In this case "home" is in Mosul, Iraq. The blogger is a 35 year old woman dentist with 3 children, one of whom has her own blog,
http://livesstrong.blogspot.com/.We really have no idea how it is to live in constant fear day after day and try to carry on a "normal" life.
http://youngmammy.blogspot.com/Friday, October 05, 2007
Not in the mood ..
Recently I started to feel so depressed ,I finally found my psychiatrist ,I did not see him since the USA invasion, he changed my medications and added more , in the first week I felt so drowsy ,I could hardly stay awake ,or concentrate. now I feel a little bit better.
I some times wish I can stay alone near sea board ,or river bend ,or in a green field ,I miss the view of peaceful city. I only see damaged buildings, sad worried faces ,and mines implanted in the streets instead of roses and flowers, all I see is militaries in the residential areas instead of children playing in their gardens… all I hear is sad stories ,explosions, gun fires, and bad news…
I feel like I need to stay in a quiet place alone to clear my mind……I feel like I have no energy, so tired even after I sleep, I wake up so lazy, I have so many things to do, but I have no liveliness nor mood.
Mama