My anger at the democrats

[undergroundpanther]

May Sekhmet burn them all down,Make it now as it was in Memphis(egypt) So long ago.


With the fire from the fireworks up above me
With a gun for a lover and a shot for the pain at hand
You run for cover in the temple of love
You run for another but still the same
For the wind will blow my name across this land

In the temple of love you hide together
Believing pain and fear outside
But someone near you rides the weather
And the tears he cried will rain on walls
As wide as lovers eyes

In the temple of love: shine like thunder
In the temple of love: cry like rain
In the temple of love: hear my calling
In the temple of love: hear my name

And the devil in black dress watches over
My guardian angel walks away
Life is short and love is always over in the morning
Black wind come carry me far away

With the sunlight died and night above me
With a gun for a lover and a shot for the pain inside
You run for cover in the temple of love
You run for another its all the same
For the wind will blow and throw your walls aside

With the fire from the fireworks up above
With a gun for a lover and a shot for the pain
You run for cover in the temple of love
I shine like thunder cry like rain
And the temple grows old and strong
But the wind blows longer cold and long
And the temple of love will fall before
This black wind calls my name to you no more

In the black sky thunder sweeping
Underground and over water
Sounds of crying weeping will not save
Your faith for bricks and dreams for mortar
All your prayers must seem as nothing
Ninety-six below the wave
When stone is dust and only air remains

In the temple of love: shine like thunder
In the temple of love: cry like rain
In the temple of love: hear the calling
And the temple of love is falling
Down

In the temple of love: shine like thunder
In the temple of love: cry like rain
In the temple of love: hear my calling
In the temple of love: hear my name

In the black sky thunder sweeping
Underground and over water
Sounds of crying weeping will not save
Your faith for bricks and dreams for mortar
All your prayers must seem as nothing
Ninety-six below the wave
When stone is dust and only air remains
The only haven you can trust

And the devil in black dress watches over
My guardian angel walks away
Life is short and love is always over in the morning
Black wind come carry me far away

With the fire from the fireworks up above
With a gun for a lover and a shot for the pain you

You run for cover in the temple of love
I shine like thunder cry like rain
And the temple grows old and strong
But the wind blows longer cold and long
And the temple of love will fall before
This black wind calls my name to you no more

In the temple of love you hide together
Believing pain and fear outside
But someone near you rides the weather
And the tears he cried will rain on walls
As wide as lovers eyes

In the temple of love: shine like thunder
In the temple of love: cry like rain
In the temple of love: hear my calling
And the temple of love is falling
Down

Do You Democrats hear Sekhmet coming? Red in anger roaring in the hot winds of your empty lies..In the arrogant exhalations of your republican masters?

If you do not reject your rulers demanding right now..and get some guts Dems,..All the people hurt by your misuse of power and your cowardice and greed will bring Real Sekem to you in the screaming anger Heka .And the roads will run red and you all will be hunted down by the Lady of terrors who reduces you to silence.Sa Sekhem Sophia.

[LoZoccolo]

1. You'll have to explain some of these terms to us.

So few of us are where you are now.

[undergroundpanther]

6. What do you want defined?

[LoZoccolo]

18. Most of us don't know who Sekhmet is.

Heka is another one we might have trouble with as well.

[undergroundpanther]

31. Sekhmet is an Egyptian Goddess

Sekhem is the word Power In egyptian. Sekhmet has a myth I relate to very deeply.
Heka is the force that bends circumstances. A conscious spinning of the combination lock of what is to try to get what you need sometimes it works sometimes not,Either way it is cathartic.The power that alters life events through working through the unknown.It's what pagans would call magic.Atheists would call oooga booga.

Here are some links about Sekhmet
http://www.kemet.org/glossary/sekhmet.html
http://www.persekhmet.org/
http://www.jawest.net/sekhmet1.htm
And some photo-shops I did of her

[jollyreaper2112]

8. I think i know where the op is coming from

[Bronyraurus]

2. Lady of terrors, eh?

Yeah, I'm sure Sekhmet's gonna get right on that.

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[AuntPatsy]

7. I understand what you are doing, it is really a much healthier way to deal

with the frustration and anger, if more people did such there would be less violence in the world.

