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I actually used to have some respect for McCain. And I think he had all the best intentions of running an honorable campaign. I really believe that. But they got to him, dragged him somewhere and sat him down, and told him, THIS is how you win, THIS is what you MUST say. If you don't, we lose. TRUST US, it has worked before, and will work again. See, to be successful or to get anywhere at all in the Republican Party, you have to play by their rules. They own you, and they do not hesitate to threaten to remove you, betray you, and ostracize you at all. And the people who go along, play nicely, and are the most committed to the cause, are the ones they allow to move up the ladder. They needed McCain, and used him for all he's worth, and I'm sure he was told he had better go along with it. You just say this, and let us (the campaign, the conservative media, the pundits, the talking heads, all of them) handle the rest. I think it really got to him to sit and have strategy meetings with all of those guys, who did not hesitate at all to use dirty tricks, lies, and smears, the "anything to win" attitude, especially since the same team had used them ON HIM not that long ago. I really feel like deep inside he hated saying those things, at first. But towards the end, I don't know if they told him he had to "sell" the hate more, or if the desperation and annoyance started getting under his skin, but he seemed to sound more committed. But the last few weeks, I have heard the weariness and shame in his voice. I have heard it coming through, he is not happy with who he has become. Sitting on the stage, listening to HIS supporters yelling those awful things, I think it hurt him inside. Is this who I am? Is this what I inspire? I think he coudn't wait for his campaign to be over, win or not.
Now that its over, and worsely, he lost, he knows he will be abandoned, left on the side of the road. All the support, and all the help he had will be gone soon. The swarm of people all around him vanish. He will go home and sit down quietly and contemplate if selling his soul was really worth it. Was giving in and saying all those nasty lies worth it, even if he won? Maybe he'll be able to come to grips with all that he has done. Maybe he can tell himself, "Well that is politics. That's just how it is." Or maybe, "Well, it would have been worth it had I won. Then, I could have done some real good." He might just lower his head, and close his eyes, and say a little prayer. For me, all he has to do is come out one time, and just once, say "I'm sorry". That's all. But if he did, his political career would be over. That one little gesture in my mind would erase everything he had done, and restore his honor that he had strayed from. We all fall from grace, and none of us really deserve to be forgiven. But if someone comes forth genuinely, and asks for it, who can say they have no honor?
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