Boy , what a mistake

[blues90]

I have been so tense and dealing with inner body deep soul depression i thought I would chill out and have a few glasses of wine , I quite drinking years ago and then there was this bit of a roach . Not long after I went into a downward spiral of even worse aloneness and fear . my wife was here but asleep and I did not want to wake her into this new reality of horror , sleep is about the only way out sometimes . Then i found that half valium sitting in a bottle and just came back . Still depressing but now Malloy is on , this is what I look forward to to stay sane now days .

[blonndee]

1. Oh man, I hate it when that happens.

Sometimes it's best not to "self-medicate" when one is feeling REALLY down.

Hope you feel better soon. I'm there with you.

[Junkdrawer]

2. Yep. If you think things can't get worse, take a drink....

....Old AA saying

[senseandsensibility]

8. I love the old AA sayings

and ain't they the truth?:) So many of my friends and family have been helped by this wonderful NOT FOR PROFIT program:)

[NYC]

3. Drinking isn't good when you're depressed.

Too late for that advice, but think about it next time.

Meanwhile, I don't know where this saying came from, but:

This, too, shall pass.

[rubberducky]

4. Hard to get your arms around reality.

Sometimes you need a break from "the news". When I take a break I go to DubyaSpeak.com and :rofl: . Wish I could give you the link, but I`m new to the net. Hang in there, bud. Take a deep breath and know that you are not alone.

[Catherine Vincent]

5. What? There was a roach in your drink?

[man4allcats]

9. It's okay. It wasn't a whole roach.

Just a bit of a "roach." ;-)

[TomInTib]

6. Hey, man, you wanna talk about guitars?

Don't put all your eggs in a DU/AAR basket.

Too much risk of projected (living/hanging on vicariously) failure.

Turn on some blues and (psychically) cruise.
That's what I do when I am rattling around the bottom of the barrel.

But then again, I drink. A lot.

But I can talk blooz guitar.

[blues90]

10. I got the blues guitar riff going

You know I built four of my own strats from scratch just so I could afford some of good quality . I had three acoustics , I sold one last week and another today , my little art and lutherie AMI parlor but I really needed the money for next months rent , I am holding onto my seagul Grand parlor guitar , I really only need one .

I have to say playing does help but it becomes more difficult to get into it lately . I need to get away form the older tunes that remind me of better times . The last thing I saw that helped was last years G8 response concert featuring Pink floyd and The Who . Man Pink Floyd has not lost the magic , damn they were a great group even though i'm more into the blues there are some groups I'll aways love to hear . I have three tube amps left . two are on ebay but I can live with the one I built it does the job .

The fellow who came by today to pick up the A&L was moving back to memphis where his family is . I talk politics to everyne I feel are possibly open to it , he was on our side knew all about AAR and BBC along with the other outlets .

I have to listen to the Malloy show , he is the one guy that vents my way .

[MzNov]

7. Get yourself some old George Carlin or Chris Rock CD's

and next time shoot one of those in the player and have some laughs!! Things will look a little better.

:silly: