And like usual depressed as hell. Marking another line upon the cell wall.
Anyways the best gift I got today was finding my cat. I went out with my sisters, ate some food.It was a nice time when we got back, and Vinnie and Rustle were there, but Sparkle..He was a no show. Hmmm..Very unlike him.At first I figured he was sleeping downstairs..but he usually likes to investigate guests and he ain't there...So after my sisters left he still didn't show up. I began to worry after a half hour.
So I asked Vinnie and Rustle, where Spark was, they led me in a circuitous route around the house probably showing all the places he marked before he went poof. I ran around and around the house ,upstairs downstairs looking, calling,opening every door. I even checked the attic ran around outside yelling,in the dark..( and I know Sparkle doesn't even like going outside, so first thought was OMG did someone TAKE him??!!)
I ran back in and downstairs...Popped some ceiling tiles open from the basement drop ceiling , thinking maybe he got up there and was stuck... nope..Kept hallucinating his meows. Very faint like a mirage all over the house. Called my roommate Hey, Mike you leave the door open? No. Shit SpaaaaRRRKKLeee! Nowhere..Shit shit SHIT,Than exhausted I sat down in despair, cause I had looked everywhere. (except where he was that is..)Tears welled up,And he came trotting downstairs.. Like he had trouble getting to me.I scooped him up hugged him for like 15 minutes until his petting anxiety kicked in...Than I called my roommate and left him a message all was well.
He's OK I'm covered in his fur, and he is licking off the tears I dripped all over his fur.. All is well.
(Sparkle is my butter-cat who is in my sig line)
So I 'm listening to propellerheads,a kick ass CD I got for my birthday, my three kits are arrayed in the room.We are waiting to see daily show @ 11.
So much for Birthdays... Glad it's over.
However there has been some stuff metaphysically to share.
I have started reading a rather unusual book series
http://www.shopmandala.com/bookbyceande.htmlI am almost through the first one. My roommate has the whole series. He thought I'd like to read it. So far it is interesting.It basic premise so far is about the problems denial causes on a spiritual/emotional/physical level.Alot of it is right on.A surprising amount of her channeled info fits with what I know to be true. Most channeled stuff I have read is hokey or the same old stuff, this book series is a bit different.
Anyways if you are interested...