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I have one and one goal only. To make available any stuff I make that contributes in even the smallest way to the undermining of this criminal administration and ending this war sooner. Those that know me personally know that to be true.
I do it because I now live in a country that does not play be the rules I knew when I was growing up here. Simples rules, we don't torture people (at least theoretically), an established system of checks and balances, rule of law that applies to all even the president, an election system that you could have some confidence in, etc.
I have a baby girl. She should not have to grow up in a country that does not respect those rules. I think about it daily. I think about it most often when she is around. So, I do what I can as an individual. I have little or no power. But, I have some graphics skills. So, I apply them to then end goal of returning some sanity, the only way I can think of.
Now, some attack me as some sort of self-promoting prick, as if it is all about me and my name or something. That is the biggest complaint they throw at me on freep sites and a number seem to be under the same impression here. It has gotten to the point that some feel the need to walk into every thread I post and kick sand in my face over and over. Then after several attempts, if I say something back that is snarky, they dance around and tell everyone how rude I am. I even got attacked like that on what I felt was a perfectly reasonable thread thanking DUers for helping that message spread.
I guess there will always be some of that. But, I do not give a shit about that nonsense. I do what I can to get the stuff seen because I feel it is the best thing I personally can think of to do to restore some sanity. If I were rich, I'd throw money at it. If there were a war over it, I'd fight. There are elections, I work them on the ground. Maybe my critics have better suggestions on how I could use my skills?
The bottom line to me is getting a message out. I am not here for me. There is NOTHING in it for me but bare bones survival (metaphorically). Any notion that I profit to any degree presonally is way off base. Fuck. I am sick and tired of feeling the need to turn out this work out at all. Especially, when I see so little positive change over all of this time. I'm not deluded into thinking that I have a large effect. But, as long as the administration sits where it does, I doubt the urge will leave anytime soon. If I make a few people think about these issues in a day that would not have, I feel like I'm helping in some concrete way.
So there you have it. Anything I do is yours to use.
If some want to hate me for it, accuse me of some other motives, etc. I can't stop them.
But, at least I'm on record. People can take that for whatever they think it is worth.:shrug:
DA
(prediction: Now I get to here all about how self promoting this post is. Sometimes I can't win for trying.)
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