[undergroundpanther]

10. Thank you aunt Patsy

You Get it.
Purrs to you.Really.

[Bronyraurus]

21. No, you misunderstand me

I know Sekhmet, and he just rang and told me he was going to get right on that.

[Matariki]

22. She.

[Bronyraurus]

26. Hahaaaaaaa!

You just made my damn night.

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[UTUSN]

3. But, let's go back: Were you EVER a Dem?

[undergroundpanther]

5. I was a dem to hopefully fight tyranny

I am a dem if the dems are progressive./Republicans dressing up as dems disgust me.

I am an anarchist but I know the majority of people are not emotionally ready for it or understand what it is..So I am a dem, for now just more progressive and firey than some "moderates" would like.
I don't give loyalty to powers that abuse that power.Cowards kissing bush's ass do NOT inspire any trust loyalty of tolerance from me.

About the ethics of Anarchy in case you don't know.

There is no reason for this propertarian elite to "need" any more than the rest of us--they are as human as the rest of us, and thus, are in no position to rule over us, except, again, through force. Force remains the negation of reason, which is wrong. There is no justification for a class-stratified society--no reason for it to exist, except that it brings much profit to those on top--again, without reason.
http://a4a.mahost.org/reason.html

[Harper_is_Bush]

9. Er, nice poem. More to the point though, what should they have done?

In your opinion?

[undergroundpanther]

12. Got a little angry

Spoke the truth,Humiliated the republicans for their cowardice,Ignore the right wing noise,un spin their spinning,and stick their claws in,and show the world how ugly evil and vicious this administration is,flood the airwaves with the evil executive orders bush has been signing for himself to make himself dictator.Start a real discussion about how psychopathic bush is,tear down the idealogical base of conservatism itself expose how evil it is in real life..and take the rage to the people and stir up outrage and demonstrate to the moderates why you cannot be moderate with a tyrant..use the airwaves,talk over the right wing talking heads,tell it like it IS, tell about the corruption threatening our country.Admit mistakes but do not let the right shame them into silence yet again,and lose focus on the real target and deny the real danger we face,Most of all the Dems need to .Quit .Playing.So nice. with PSYCHOPATHS.

[Harper_is_Bush]

20. And what about the troops?

[undergroundpanther]

28. There is money to bring them home

If you gave a shit about the troops there would be no tolerance for wars started by corporations and elitist fuck faces like Bush that are started to rob other countries wealth and occupy them with the soldiers.. who think they are defending our freedoms,freedoms that have been stolen from us by executive order.

War is a racket didn't you KNOW that? If you want to help the troops encourage them to stop fighting for the rich.Teach them to bite the hand that feeds and to not depend on corporate pigs that could care less about them to sustain them..And fight all the fucking psychopaths in the white house,congress and government and FORCE the rich pigs to pay up or shut the fuck up to help the soldiers when they come back sick and injured for the rich man's profit.There should be no Walter Reed fiascos.

[Matariki]

23. some good points

perhaps you should direct all that Sekmet energy toward INSPIRING them to do those things - not merely decimate them so that the republicans have the majority again?

[undergroundpanther]

34. Sekhmet represents

Destruction that is helpful,nessary.
The dems need to LISTEN and respondd to US, not money or idealogies or the fear of the moderates or the bully right wing.
Anger can be rightious and it can be cleansing and a wake up call.

I have written my intentions on here before,And some have come to pass,
I have been using my heka to force the truth to come out about the Bush cabal and it to be crystal clear and so the majority would be unable to hide from it.. Sometimes a little destruction aimed like an arrow of fire skillfully shot is all you need to move circumstances in the unknown so they begin to move here..

Too many people are scared of invoking any destruction, and through this misplaced pacifism twords bad people this belief has allowed this dangerous situation to get so entrenched on spiritiual planes and material planes. They do not want to understand psychopaths are diffferent and toxic to life itself . Psychopaths have no inner restaints,feel no shame or love.They just abuse trust and steal power and fancy themselves elite. Egyptians called these people Nisuit. Sekhmet's arrows are meant for the Nisuit.People who are not psychopaths or bullies have nothing to fear of Sekhmets Arrows.
And because of what I have gone through in my life I had some profound experinces with Sekhmet,that were personal and in my way healing to me,I learned the value of using well placed creative destruction by learning about Sekhmet .Without destruction nothing changes. If you are skillful in how and what you destroy and why, you can shape changes in a way that is healthy balanced and just.

