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I watched my President on 60 minutes, and I almost physically saw that monstrous weight resting on his shoulders. It made me decide to weigh in a bit myself, being a relatively poor little old democratic activist woman on the South side of this nation, and to look at the almost first year of his presidency. My words will be quite simple.
My disappointment over the troop escalation is monumental. My worries are grave over the unspoken side issues that we are also there to clear the path for a pipe line to be built next year. As a matter of fact I am wearing a blanket of pain and depression over this, which is not providing any warmth.
The fact that there is no investigation, that the war criminals, the murderers, the liars and the misleaders and all those that put legal pedestals under them seem to be going free is something I cannot find words for, or wrap my brain around. Here on DU I look for Bobthedrummer threads to Kick and Recommend.
This non-action and benign ignoring sets the stage for abuses of power in the future, and even the present. It is not what I expected to continue, and I fully voted for it to stop. As a matter of simple fact, I still do not fully believe that justice is not forthcoming, and hope for tricks up the sleeves of Holder and Obama to show me they "got this" in hand.
I have numerous other issues of concern, where stands were promised, and action is slow or not forthcoming. But the end of waging more war, and the path to jailing the culprits and taking a stand in our names that reverberates around the world about not sanctioning it, those I cannot compromise on or wait for any longer.
My realization is that President Obama, once briefed about all he inherited and once the size and perimeters of the disasters at hand had descended onto his shoulders, seems to have turned into a man who has fallen victim to compromising on almost everything.
I deeply care about him, I have empathy when I see him aging noticeably, smiling ever so much less, seeing him have pain in his eyes and some of the right words on his lips while not getting around to doing many of the important changes he said he would make.
I saw a man tonight who is miserable with what he has taken on and what in his mind he has to do to play it correctly to all of those who own a piece of him. I saw that he has come to know his power, and I saw him pour steel into his spine to carry it off.
I witnessed a new Barack Obama, who now no longer opts to use the ability as a campaigner, is settling into the job he wanted and we gave him, and he wants to serve all his masters and has not understood that it is an impossibility.
Very sadly, on the very simple level where all things ultimately get a common denominator, this will undo him personally and nationally and will dilute his being effective and supported.
In this day of deception, cronyism, corruption and stark partisanship and hatred, only a clean and clear eyed savior who with blinders and faith marches to his own drummer can save us. I watched the wonderful man we elected struggle in an interview that he could not really come clean in to us the people, because the mysteries and secrets are enveloping him.
In the end, after a long slide down the wrong tracks it was the god-awful chimpy fuck nuts who put us into this state of teetering at the abyss of destruction on so many levels. He is getting away with a million murders while he hee-haws clearing brush, probably high as a kite. The world deserves for that to be addressed and be recognized, by us, and I will insist on it along with Bobthedrummer until I die.
Yet it was the horror evoking memory of Chimpy's guffaws and chuckles while speaking of death and destruction that made me come around to softening while listening to the President we elected, who shows that he understands the gravity of his positions, and of whom I still expect a more clear understanding of why we put him into office.
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