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Edited on Sun Oct-01-06 02:03 PM by StellaBlue
I posted yesterday that I have decided to fight to the death. Lots of us are saying that.
I've decided today on some other things that I am going to do. Basically, I am going to become the change I want to see in the world. I am going to talk more, yes, but I am also going to DO more. And, more important, perhaps, I am NOT going to do things that support the oligarchy. Insofar as possible. I am lucky. I am only 27, single, no kids. I am in debt, due to school loans (for the two degrees that have landed me two part-time jobs at $12 an hour with no benefits! what a brillant trade-off! :sarcasm: ) and consumer debt accrued after a shitty break-up with my longterm partner last year, in which I was wiped out financially and emotionally. But now, individual and free, I no longer have the stomach for compromise.
1. I am never buying on credit ever again. I am going to put my two credit cards in a bowl of water in the freezer. I am then going to pay them off, which will take about three years, barring a sudden financial upswing (which is not likely). Supporting the evil multinational banks and credit card companies by buying into the American consumerist McDream is a major part of what's driving this whole mess. I do not "deserve" that dinner out or that new pair of $75 jeans. I reject the materialist, McMansion, SUV, plastic surgery, reality TV, Paris Hilton, fashion industry, self improvement culture completely. I don't NEED anything else. I will not spend hard-earned money - or worse, NOT-earned money - on this shit. And if I can't pay cash, I won't be buying it. Stopping buying into the corporate media (TV, magazines, everything) will also help me be more in control of my life and stop measuring my "success" by the usual, consumerist yardstick. Fact is, I am very happy with what I have. Tuning out will only reinforce my own values.
2. I am becoming a vegetarian. This is a small step I can take to alleviate the suffering in the world, and something I have toyed with off and on for about eight years, but I am getting off the fence. There is no way, barring starvation, that I would ever kill an animal to eat it, so why should I let others do it for me, especially in the current, horrible, industrialized system? I will also avoid the other shit "products" that pass for food in this country, such as cola (and I am addicted to Dr Pepper, but I do NOT want to support the evil of the Coca-Cola corporation) and high fructose corn syrup (have you read about this stuff?! And it's everywhere!!!). I do not want any living creatures killed for my convenience, be they Iraqis for my gas tank or cows for my cheeseburger. A little thing in comparison to the horrors our government is visiting on people around the world, but a step in the right direction.
3. Speaking of gas, I will stop driving. I will probably keep my car, as I need it occasionally, and to visit relatives 400 miles away, but I will walk to work, and ride my bike elsewhere, and carpool whenever possible, as well. I live four blocks from my job, ten blocks from the Whole Foods flagship, and in walking distance to just about everything else, including the library, veterinarian, friends, lake, bank, walking trails, bars, etc. I am lucky, and I should take advantage of my "downtown lifestyle" and stop being such a fucking lazy American.
4. I will stop watching TV. Free cable comes with my apartment, but I have spent way too much time over the past few months watching the utter shite that passes for entertainment. I don't care what's happening on "America's Next Top Model" or what bullshit Larry King is spewing. It only serves to either enrage me or normalize the mainstream worldview, which I find abhorrent. I will probably still watch some football and CSPAN, as well as some of the local access programming. Other than that, I will READ.
5. I will become active in the resistance movement that we - WE - are starting. I will not remain silent. I will not be intimidated. I will also get involved in various organizations here locally, like Planned Parenthood, for one, where one of my good friends, a neonatal nurse, does lots of work.
I've done a lot of thinking about this over the weekend, since Thursday. This is real. I cannot be complicit.
What are you going to do?
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