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Xithras Donating Member (1000+ posts) Send PM | Profile | Ignore Mon Feb-02-09 05:23 PM
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8 Years, 7 Months, 1 Day
I came into my office today to pay the bills. I paid the rent on the office, my electric bill, the gas bill, and the water bill. I wrote paychecks for my eight employees, cut a check for the premiums for our employee insurance policies, and made sure that our D&D coverage was square. It was a beginning of the month day like any other. Except it wasn't.

Into my utility bills I included letters requesting that service to my office be terminated as of the 6th. Into my rent bill I included the contractually mandated 30-day notice that I would be leaving. Into my employee insurance policy bill I included notices of termination, informing them that each employees company paid coverage will end as of March 1.

As for the employees, none were shocked. Business has been down since July of last year, and we haven't pulled in any new contracts since November. By mid December, most of our longer term contracts had been "frozen" or cancelled outright. By mid January, I realized that I'm paying programmers nearly $100k a year to wash windows and work on open source projects to keep themselves busy. They realized the same thing. They knew what we tried everything. We tried to get customers to sign deferred contracts to show future revenue that would qualify the company for loans. We cut rates by 60% and the programmers offered to work for a 50% pay cut. When our secretary left in November, we didn't refill her position. When the contracts for our contract programmers ran out in August, we didn't extend them. We even cancelled the bottled water service. They knew the bank accounts were empty.

There weren't any tears when I handed each of them their paychecks with their legally required notice of termination. They technically work here until the end of the month, but they know that there will be no more paychecks. There were few smiles when I revealed that our disaster account had $11,000 left in it after the bills were paid, and I handed each a $1,000 termination check. Nobody was sad, but nobody could find any happiness at that moment either.

I invited the employees to come back later this week if they wanted. If anyone wanted to help pack up the offices, I offered to let them keep their old computers as compensation (no small offer since we just swapped all of our PC's out for top-of-the-line gear last year). There were no takers...everyone just wanted to leave. By noon they had. I guess I'll post everything on CraigsList.

This office was once a hub of creativity. At its height, 16 programmers, graphic artists, salespeople, and project managers came together to come up with creative solutions to problems facing small businesses. We helped those family-run operations become more efficient, improve inventory flow, sell across the Internet, and market to wider audiences. We worked hard to try and improve the lives of people like ourselves, and for the most part we were successful at it.

8 years, 7 months, and 1 day ago I walked into an office with a plan to start a business that would be everything that my previous dotcom employers hadn't been. We'd have a good business plan, we'd be fair and generous with our employees, we'd be honest with our customers. It was me, a friend, a dream, and a rattling A/C vent that I swore I'd have fixed in a week.

Today, it's just me and that still-rattling vent. I think I'll fix it before I leave.
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Yo_Mama Donating Member (1000+ posts) Send PM | Profile | Ignore Mon Feb-02-09 05:27 PM
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1. Very sorry
Nothing to say, really. You and your employees are the victim of a drive-by economy. You already know that.

Best wishes for the future. It's going to be tough for a lot of us for quite some time.

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cosmik debris Donating Member (1000+ posts) Send PM | Profile | Ignore Mon Feb-02-09 05:28 PM
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2. I wish every one who voted for Bush could read that post
Because I blame them all.
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SidneyCarton Donating Member (1000+ posts) Send PM | Profile | Ignore Mon Feb-02-09 05:35 PM
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3. I'm sorry Xithras...
So many people never think any further than dropping the pebble into the pond, the ripples and their effects never enter into their minds. We are experiencing the ripples now, and likely will for a while to come. Good luck to you and may you yet find hope and success in the future.
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4 t 4 Donating Member (1000+ posts) Send PM | Profile | Ignore Mon Feb-02-09 05:39 PM
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4. Awful just awful
sorry for you and all your employees-good luck everyone.
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tavalon Donating Member (1000+ posts) Send PM | Profile | Ignore Mon Feb-02-09 05:42 PM
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5. God that was painful to read. To live it must be sheer hell. I'm so sorry.
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Xithras Donating Member (1000+ posts) Send PM | Profile | Ignore Mon Feb-02-09 05:49 PM
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11. Not hell. Not really.
I'm grieving a bit because it honestly feels like an old friend has died, but we've seen this coming for so long that everyone was prepared for it.

My one small bit of consolation is that I closed the doors with the company in the black. The accounts were empty, but the employees, debts, and utilities were all paid off. I could have dragged this out a few more months by borrowing heavily, and I considered doing so for a while, but in the end I just think that this is the best way.

Then again, I'm not sure that everything will really sink in until next Monday. I get to keep busy by packing the offices up and moving everything to my garage or storage unit this week, but as of Monday there will be no more office for me to visit.

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lonestarnot Donating Member (1000+ posts) Send PM | Profile | Ignore Mon Feb-02-09 05:44 PM
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6. Crap.
:hug:
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Jane Austin Donating Member (1000+ posts) Send PM | Profile | Ignore Mon Feb-02-09 05:46 PM
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7. Gosh, I wish I'd know about your services.
We could use a push at dogstuff.com.

Maybe we couldn't have afforded you, though.
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Xithras Donating Member (1000+ posts) Send PM | Profile | Ignore Mon Feb-02-09 05:53 PM
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12. I tried to avoid that sort of thing on DU
First, the admins wouldn't have appreciated me using the forum to push my business. Neither would some of the other posters.