I am not the type of person to say all is one because it isn't we are in two kinds of reality two kinds of essence we cannot be one with an essence that is parasiting off us and abuse=ive unless you want to submit to annilation in the abyss and become a nisuit.

Sekhmet is an inspiration and a freind but,is she real hell if I know depends on what the criteria of defining what is real is for you.

http://www.amazon.com/Strong-Imagination-Madness-Creativity-Nature/dp/0198507062

[Matariki]

38. what you said

just don't forget that destruction and creation go inseparably together. lot's of people mistakenly get attached to one pillar over the other, if you know what i'm saying.

[undergroundpanther]

43. It's not about attachment

It's about what your nature is. As in a muscle cell has a different identity and job from a macrophage cell that goes out and defends the body from bacterias and viruses. If you forced a muscle cell to do the job of a macrophage cell it would destroy the body.

Sekhmet has her aspects but I have a specialized purpose in my anger aspect I am a macrophage.
I draw the boundaries because I am one walking between boundaries.
Bast led me to Sekhmet because I am one of hers.

I can work with Bast, Hathor , Osiris, Horus, and other Pantheons, I have met Sophia and the Aeon's and the archons, did some serious ceremonial stuff to travel the spheres of the archons..To understand how this world works in the spirit realms.I have done chaos magick,. I have worked with Baphomet,Kali, Ganesh, Prometheus,Medusa, Diana Luciferi, Pan, First Jaguar,Lady of the Jade Skirt, White Buffalo Woman, and more..I have channeled Crowley,even met Satan and Set and brought a goetic demon Dantalion to visual appearance in a triangle of the art,with a fire wand and a bowl of red colored water..but they are all slightly different energies than myself they are there to assist me and help me with things but are not there to rest in me if you get what I mean , They are not of my own Spiritual mother/origin,Sekhmet Sekhmet is in my heart,protector of my heart..

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[AuntPatsy]

13. As long as you have been on this site, I can't believe you don't

understand or try to understand panther a bit more than you seem to...

It is poetry nothing more, some people swear the ramblings of shakespeare as you call it are a bit out there and yet he is heraled as a great writer, nothing wrong with what she wrote, know the writer and you know the meaning of the words, pretty simple since she has been a duer for quite some time to know her and where she is coming from.

[OPERATIONMINDCRIME]

14. I Wasn't Talking About The Poem. I Was Talking About The Deluded Threats.

"Do You Democrats hear Sekhmet coming? Red in anger roaring in the hot winds of your empty lies..In the arrogant exhalations of your republican masters?

If you do not reject your rulers demanding right now..and get some guts Dems,..All the people hurt by your misuse of power and your cowardice and greed will bring Real Sekem to you in the screaming anger Heka .And the roads will run red and you all will be hunted down by the Lady of terrors who reduces you to silence.Sa Sekhem Sophia."

Forgive me for finding that to be not only over the top, but literally bordering on insanity. And no, I have no desire to want to get to know somebody better who can say such things. In fact, it makes me extremely uncomfortable even reading it. But that's just me.

[AuntPatsy]

17. Poetic writing mixed with spiritual thinking nothing more, not much different

than many who believe in the bible and what it represents.

[Matariki]

24. Those were lyrics to a Sister of Mercy song, not Undergroundpanter's poetry.

[AuntPatsy]

33. Either way it is the same thing, poetic writing wouldn't you say?

[Matariki]

36. not sure if it was poetic (as in metaphorical) or a genuine attempt at invocation.

at any rate the anger sears through the words. i'm out on whether that much anger is warranted toward the Democrats yet. we'll see.

[AuntPatsy]

39. I agree with you that I am still undecided about my anger towards what happened today

I just feel that there is more to all of this than any of us are aware of, I'm giving some the benefit of the doubt and just can't judge yet, it is just not over, especially considering all they and this country's citizens have been outright forced to accept.

