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Related: Editorials & Other Articles, Issue Forums, Alliance Forums, Region ForumsI received one of those dreaded phone calls, today. I lost my cousin to Bi-Polar Depression
It caused him to lose his marriage, his job, and now his life. I'm still processing the news. I also lost my older brother to depression, so an old wound is ripped wide open. And I just finished updating all of the family here in Michigan, breaking more hearts with every contact.
His doctor was so concerned about his emotional state that she sent him to the ER, to get an in patient admission. The admission was refused. They just didn't think he met the criteria. I don't know why the doctor didn't intervene. That can likely be added to a growing list of unanswered questions.
If I can ask for kind thoughts for his sister and brothers. Their father is in care, suffering from Alzheimer's, so it's not as if they don't already have a lot to deal with.
TygrBright
(20,759 posts)It runs in my family, too.
The pain is just awful.
Hang in there, take it one day at a time.
sadly,
Bright
area51
(11,908 posts)badhair77
(4,217 posts)My sympathy to you and your family. I hope you all can find a way to find some peace in this loss.
This country needs to start an initiative to provide mental health services to our people. There is no reason we could not assist in training physicians and other mental health care providers and facilities. We spend our money on ridiculous things, that money could be better spent in services.
safeinOhio
(32,674 posts)FakeNoose
(32,634 posts)I'm very sorry for your loss! Condolences to your family.
smirkymonkey
(63,221 posts)Depression is such a tragic thing, you always want to think that there is something you could have done to save them. It's just heartbreaking to lose someone that way.
It's so wrong the ER wouldn't admit him, it could have saved his life.
Wishing you and his family kind thoughts.
Kittycow
(2,396 posts)I know that there's a whole bunch of tough days to follow, but the first day is always so bad, especially if you're the one who has to make all the phone calls.
My deepest condolences to you and your family
RainCaster
(10,870 posts)It sounds like this family has been though quite a bit already.
Hermit-The-Prog
(33,340 posts)lunatica
(53,410 posts)((((((((((Siwsan and family))))))))))).
Karadeniz
(22,513 posts)gademocrat7
(10,656 posts)malaise
(268,968 posts)jalan48
(13,863 posts)LakeArenal
(28,817 posts)KPN
(15,643 posts)you will all get through it. Peace.
Kaleva
(36,298 posts)My wife has suffered from it for years and right now she's up in our bed in a bad state. I won't go anywhere today.
Based on my experience, a patient will be admitted if he or she states that they are thinking of harming themselves and/or others. Your cousin may have aid he was okay.
flying_wahini
(6,591 posts)I feel your pain! Sometimes you have to park your ass in the ER and not leave when it is that bad. His case was a bit different, but not really. He left and he died.
nolabear
(41,960 posts)Some of the finest and most courageous people I worked with had Bipolar I. Its hard to understand if you havent had it or lots of experience with it. Everyone I know has lost, or nearly lost, patients.
I hope you and your family find some peace somehow. Its no reflection on any person. Its terrible, uncontrollable chemistry. ❤️
IncaRoads
(97 posts)My mom and I went through the same thing 3 years ago this month (crazy how time flies).
Do what you need to do to take care of yourself and these things tend to get easier over time.
Raster
(20,998 posts)LisaM
(27,806 posts)I'm sorry for your pain, and I'm angry that a flat-out call for help was ignored.
CatMor
(6,212 posts)I know how difficult it is to lose a loved one in this manner. Sometimes it's hard to believe and understand why these things happen in life. Hopefully time will heal the wounds of this loss and the memory of him will be with you always.
OMGWTF
(3,955 posts)He'd shattered his knee and broken his back twice. Hs pain was being managed but then he got 100% cut-off due to a crack-down on prescribing opiods. He went through opioid withdrawal alone and killed himself with TWO guns to his head because he couldn't take the pain and no one would help him. Our society is so very deeply fked-up.
get the red out
(13,462 posts)I have had security called on me for trying to get a bi-polar loved one admitted when they were refused and I felt their life was at risk. I got lucky and they lived and I got them admitted somewhere else, (when I hysterically broke into tears and I am sure they wondered if they should admit him or me at that point).
I suffer from depression myself, I've seen both sides of the despair
greymattermom
(5,754 posts)I couldn't care for him, so he's in assisted living. I feel guilty every day, but I knew that I wasn't able to cope with it. I've already lost my grandmother and a cousin to it. In my grandmother's obituary, it says that she died of pneumonia.
Fla Dem
(23,656 posts)duforsure
(11,885 posts)And having people will mental illness in the family, I know how hard it can be. I'm thinking about you and your family.
elfin
(6,262 posts)This is such a struggle and I am so sorry it has touched your life in such a devastating way.
mr_lebowski
(33,643 posts)Takket
(21,563 posts)This hits close to home. My wife is bipolar and because of it she very nearly both divorced me and committed suicide. She is treated now and the disease is managed but I know first hand what a vicious and deadly disease this is, yet also very stigmatized and deligitimized by the public which makes it even harder to treat.
It sounds Like the case was mishandled at the hospital. When all the mourning passes I would seriously consider a lawyer.
hunter
(38,311 posts)... convincing themselves, as well as medical professionals, they're not as bad as all that.
I've done it, and returned to the E.R. in such a bad state that it's clear to everyone that I'm not okay.
You have my kind thoughts, for you and your family.
Honeycombe8
(37,648 posts)I wonder where the dividing line is with depression, from "the blues" to depression so severe that it's life-stunting? Bi-polar means a person goes from a manic state to deep depression? I first learned about this when Patty Duke talked about her diagnosis. For years she didn't know that anything was wrong with her, and then she wondered why she behaved the extreme way she did sometimes. Until she was finally diagnosed, and that changed her life. I guess there were meds? I don't know.
Anyway, I'm so sorry.
irisblue
(32,971 posts)wendyb-NC
(3,325 posts)Stinky The Clown
(67,798 posts)And please take care of yourself.
spooky3
(34,444 posts)cp
(6,626 posts)Please give one another many hugs.
hostalover
(447 posts)NewJeffCT
(56,828 posts)you and your family have my sympathy
catbyte
(34,376 posts)Depression is so soul-sapping, and it's disgraceful how ignored it is here in the U.S. Again, I'm very sorry.
dlk
(11,561 posts)Im so very sorry for your loss.
Kurt V.
(5,624 posts)easttexaslefty
(1,554 posts)GreenPartyVoter
(72,377 posts)a similar sad history.