More importantly, I live and largely work in a rather freeperish area, and I've always been a bit paranoid about someone connecting my DU "self" to my business "self". I've revealed some things about myself here on DU that I don't really want prospective clients to deal with. Google finds DU content too.
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Jane Austin Donating Member (1000+ posts) Send PM | Profile | Ignore Mon Feb-02-09 06:02 PM
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14. Yes, we are lucky to be located in Austin, which is fairly
Edited on Mon Feb-02-09 06:02 PM by Jane Austin
freeper-free.

I wish you all the luck in the world. It sounds like you had a good operation, run well.


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AndyA Donating Member (1000+ posts) Send PM | Profile | Ignore Mon Feb-02-09 05:46 PM
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8. Very sad.
And unfortunately, your story is likely being played out all across America today.

My best wishes that a new opportunity presents itself soon for you.
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LynzM Donating Member (1000+ posts) Send PM | Profile | Ignore Mon Feb-02-09 05:46 PM
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9. So sorry, Xithras...
No sage words of advice, just an awful lot of :hug: :hug: :hug:...
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Cerridwen Donating Member (1000+ posts) Send PM | Profile | Ignore Mon Feb-02-09 05:47 PM
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10. I wish I could think of something pithy or profound to say.
I can't.

You and your former employees have my deepest sympathy.



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comrade snarky Donating Member (1000+ posts) Send PM | Profile | Ignore Mon Feb-02-09 05:54 PM
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13. Like Cerridwen, there's nothing I can say
That will express how sorry I am. Letting one person go is a gut wrenching affair, I cant imagine what it must be like in your position.

Sounds like you handled it with honor. Be proud of that, not everyone does.
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Soylent Brice Donating Member (1000+ posts) Send PM | Profile | Ignore Mon Feb-02-09 06:02 PM
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15. K&R everyone should read this
your situation, sadly enough, is not too uncommon these days.

good luck to ya!
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NMDemDist2 Donating Member (1000+ posts) Send PM | Profile | Ignore Mon Feb-02-09 06:15 PM
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16. you made it three years longer than I did
the offshore push killed my biz in 2006

I'm so sorry, it's a sad day

:hug:
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progressoid Donating Member (1000+ posts) Send PM | Profile | Ignore Mon Feb-02-09 06:17 PM
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17. Wow...
...almost mirrors my tenure as a self-employed person (9 years). It's been a rocky time hasn't it?
I can hold out for a few more months. I hope by then the economy has bounced back enough to get my head back above water.

Sorry for your loss. I know it hurts after all the sweat, worries, etc. Hope you can bounce back soon. :hug:
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Mnemosyne Donating Member (1000+ posts) Send PM | Profile | Ignore Mon Feb-02-09 06:56 PM
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18. I am really sorry, Xithras. Always seems the good guys end up
losing so much more than those rotten pricks ever do.

One door closes... :hug:
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UpInArms Donating Member (1000+ posts) Send PM | Profile | Ignore Mon Feb-02-09 10:09 PM
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19. so sorry Xithras
our biz was done in about 2007 -

:grouphug:
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Greyhound Donating Member (1000+ posts) Send PM | Profile | Ignore Tue Feb-03-09 02:05 AM
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20. It's really too bad.
I've been there myself and at least you had the sense to give it up before you lost it all.

What's next?
:fistbump:


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Xithras Donating Member (1000+ posts) Send PM | Profile | Ignore Tue Feb-03-09 11:12 AM
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22. Not sure. I'm not totally unemployed though.
Edited on Tue Feb-03-09 11:16 AM by Xithras
I teach computer science as an adjunct at a local college. The money isn't great (about $35k a year), but it's more than most unemployed people bring in. That job actually complicates things for me though. I'm already committed to finishing out the current semester and teaching two courses over the summer, which limits the types of jobs I can take. Any new job will have to fit around my teaching schedule until this next fall.

That's not a hard feat when you own the company you work for. Convincing other bosses to play along is a bit tougher.

To be honest, I'd really prefer to start teaching full time, but I'm in California, the state without a budget. I don't have a PhD so teaching in the private uni's isn't an option, and all of the state schools are under a hiring freeze. K-12 doesn't have much use for computer science teachers.

I'll find something though, I always do. If I'm careful with my budget I'll have a few months until the lack of cash becomes a real problem.
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Greyhound Donating Member (1000+ posts) Send PM | Profile | Ignore Tue Feb-03-09 05:29 PM
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24. Glad to hear it, I always enjoyed teaching but never had a chance to do
it in a school environment. I think it would be nice to have the time to get to all the intricacies and pass on the trick you pick up on the job.

Well, good luck to you and to us all.
:hi:

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myrna minx Donating Member (1000+ posts) Send PM | Profile | Ignore Tue Feb-03-09 10:07 AM
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21. I am so sorry. This really is a horrible time. K&R n/t
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Xithras Donating Member (1000+ posts) Send PM | Profile | Ignore Tue Feb-03-09 11:15 AM
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23. Not the best written piece I've ever drafted.
Edited on Tue Feb-03-09 11:16 AM by Xithras
I didn't mention yesterday that I'd already downed about a quarter bottle of rum when I posted this...it was a fairly depressing day. Sorry for the typos everyone.

I never did fix that vent.
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