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It's really fascinating. And I apologize in advance for a long post. But this thread had sunk down, and this site -- I find it really fascinating.
I printed out one of the free books. I've been reading about this stuff for a while, and while a great deal of it goes over my head, some of it also resonates very well.
I remember quite clearly one day in college chemistry class, this would be the early seventies, when we were looking at electrons and shells, and how the electrons orbited around the nucleus of the atom. And the teacher was telling us that no, they didn't do that circle, orbiting thing that we had probably been taught. That they vibrated in a wave, and that there was a probability that an electron was in a particular location.
That part, I think, is Heidigger's (sp?) uncertainty principle, that the more you know about, say, the location of a subatomic particle, the less you know about its position, and vice versa, the more you know about its position, the less you can know about its velocity and direction and all that. So that, gee whiz, you just CANNOT know exactly where it is and how fast it is going in what direction, because by observing this subatomic particle you have had such a great effect on it that you have altered it, and there is no way to know what it would have done, had you not observed it.
Sorry for the long-windedness.
This really struck me. Kind of knocked me out, at the time.
Then, there were pictures of the shapes of the waves that the electrons were supposedly vibrating in. Some kind of standing waves. Whatever. And one of them was just like a soundwave, like a guitar string. And you split it in half, with a node, or like a guitar string, put your finger there, and it was an octave higher. (Correction: they were all rather like soundwaves, I think, but one looked like a guitar string. The others were more complex and round. But they all added up to the OCTAVE!)
And all of a sudden, in a flash, I was looking at the periodic table, and I thought, oh, my God, the universe is made of waves, it's all connected, music and light and matter, it's all the same! And I figured out how it worked in the first two or three lines of the periodic table, but I couldn't make it work any further. So I kind of let it go. I was a theatre major at the time. I was taking chemistry because I thought I might want to go to medical school.
So now, reading this site, it seems that's what they're saying. I had since then come across explanation that the universe is, indeed, all waves. And I would kind of remember that moment, and not be too surprised. But not illuminated, either.
At the only other moment of great illumination I ever had, I was actually on some kind of a psychedelic drug, not too much, because I was very sensitive then. And I suddenly had this vision of everything being -- I didn't know what it was at the time, but now I know that that is a hologram, or a fractal. That everything in existence is a finer and finer articulation of God. So we think we're all separate, but we're just finer and finer articulations of the same thing. By finer and finer, I mean, smaller and smaller, and further apart, but still coming from the same root. Like, more finely branched. Like roots of a tree, or branches of a tree.
Then I went about my life, which was something altogether different.
I also really loved geometry in grade school. And you know, they don't teach too much geometry anymore, that I can see. It was so beautiful!
So at this site, and all this stuff about sacred geometry, even though I don't get it all, it all certainly does make sense, and resonate with me absolutely thoroughly, totally, all the way.
So thanks, thanks a bunch for showing me this site. In a way, it's brought me full circle with things I thought 30 years ago, and validated them, and thereby validated some of my more personal observations/experiences that I would never have had the courage to share with anyone then.
Thanks, really, thanks and thanks.
And I would recommend this site to anyone who is interested in any of that stuff. Especially the "free book" page.
ETM
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