I was watching msnbc

[I_UndergroundPanther]

And during the discussion about ghouliani talking a bunch of lies and bullshit,with brown shit running down his face..

They showed several pictures of him.

He is horrifying,crazy eyes, yelling mouth,ranting, sweating buckets,clumsily banging the microphones with his hands..and I got triggered.

Every time I see that disgusting open mouth of his the
screaming mouth I smell nasty bad breath almost like a hallucination.

Ghouliani looks like my asshole father working himself into a drunk rage looking to knock the shit out of me,my mom or my sisters.

His eyes all crazy,that foul screaming mouth..

I hate the poison that oozes out of that piece of shit,ghouliani.

It's the same poison that oozed out of my drunk evil hearted father.

I can't get that image of his crazy eyes and ghouliani's crazy out..of my head.

PTSD suuuuckks.
I guess I ain't sleeping tonight.. fuck. I wouldn't know what to do without my sweet kitty baby Othello..he's my protector of my sanity.

[SheltieLover]

1. Sorry the ghoul triggered you, Panther

Othello is a real sweetie! Glad you have each other.

[I_UndergroundPanther]

2. Thanks Sheltie

For being here..

[SheltieLover]

3. Yw, Panther

It might help to know FBI is still investigating that pos.

https://www.democraticunderground.com/100214586789

Have you tried the free Yale course?

https://www.coursera.org/learn/the-science-of-well-being

[SheltieLover]

4. Other ideas...

Watch any Obama speech.

Write your pos father a scathing letter expressing your hatred.

Watch a funny movie?

I never watch the asshole repukes. I read about them, so I don't get that audio-visual impact.

I've become very solution focused.

[Hekate]

5. Gods, I am sorry. All I can say is "Believe your eyes." Trump attracts abusers to him like...

...dogshit attracts flies. Trump himself triggers a lot of people.

I used to have a kitty named Othello, too. Somewhere in his ancestry must have been a Persian, because he had such long thick fur, totally black except for his whiskers. His eyes were gold, and he had a noble profile. One of my favorite memories was of him waiting on the roof for us to come home, silhouetted in lamplight, wreathed in fog. He lived a very long life.

May you and your Othello comfort each other tonight and evermore.

[Bernardo de La Paz]

6. What would kitty do? Kitty would walk away. Turn off the TV. Read news instead. Much healthier. nt

[Walleye]

7. He looks just like Charles Manson.

[Casandia]

8. I have to turn the channel whenever ghouliani or drump are on the tv

Also - did you see when ghouliani took out a tissue? He was standing behind the person at the podium. What he did was the most disgusting sickest thing- someone posted this on DU, and I clicked on the link. The person who posted this should have given a warning. I WILL NOT provide a link.

[I_UndergroundPanther]

9. I know I shouldn't ask

But can you tell me what he did?

No pics just tell me I have an awful curiosity problem.

Today I think I can handle it.

[csziggy]

11. He blew his nose into a tissue

Then carefully folded the tissue snot side OUT, then wiped his hands and face with it. It was disgusting and nasty.

[I_UndergroundPanther]

14. Eeeew! Gross

A self smear.. that IS disgusting. I guess he was too focused on paranoia and lying his ass off to check what side of the tissue was cleaner. Not only is that gross it's fucking stupid and even more stupid to do it on tv with the cameras pointed right at him from 20 different angles.

[csziggy]

15. Yeah, and it's stuff like that that keeps me from watching much news

I get up and watch CNN or Stephanie Ruhl, then start streaming entertainment. British mysteries, some BritCom, and I just found a channel that is all old B movies with a bunch of my favorite old SciFi movies. Today I watched The Giant Claw and Earth vs. the Flying Saucers.

Talk about the good old days! Cheesy plots, bad special effects, and misogynists, all in one film!

[I_UndergroundPanther]

16. I like old cheesy sci fi too

Watched queen of the toads awhile ago. So many shots of toads from every angle..lol.
Trying to make frog chirps in the woods seem dangerous..


Cheesy horror is just as great as cheesy sci fi. IMHO.

Love them both.

Can't wait to get a fire stick..

[csziggy]

18. I like Roku - have one on every TV.

Get the remotes that will control the TV as well as the Roku, then you only have one control to worry about.

The streaming channel I found is called Classic Reels. Right now I am watching The Giant Mantis. It's fun watching the actor who played Paul Drake on Perry Mason play a paleontologist.

[Nevilledog]

10. ...

[bdamomma]

12. His son

has contracted Covid, and also Don Jr. So the sins of the father fall upon the sons.

[malaise]

13. Hug that kitty

[I_UndergroundPanther]

17. He gets hugs all the time.

He spends a lot of time on my lap, he's so adorable.

[MustLoveBeagles]

19. What a sweetie

[malaise]

22. So cute

[Sogo]

20. Listening to this easily, having it playing softly in the background,

has a soothing effect. It creates balance in yourself and the environment. That's why it's called "Rain Melody," like the relief of much needed rain gently falling....

[I_UndergroundPanther]

21. I can almost see

The sway of the leaves as the rain falls.. thanks