First: I heard from my daughters -- who were enthusiastically moved to become politically engaged, inspired by what Obama had to say. This is not a small thing to me; these are strong and independent, brilliant young women, and I have a great deal of respect for their point of view & judgement. So I started paying more attention to Obama.
So I listened to Obama, and I read, and I looked up Obama's record, and I listened some more -- to both pro and con arguments & representations of his message.
During these recent years of war, at times I longed for the days of the military draft. I felt so strongly that without young people getting involved, nothing would ever change in Washington. When I was young, there was a powerful surge of hope and inspiration, activism during the Vietnam war, coming mainly from the young. They were engaged because their lives were on the line. (That surge receded, as a wave does; but in my opinion it is back, more like a tsunami this time.)
The Bush administration knew this would happen again if a draft were reinstated for their wars; so instead of a draft they used the backdoor stop-loss policy.
Young people not directly affected by the war could yawn and sigh and go back to other priorities.
Despite insane wars, cheat and deceit in government, crumbling economy, desperate environmental situation, the majority of young people in America seemed to be politically apathetic, or just too busy having fun with iphones and ipods and the internet -- the tons of ways to be entertained & distracted that didn't exist 40 years ago.
So when I saw Obama's huge surge of support coming from young people it made me really pay attention. I found his speeches inspired me too. He didn't inspire me to blindly put my faith in him -- but to become engaged & hopeful about the future of this country. For the first time ever I began to believe real change in this country is a real possibility -- if the people are empowered.
His background as a community organizer is not insignificant to me. A person, male or female, who can inspire people to get involved in making things better is a great leader, period. I find him dignified & fair, and I think his judgement is good. In my mind, there is no way he could get away with being deceptive -- the young would be seeing through it quickly. People may say Hitler fooled the young too -- but the comparison would be absurd, not to mention odious.
I love the idea of the elders stepping aside, making way for a new generation of voters and younger politicians who can make America new again. This is desperately needed, and it's the right time. People getting behind Obama are not only Democrats but Independents, even some Republicans and Libertarians, and most important of all, the largest voting bloc in America -- the Apathetics. Can this be a bad thing?
Most of all, I trust my heart and my gut over fear. I will not vote for anybody who encourages me to feel afraid.
(Also, small point on health care: I personally do not want a mandate to purchase health care from an insurance company. Call me wacko but .. I'm not.)
If you are the least bit open to Obama, I encourage you to listen to him more, make your own judgement.