I need a Tarot reading - Fast!

[Why Syzygy]

If anyone can. I've been in what has turned out to be a disasterous relationship for the past year. Have been interviewing roommates and he is supposed to move in tomorrow. This town has a lot of roommates. His references check out really well. I'm not looking for any spooning, just a good old split the bills. I had to put him off because I had to go to the hospital Sunday for three days. He has already given me money, which I could return if necessary, I guess. It is my lease. Besides my ex leaving me in the middle of the lease and bills he never intended to pay, I found out today he had our gas bills forwarded to some address he doesn't even know! They finally arrived. I think he has been running from bills. Now this guy (ex) has been lots of fun at times but became increasingly abusive and always a control freak. He said he likes it that way. In fact ya'll have given me good advice on leaving him, which I didn't listen to. The new roommate insists that he really has to move now and will make the most of it. We are going on a month to month lease. I just don't need any more trouble from ANYONE. If I had a place to go, I would just move, but I don't at the moment. I think I can find somewhere with in a month. When I talk to him I get a pretty good feel and his references are excellent. But if I want to call the whole thing off before noon tomorrow, I can! I have to think of myself. If I don't get this new lease, the ex has every right to enter the property. I know it isn't right, but that's the way it is. I feel safer with someone else here. I'm afraid to sleep or go about my routine chores.

Please can someone read, even a three card and give me some insight. Will be forever grateful and return the favor for you next time. Thanks.

[Mist]

1. FWIW, here's a reading I just did :

[Why Syzygy]

2. Thanks.

I also asked for a dream answer. The first dream I had last night was fantastic. It was an elaborate child's birthday party, adults included. It was just a huge, brightly colored fantasy land and went from one amazing scene to another. It went on for a very long time and everyone was bright and cheery. I woke up after a couple of hours and was just in awe. I had a second dream I don't remember, but woke up wanting to turn over and tell my husband (former) all about it. Sometimes in dreams I forget we are not married any more. The last dream was another party with adults as the main feautre and fresh fish of all colorful sorts cooked in many different ways. I don't know what fish means in dreams but there was tons of it. There was one disagreement I had with the hostess at this party, but we sat together at the final dinner table after we had discussed our differences. I also had an idea on how to avoid the pitfal from my last roommate situation.

Thank you for your reading.

[insane_cratic_gal]

3. Here's something I posted to you

back in a bottom thread when you asked for advice

Consider this guy a Note from the Universe
Study study study, he is everything you gave up. Have you not seen pieces of your old self in his own controlling side? So let me ask you why are you still standing their watching yourself in Male form? Perhaps she is reminding you this is where you need to move away from, cut the cord and trust there is something better around the bend.

Your past this, you know by looking at him and his behaviors that to expect and control anything outside of your own self is foolish and full of ego.

I'm an Aquarius, I can tell you, you can't tell us anything. Nope we have to come to it ourselves or with very subtle hints, we don't like being pushed. We fall in love and out just as quickly. And once we have made up our minds that we are done, we are done. At the same time we tend to be humanitarian, unconventional, dreamers yet rational and quirky at the same time. It's our nature. We move along at our own pace. It's what our mates tend to be attracted to, that same thing that eventually drives them mad. (ask my husband!)

I would say, intuitively you know this isn't the right one, you would just like him to be. Walk away, there's another one around the corner, how does fall sound? I got October for some odd reason, I don't claim to be psychic I just sometimes get impressions and I felt by fall you'll be invested in a much healthier relationship.




Plus you are discovering so much about yourself the two of you won't be in the same place for long, In fact! he's lagging behind! your miles ahead of him on your journey, how long will you delay yourself waiting for him? Move forward, learn to nurture yourself and the universe will take care of the rest.



I tend to agree I get a good okay vibe for the new roomy, I think he may be your Oct surprise lol

[Why Syzygy]

4. I'm sorry I missed that.. I sometimes lose track of posts..

I know very well that Aquarians don't like to be pushed. The corner was definitely turned when it dawned on him that I was through being controlled. It was almost like he saw a ghost. His moon is in Scorpio and the power struggles were intense. His ascendant is Cancer, so he retreats faster than most. He told me he left too soon. But, once he left, three times, yeah, he finally made up his mind. It is over for me with him. When I get over I get over too. And I went through a very definite rebirthing episode which cleared out all those delusions.

I'm not looking for anyone else! I certainly don't see the new roommy in that way at all. But I have learned to heed, heed, HEED, the control freak messages sent, no matter how curious I might be. That's why I'm setting strong boundaries with new roomie, and all other encounters. My astro forcast mentions October too. But at this point, I am not interested. I have a new kitty who makes a wonderful sleep mate :D

Thanks for all your wisdom. It means a lot.

edit: Yesterday and last night I was so fearful. I was so tired, but so afraid to go to sleep. But right before I fell asleep, I got this message: "I am Love". What a wonderful feeling. And then the really cool dream!