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Proust knew the power of the senses. He was transported by a scent of a favorite treat baking, and who among us hasn't had a moment like that with a glass of wine, a bite of a peach, a moment over a meal with a loved one, that split-second when you look out at the grand table you've put together and all your family members sitting there, digging in, and you could weep with gratitude and happiness?
I smell apricots, ripe apricots, and I am with my brand new husband in 1969, camping our way across the country, stumbling across an apricot grove within Zion, in Utah, and the scent at twilight was heady. In the silence, we could hear ripe fruit dropping. We were in love. You know what happened next.
My cousin, hosting me at his new Japanese restaurant on the riverfront of Society Hill in Philadelphia, and he tells me to close my eyes, he puts something in my mouth, and it is so incredible, when I can talk, I say to him, "This is the taste I want in my mouth as I lay dying," and as he smiles at me, I realize that we really do look exactly alike, me dark, him blond, and my heart soars with a new kind of love.
I'm lying in bed, recovering from oral surgery, impacted wisdom teeth removed, and when I awaken, my small daughters are sitting beside the bed, the older one holding a bowl and carefully working a spoon in the bowl. I can't talk very well, but she and her sister, with all the wisdom of seven- and five-year-olds everywhere, had decided that I'd need to eat and so they had a bowl of ice cream, which they were dutifully mashing into a liquid so that I could sip it. Strawberry ice cream can still put tears in my eyes..............
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