Songs, myths, stories, incanations etc, all have a birth in what I would call poetry, I really don't believe in spells and the like, it only works if people believe it does, words strung together is all.

[undergroundpanther]

44. Yep

Words are words, imagination imaginings, reality is whatever it is.
I don't know everything, butt I know how I feel. But for me to say what I say it is healing to me. If it gets the Dem's to get some spine and to quit playing patty cake with psychopaths and stop this stupid war started over a bunch of lies all the better. Can words change things..I dunno but sometimes they actually have.

[undergroundpanther]

42. Well I can sense shit

Lets just put it that way. I trust the Sekhmet in me to know what it is doing.
And yes it was an invocation.


Here is one invocation I wrote a few years ago on DU, I saved it, I posted it Before this flood of scandals that has been a constant steam since started to break.Thought you might find it interesting.



Sekhmet,
I know you know the secrets of hearts, It was you who was misused and betrayed by the arrogance of imperial power of Ra and the yes men the Neteru,You were hurt but, you awoke to the lies come back from the desert,as a raging one, become the power that is beyond the ruler, Sacred and Non serviam...Sekhmet.

Send your redness of shame and go into the darkened places in the people in this administration,take their desire to stop the cruel deeds and Machiavellian doings of all those who would destroy the good things this country has, and lay out the corpse of corruption of our government in the glaring merciless sunlight so that no part or paper will be able to hide itself from public exposure.Take all
the chattering well groomed,coiffed,rehearsed and sold out rotted sepulchers seeking a spotlight expose all the ugliness they hide and the cowardice they have. Sekhmet put a fire in the belly of the media who has a heart and hears that still hear,Make them your agents of change and clean house. Sekhmet chase the truth out of chains of command until it reaches the top , connecting the lines telling the truth kindled by a million hearts and minds finding their own power,freedom,self respect,courage conviction moral outrage,compassion,and spirit to do what needs to be done, kindle in them an undying respect for human dignity,freedom,equality,fairness,justice,sovereignty, and human rights. Sekhmet make all the corruption they do in secret be visible and clearly understood for what it is in the public's perceptions,so that no one can deceive themselves or be deceived anymore by flattery or deceptions,bribes,threats or false promises..

Sekhmet let this administration and all the other unseen and seen people that fund it,help it in other ways , and follow it's empire designs be seen for the danger to peace fairness and justice that they are. Sekhmet Go forth and take the bullies voices and make them confess.

Sekhmet expose all government exploiters that abuse,lie,cheat,steal and hate to scrutiny and indignation.

Sekhmet compel all the well funded hypocrites and con men to confess their crimes .Force them to change their ways,to be mistrusted,disbelieved, suffering for their abuses effectively stopped by your leonine flames..

Sekhmet make all those hypocrite,greedy,lying,sociopath narcissists who seek power to misuse the public power structure,and corrupt it,and profit from it ,fail and be shamed.

May all those who would desire or who make themselves oblivious to the harm they do to others for profit and oppress others to steal from them cease and be forced to understand the damage they do to other's lives Let them live as they would have others live....Let those who mislead people and betray their trust with delight be ashamed of themselves and do the time for their crimes..Sekhmet make this administration fall victim to it's own grandiose designs.

Make them _all_ be accountable even to the least of us, for their words,hypocrisies and actions, every one of them.Make them appear to the public as bullying, sickening,greedy,cruel inhuman and pathetic as they really are in private.Give them no place to hide from themselves Sekhmet .Give the people your fury and wisdom,Mother Sekhmet.

Let the Bush admin be shamed and arrested for their reckless pursuit of self aggrandizing power, and abuse, the betrayal of the people who are not part of the top 1 percent of the uberrich mercenary merchant class.Let the darkness residing in their hearts and all their secret games, secret motives, secret schemes,and secret plans of domination and manipulation be exposed fully and may it be disclosed in entirety.May the Bush admin be subjected to the harsh scrutiny of mass realizations that we the people have been lied to and conned by criminals.

