http://www.dailypress.net/stories/articles.asp?articleID=11168Area veterans coping with posttraumatic stress disorder
Vietnam veteran Robert Stade spends time with fellow vets at the American Legion in Gladstone recently. During an interview, Stade talked about coping with posttraumatic stress disorder for the last 30 years.
By Julie Knauf - jknauf@dailypress.net
GLADSTONE — Robert Stade, 59, Gladstone, says he is working hard to get his life together. After decades of living with posttraumatic stress disorder (PTSD), the Vietnam veteran has sought help for his symptoms and encourages other people do the same.
According to the National Institute of Mental Health, PTSD is an anxiety disorder that can develop after exposure to a terrifying event or ordeal in which grave physical harm occurred or was threatened. Traumatic events that may cause PTSD include violent personal assaults, natural or human-caused disasters, accidents or military combat. Veterans, like Stade, have struggled with the disorder for years — previously regarded as “soldier’s heart,” “shell shock” and “battle fatigue.”
“We’ve had PTSD around for a long time, especially in war veterans,” said Pamela Balentine, Ph.D. of Gray Matters counseling in Escanaba. Balentine has counseled several veterans with the disorder. Symptoms, she said, are both physical and psychological and include severe panic attacks, anxiety, nightmares, flashbacks (recurrent and vivid recollection of a traumatic experience, sometimes with hallucinations) and avoidance of particular people, places, smells, sounds or objects that trigger flashbacks. “The spectrum (of PTSD) is wide, from minor annoyance to completely debilitating,” she said.
“PTSD screwed up my whole damn life,” said Stade. At 19, he served as a M-60 machine gunner in the 101st Airborne Division (Air Assault). “It was pretty gruesome,” he said. “You see all this stuff and it makes you lose a part of yourself. It took a part of my soul that I’ll never get back.”
Following a 12 month tour in Vietnam, Stade returned home, angry and emotional. He fell into a deep depression and suffered from low self-esteem. At night, he was plagued by nightmares; during the day, certain sounds and smells would cause horrific flashbacks.
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