The last couple of weeks I have had this feeling of just...waiting...

[Callie McAllie]

waiting for something, I don't know what...just waiting...waiting...marking time...is something coming?

Is anybody else feeling this?

[Kookaburra]

1. Waiting...

... and cleaning up messes -- mine and other people's -- and watching as the wars still wage and the crazies still seem to be in control...and not being able to do a bloody thing to stop it. It's enough to make you want to run screaming into the streets.

[Why Syzygy]

4. Gather your energy..

Hope you don't mind me saying so, but you feel scattered. All is well in your Center. Find it.
The world will be.
:hug:

[Kookaburra]

5. Your advice is welcome. Thank you.

You're right -- I am scattered.

Life has absolutely kicked my butt these last few years, and try as hard as I can to hold it all together, it wants to fall apart. I know that's a common occurrence among the members of this board, but knowing that others are going through it doesn't make it any easier to handle.

Add to that the fact that my empathic "gifts" have been in overdrive, and you have the jewel you see before.

I know the center is solid -- just having a little trouble getting there lately.

[Why Syzygy]

7. I didn't mean.

Sorry, I meant your ENERGY feels scattered. Not "you". Should have rephrased that. I'm not an "Empath", though I have a lot of empathy. I DO know what it is like to invest my energies in too many places and leave myself abandoned. I learned to consciously pull my energies back within. Hope you find something that works like that for you.

[Kookaburra]

8. Thanks WS

Probably 75% of this is PMS-Pity-Party, and it'll get better in about a week. You're right though: my energy is scattered and needs to be reigned in.

[OneGrassRoot]

2. Feels that way....

The "air" is thick with anger, fear, frustration and a multitude of negative emotions, with challenges manifesting all around.

I don't have the energy to run into the streets. I just want to stay in bed until whatever is going on passes. Feels futile to attempt anything other than the bare basics of daily survival, quite frankly.

Since 9/11/01 this type of density has occurred this time of year repeatedly, awaiting something big.

Each year it seems to feel more intense and more dense than the previous.

Interesting.

Wake me when it's over or when FirstLight's kitty returns.

:)

:grouphug:

[MorningGlow]

3. Absolutely, Callie

For the first time in my life, I've gotten into a comfortable habit of talking to my angels first thing in the morning and before going to sleep at night. And when I ask them about a particular situation in my life--what to do about it, how to react, what choices to make--I get the same message over and over: "Wait."

Which, of course, makes me instead of My own failing of course. It's a good lesson in patience. However, I'd rather get a clear plan of action! x(

I wonder how long this phase is going to go on.

[liberalmuse]

6. Most definitely.

I've had the same feeling for a little over a week now. I know what I'm waiting or, but it's odd that others are feeling this way, for different reasons.