Sekhmet fill the public with your righteous anger,wisdom and indignation at those in power who would seek to dominate,abuse,spy, deceive a free people.Sekhmet stop those who craft corrupt laws and ignore social contracts to fatten their wallets and play king..

Sekhmet come upon this administration like a plague of leaks ..coming from a billion sources as to be unstoppable. Make this house of lies meltdown as the Bush admin succumbs to deluge of it's own filth as the the searing,surround of purifying flame burns this empire down.So many hostile awake,honest,clear,strong, and wiser eyes everywhere that can see through any mind game made of marketing ,threats,flattery,and fraudulent elitist criminal intentions dressed up as'conservatism'.
Sekhmet amputate the supports for the right wing... For it is diseased infected and it stinks of corruption and has rotted anti-spiritual fruits. Stop this diseased administration's machinations before it kills our liberty and sickens society with a moral cancer beyond hope.

[undergroundpanther]

35. Yes it was SoM

I forgot to say that in the OP,my bad. My apologies for any confusion that caused..

OP was the Song Temple of Love By Sisters of Mercy.

[Matariki]

37. love that song. your post makes me want to go put it on right now. real loud.

;-)

[undergroundpanther]

41. If you want

Ask Sekhmet to dance with you, it might be fun.Might be an interesting exercise to say the least *smirk*

[Matariki]

52. That song inspired this painting of mine

[undergroundpanther]

27. Look

I don't know about the unknown.
First of all I hate this world. I dunno what you're life is like but for a good chunk of my life it has been misery.I sometimes feel there is nothing here for me,I don't see hope in the future I want change I try the best to encourage it. But I am a drop in the ocean.

So if I make up a little pissed off poetry about a goddess I identify with her myths they speak to my emotional pain and my reality in a way that helps me.

I don't like religion organized religion is a menace.

But personal spirituality whether it is true or not is not the same thing .Telling yourself a story to my self , probably is a drop of delusion.But that drop of imagination on the screen of the unknown can help me endure a reality that is often unbearable.

I am often suicidal. I am trapped in a place I hate,and I fight everyday to keep myself out of danger. I have my consciousness split up from traumas. And right now there is nothing to repair a brain burned to shit by trauma.The reward cascades in my brain are broken.

So I see the world differently I see it as prison a vile place of death to everything beautiful innocent and dare I say it, Good.
I hate psychopathic personalities authoritarians and narcissists.
I hate the way civilization operates.I have evolution and I hate whatever made this reality be like this.Not just for myself but for the sake of baby lions torn apart by hyenas,pigs cows and chickens in factory farms and the fact life is forced into birth by sex,than it is battered by existence and it mates forces more to be here and then it dies life devours life and dies anyway.

I hate this existence.And to me the only hope for any justice I fear is from the unknown from my imagination,from myths.In real life justice and courage and the brotherhood we should have with each other and the world is so easily twisted and subverted..Because this world is so fucked up and it's dying and truthfully I don't see a future, I see pain, not just for me for the whole world.And it hurts me.Because I care. And everyday the choice stares at me Should I just kill myself and be done with this shit life,this fucked up body, and this fried brain in this life,this society I have been forced to be part of, populated by too many toxic personalities that are intolerably sick and the others who are asleep as the Planet screams in a death fever.?

You can tell yourself other lies like if you change your attitude and practice thought control reality changes,well what if your brain has been fried into a shape it was not by it's own forces but caused by asshole people. And you bet your ass I am pissed at this, sad and disheartened by it,yet kids are hurt bullied raped by peers and adults and their brains might be fried like mine and they might be in a cursed existence by no cause of their own. I have no illusions of hope about humanity. They are killing each other.Traumatizing each other for what?

And it HURTS. It's not like I have people I can turn to to feel hope,whenever I trust seems too many people use it to stomp my heart over and over. So I make up an imaginary goddess to comfort me because most of humanity has failed me.

[Matariki]

30. I bet you carry Sekmet's energy well

and you should look deeper into the myth. She's also Hathor you know. Like Kali is also Parvati. Myths can heal.

[undergroundpanther]

40. Yes Hathor.

Hathor was the inundation of the Nile that brought back new life to Egypt.

