from AlterNet's PEEK:
Vicar of Scorched Earth: Ratzinger Coming to U.S. to Preach Homophobia
Posted by Molly Ivors,
Whiskey Fire at 4:22 AM on April 14, 2008.
The Church had a chance to turn away from hatred, to rediscover its moral compass. But it didn't. I used to be a Catholic. Until surprisingly recently, I guess, I retained a residual affection for the bells and whistles of the religion I was born into, and in which I spent many, many years. If you're an aesthete, for example, the Quakers and the Baptists and the Methodists don't really have too much to offer (well, I guess the Baptists have music....)--nothing that matches the colored light pouring in through stained glass, the interwoven narratives in the paintings, the surge of organ music, the heady smell of incense, the tang of cheap wine on the tongue. Catholics realized long ago that if you want to fill the seats, you have to put on a good show, and that show is deeply interwoven into my consciousness, regardless of any epistemological implications. It's like the taste of Mallomars.
Of course, it doesn't take much reflection to realize that Mallomars are filled with corn syrup and horses' hooves, and while you can bracket off that information temporarily, you probably will have to face it eventually.
And so Catholicism and I had a horses' hooves moment, almost exactly three years ago now. Pope Benedict was the breaker for me. Catholics had a chance to turn away from hatred, to rediscover their moral compass (and by moral I mean worrying more about whether someone is fed than who they're fucking), to make a real difference. They could have cast aside William Donohue in favor of Dorothy Day, but they didn't.
My late mother hated Cardinal Ratzinger, who headed an enforcer's office we used to call The Inquisition, hated him with all the passion of someone who spent their life obeying their church only to see the church betray them when they actually went to put their beliefs into practice.
My folks were (and my dad still is) Catholics of the Pax Christi/Catholic Worker mold, rather than the Opus Dei/If Only We Were Fundies mold. But honestly, my big break came when the depth and breadth of the fireblanket of silence over the molester priest scandal broke, and Ratzinger's answer was not to apologize for collusion or take responsibility or admit that the whole lifelong celibacy thing is probably not a decision one can make at 18. No, for him, the real problem was that some priests were--gasp!--homosexuals, and you know what they're like, what with their proselytizing and recruiting and fabulous art and pedophilia. Yep, Benny the Rat said, we should have known better than to let those gay people into the church--what were we thinking? .......(more)
The complete piece is at:
http://www.alternet.org/blogs/peek/82205/