack's candidacy does not just mean to me "Yes We Can" on a superficial level of yes we can get the vote. His candidacy to me represents Yes *I* Can move beyond all of the hurt, all of the wounds, and come out of hiding after 8 long years to work hard to make this country better again. When when, WHEN Obama becomes President, I will be proud and ready to work hard beyond the election season for this country.
And of course the Fates have allowed me to be on a business trip in Chicago this week! Let's all meet in Grant Park tomorrow nite, in person or in spirit!
Namaste Lisa
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