The Cow eared image on the Sistra.
Also Bast carries both a sistra and Sekhmet's Aegis.
Or a basket or she has kittens at her feet.

Bast was my first encounter with the feline Egyptian deities She led me to Sekhmet.I was touched by Sekhmet at the Metropolitan museum of art, in 6th grade. A very profound thing happened to me there. She has walked with me ever since. I have dealt with all the forms of Sekhmet and Hathor and Bast over the years.
I also met Mishepeshu the Underwater/underground panther in a visionary dream when I was 4 that I never forgot, For years I tried to find out who this horned panther was..Unttil I found out it was mischipeshu. When I picked up a book called Icons of Power I read the description in the book and it was the very spirit in that dream. In that dream I was shot through with lightning from panthers of the Earth and Sky.That's where my name underground panther in the sky comes from.And it has been a long path.But these myths and my imagination interacting with them keeps me sane.

[AuntPatsy]

32. There are millions like you you know, do I see anything wrong with

attempting to find comfort in a myth? I don't honestly, God could be considered a myth though so called people of faith get up in arms when you even suggest such but it is true, many of the stories in the bible come from passed down myths that were told around camp fires late at night by people born way before those that actually wrote down the stories pretty much expecting those reading to except their stories as fact.

It is all about faith, those that believe in God are not much different than you you know, they have a hard time dealing with the unknown as well as the horrors that occur far too often all around the world, those people will attempt to make fun of your need to find something similar in order to deal with a life that has obviously given you a hell not everyone will ever have to face...it's good that you don't worry about what they think because honestly they are not all that important if they don't at least attempt to understand you as an individual being.

I can't promise you that your life will get any easier or that you will be able to face another day without fear being a huge part of your waking moments but I can promise you that there is good in the world, you might not hear or see all that much unless you look a little closer but I promise you it is out there...

don't let some on this board get to you, it is obvious there are trolls on here meant to disrupt and they enjoy messing with you, they don't matter, perhaps it is because they themselves have a hard time dealing with thier own inner turmoils so they would much rather focus on yours being out there so to speak.

Life hurts, it isn't fair and nine times out of ten if your looking for perfection in anyone or anything your bound to be dissapointed but all in all it is what we have been forced to bear for whatever reason though I do feel at times life is nothing more than someone's sick need to enjoy a mishmosh of millions of dramatic or comedy whatever live reality viewings and we are it's venue so to speak.

One day I was out taking photo's attempting to find beauty in even the darkest of places, I took a picture of a homeless man sitting on a broken piece of conrete, uncut grass surrounding him, his head bent low, his clothes ragged and well worn and believe it or not I found a certain beauty in the whole scene, strange perhaps but it is what I saw...

I didn't think about his reasons for being homeless and looking so lost, I couldn't, there are far too many like him, point is, we can only take in so much horrors without becoming completely lost, as hard as it may seem to you you can find joy in life if you can find a way to accept the horrors you have been dealt and put them away in another place inside your head, it can be done, but it all depends on you.

Humans are pretty complicated folk, in many ways we are not only animalistic in our need to dominate that around us but fairly simple minded in that we have to believe in that which has never been seen or proven to be able to stay fairly adjusted until we no longer have to face it...

Your no different than millions of others, you are just more open about why you believe the way that you do, what I mean is your not alone in your fears I don't believe there is one person alive who doesn't fear something, what separates some is strictly what they believe in to alleviate those fears..

I hate when people make fun of people without first attempting to look into their own beliefs, it's rather arrogant of them don't you think? Bottom line is NONE of us know the truth about life and the whys of it, it is all about having faith that there is an end to the pain and the fear, at least in that one can be pretty certain and should be thankful considering man is not infallible that life does have an ending, I just think you should let that ending come when it does and not force the issue, you just never know what tommorow might bring and you never will unless you wake up tommorrow..

[undergroundpanther]

45. putting stuff away

You said..

>if you can find a way to accept the horrors you have been dealt and
>put them away in another place inside your head, it can be done,
>but it all depends on you.

