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I am due beer and travel money and many experiences, besides, what could they offer that is not already mine by using their own set of rules applied to many of the people that think in terms of deals.
:shrug:
However I also know the deal thing is a delusion used to later get someone to think they are in some trouble or did something to themselves.
Why would someone make a deal?
Good song, days in the van, and in the Toyota, were pretty good. Even though sad at times, there were some good parts. And the days alone in apartments and hotels, there was something about it, a sort of freedom. Being able to leave a job and strike out on a dream, for a little while.
How does it feel today? To not be around people, to just post here, not knowing if people read it, or understand it. How does that feel? It feels like a stepping stone to something else, or a time to be spent learning or expressing, even if not read, just a step on a path to somewhere else, wonder what that will be like?
For instance I type this for me, since long ago, I figured not many read these posts. But it is something to do that has no down side to it.
Best part on the road, probably the best of days in the Toyota, I was at a rest stop, and a cat was jumping around to catch ants, it must have been a stray, and was hunting for ants for some food. Figure it was abandoned at the rest stop. I had some tuna left and a few chips that was going to be my dinner. I put out that can of tuna for the cat, and when he smelt it, the reaction was so awesome, he froze for a second, then ran to the tuna can dish. After eating the tuna he pranced across the parking lot like a lion on the savanna. I ate the few chips I had left, and they were the best chips I ever had.
I went back to find that cat on many nights while in that town, didn't see him there again, I wonder about that cat often.
So that's sort of how it feels to me.
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