"Breaking The Fever"

[I Have A Dream]

"Breaking The Fever"
by Karen Bishop
April 21, 2005

Greetings!

The last week of April finally brought in the turning point we have been wishing for… what a long haul it has been! But the longer the haul, the much bigger the rewards and more glorious the outcomes. A friend of mine likens it to an engine stalling; never really getting going, but certainly trying. But oh so surely the pieces are arriving in due order. And during the end of April, things really began to shift.

And all in preparation for our New roles. So much loss and disconnecting, but all in preparation for a very New connecting to very New people, places, roles and supports.

This last phase since January was a real doozy, but it was also so very vital for where we are headed and for where we are finally beginning to arrive.

With the detoxing being felt throughout our bodies (which still continues), to the severe grieving for the loss of all the illusions, to the most last phase of the “dumping” of more darkness within us, this process can really take a toll.

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http://www.whatsuponplanetearth.com/Archives%202005/april21.2006.htm

[rumpel]

1. It has taken a toll.

I have to go heal or lick my wounds - to post any thoughts...

[NMDemDist2]

2. yup

January we hear our biz has to close (thru no fault of our own) and it's been a roller coaster ever since. close the biz March 17, take a quick trip to New Mexico in late april, putting the AZ house on the market in two weeks

yeah, I'd say things are moving....

[villager]

3. been aware of "ambient grief" -- mine, collective

...as something that must be "walked through," of late...

hmmm...