Umm I have so much put away in other parts of my head there are around 40 separate consciousnesses in here.I can accept what I know but I can't speak for everyone else in here.
I have this situation because tried to " put everything away in another place in my head". One funny thing about doing that, if the stuff you try to bury is stuff the central consciousness cannot contain by itself without destroying itself it will explode burn some synapses literally and you fragment into different pieces. The memory is stored in a location inaccessible by regular consciousness states. Because it is stored in a different part of the brain..That's what a dissociative disorder IS. I have Complex PSTD and Dissociative identity. You don't get that way from the world being kind to you. I have so much shit put away that I am not present all that much in my own body. And not being present for long time periods in the body can be dangerous ,literally. Denial is a death sentence to me.

[undergroundpanther]

15. Whomever is posting

They are on ignore so don't bother Aunt Patsy.
I have very few people on ignore I think a grand total of 4..so if they are on ignore they've earned it so to speak.An asshole is an asshole and not worth my time.

Patsy thank you for your time regardless.
Part of my rage is coming from the fact my friend's son signed up to be in the military.He wants to be a chef. He just graduated. But I know damn well he will go to Iraq to be shot at and kick in doors.If he does get to be able to learn to cook he will be in a mess in Iraq. A big huge target.

And He is hopeful to have a career and 'make it'.He is a very gentle kid naive and if he sees the horrors over there I do not know how he will take it psychologically. His mom has protected him from alot of the evil and traumatic things in this world..Yet he wants so desperately to be someone for his parents to be proud of.His parents are poor, He was born to her ex who was an abusive piece of shit, she left him.But now she's in a ten year stressed marriage, her condo is falling apart, they both work minimum wage jobs she does landscaping during the day her hubby works at night at a gas tation I think..and sometimes even tho they work many hours each they still can't afford their electric bills and all.Her dumb ass hubby wrecked his pickup and they have one car she is trapped at home,her dog has a bladder tumor and her bird has one on his wing and she cannot afford the vet, It's tragic all around.

I know her son wants to help make things better and thinks this is the only way he will have an opportunity to.

[AuntPatsy]

16. I can understand your anger, I don't blame the kids, I blame the adults

who sanction this so called war, even my husband still believes there is value in what is going on, he keeps a flag up as does one other neighbor for the troops, he wanted so bad to go to Nam believe it or not but he got into a motorcycle accident so never left.

Though he has watched countless movies and or documentaries on Nam he still believes that if the leaders of this country start a war we must stand behind them NO questions asked? I don't understand that thinking but I gather others feel the same, he has two sons and two daughters, my youngest was the only one who attempted to join but he was unable, he wanted the marines, long story, my husband would much rather he attempt to join whoever would take him knowing full well what could happen to him..

Of course I don't feel the same but and I do say but with trepidation I do feel he should fight for this country but not in the same way my husband wants him to. I feel he should take the time to become more politicaly aware of what is happening in this country, that is where the real fight is at for our freedoms if you ask me.

He watched Bobby with me last week, he asked alot of questions since I cried like a baby at the end, I couldn't help it, it was like it happend yesterday, I didn't realize the emotion would come on so strong over a movie but it did, I try to talk to his friends when I can and get them to think, he knows two that have already been killed over there, it's funny, the kids act like it is sad but ten minutes later they seem to have completely forgotten what made them sad or why for that matter..

I don't know, strange times made stranger because on the new and old characters merging in what appears to be nothing more than a chaotic mingling of history repeating itself...

I hope he comes through all right for not only his sake but his mothers, she seems to have enough bad times to have to deal with, hopefully this will not be another one for her personaly.

[undergroundpanther]

50. I blame the adults also

And I mourn for the kids being misguided hurt or just who don't feel worthy as they are.I feel sad for parents who can't afford to help their kids careers themselves..so the kids consider the military as an answer to getting education or training.

It's terribly sad.

The adults piss me off, especially those in power who should have enough empathy to know better than keep this war going.

[LittleClarkie]

19. I don't hear him coming

And I'm a Democrat.

[Matariki]

25. Her.

Oh and if you offer her a beer she chills the fuck out. It's in the myth.

[undergroundpanther]

47. red beer..

Colored with Red ochre,but red food coloring works too.
:toast:

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[Blue-Jay]

48. "Sekhmet"? Is that poetic license or craziness?

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[LittleClarkie]

51. All Dems or just the leadership

If it's all Dems, it would seem to be quite the broad brush.

[Bridget Burke]

53. If you're going to rip off Ofra Haza's lyrics....

You could at least mention her name.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ofra_Haza

Yet another keyboard warrior!

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[LittleClarkie]

55. Near as I can tell this poem has just been an excuse

for you to insult anyone who has even the slightest negative word to say about your "creation".

Bad mojo.

[undergroundpanther]

57. Umm

It wasn't a "creation. It was a VENT. Insult my venting all you want, but do not use insults as a way to try to get me to silence my own feelings.

Understand the difference.

As for bad mojo..Tell me who's dishing out the mojo and blaming people for having feelings and being frustrated?
I don't subscribeto the new age tripe of positive think thought control or face damnation or be reincarnated as a slug school.
So Who's the bean counter who you think is gonna spank me for being mad at a disgusting situation??

I myself do not believe in cosmic bean counters or a big santa claus in the sky who says who's naughty or nice based on some tally sheet no on has ever seen but always pull out of their ass to tell someone else NOT to feel say or Do something.. If you do believe in that, that is YOUR baggage.Your psychic censor.
For me THERE is NO Karma No bad mojo. Unless I make it so and believe it.If I do "black"I know when I do.My conscience kicks my ass.
Destruction is not always wrong. Sometimes it is a way to move DINO'S aside for new healthy progressivism to emerge.

This rant was not "evil" it was my way of venting to control my darker desires that all people have and they have it for a REASON yet reckless pacifism and fear of the goddess with her fangs and anger,they want a mommy that's as tame as they are and the thought control of the new age has rendered most people disgustingly servile to their"beliefs" and divinities and utopian motifs they center thier 'enlightenment' upon. I made this rant to deny a reckless side of my anger a way to NOT act through my flesh..Some enjoyed my rant and the Sisters of Mercy song. Got inspired.. Sorry you are so bound up in your chains of goody ness,mojo karma.That Halo might be on a little tight, hell it might be a reverse one...you know you don't have to obey such silly things authority games dump into you fom childhood. I seek liberation from prison Earth,I know what the Archons are.. I am not from here anyway. So if you wanna keep recycling here over and over, fine for you, But for me I am going to break out of this jail and go home.

[NuttyFluffers]

56. and reserve the curse of Nitocris for the GOP...

and may the subterranean chamber fill their banquet hall with the blood of the needlessly killed by their own greed.

[undergroundpanther]

58. Are you Nisuit?

Because if you are Sekhmets Arrows will take care of you, If you are not Nisuit than don't worry about how my anger and magick goes out it's not your call nor your burden.. It is Sekhmets call. Ever read what some think Comet NEAT was?

So If there are Nisuit(assholes psychopaths,greed heads) in the Democratic party poisoning it to the right then Sekhmets arrows will peirce their hearts,,And possibly awaken their conscience or remove their power if they don't have a conscience.

Sometimes things that look bad to you have a different purpose.A purpose beyond you and I assume,and beyond what we in our shorter sight assume is the right justice in Maat.Sekhmet sees beyond both of us.
And I think an ancient consciousness like Sekhmet can direct her own arrows and she knows when a vent is just a vent.For she is Barbelo and the Sophia..the light that said to the Archon, you are wrong Samael when the monothiest archon screamed there are no other gods before me in his fake perishable"creation"..I learned all this From Sekhmet,speaking to my spirit bodies. Here is a site that discribes it too.If you ain't into mythology don't bother with it.

'She Who Travels in Lightning'...). The Barbelo was said to be the First Emanation of Prime Creative One, Sekhmet, a.k.a the Berbiro/Barbelo, is the literal 'Roaring Emanation of All Creation', as *both* the substance of Creation itself and as the idea-spark/lightning-bolt that ignited it. No wonder She is called Sekhmet: 'The Powerful Female One'!
http://www.enterprisemission.com/weblog/2005/08/deep-impact-deeper-confusion.html